Sibeh Sway!!!

Disturbing Tuesday night I had... Not about Lucy.. Arggh!!!!!!

Very sweet of him to find an excuse to sneak out in the noon with me. Very tight schedule so didn't get to plan something special.. Went shopping and dinner at Vivo then home..

Planned for a supper at night before going for midnight movie.. With the convinience of a car, we drove around thinking of place to eat. Remembered someone recommended me of a nice zi char at Kim Tian.. So went there to check it out..

Food was ok only.. And we were there eating and chatting away for maybe passed an hour already.. Just out of nowhere someone called my from behind.. OMFG!!! My relatives!! Zzzz... 三叔 & 三婶... FUCK UP!!! I say fucked because they are those really close relatives.. My father's younger brother and his family! And as I heard my name and turned around to respond... My hand holding cigarette!! Zzz... For your info, MY WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY DON'T SMOKE!!! They are just those down to earth people!! And omfg!! It's so damn embarrassing and I just felt screwed up!!

Not that I am afraid that they'll tell tales to my father or something. Anyway my father is aware that I smoke and he is totally unhappy over it, but I never do it in front of him and he just hate me totally by ignoring me all the time. I'm not afraid of them telling tales. But I just can't get rid of how they would gossip behind me or curse me or something. I've always said that I don't bother about how others think about me... Yeah.. But this one is close relatives.. And the thought of it give me one more reason for avoiding to see them during occasions like CNY, family dinners bla bla bla...

I didn't know how long they've been sitting behind me at the coffeeshop.. I swear they weren't there before me! Wonder what they overheard between my conversation with Lucy! They were just sitting NEXT TO US!! Argh!!! Anyway after I responded with a few sentence, I just turned back and didn't try to talk further or look at them. When their food was served, I vaguely heard 三婶 asking me if I want to have some... I was checking my phone.. Before I decided to turn around to respond, vaguely heard 三叔 followed by "she don't want to eat one lah.. bla bla bla"... Can't hear what's the bla bla bla.. Or probably I wasn't concentrating.. Bcos I felt very screwed up already! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!! WHY WHY WHY!!?!! =(

Anyway we were almost late for the movie.. Briefly greeted bye to them and rushed off... Still feeling damn fucking lousy... Why do I feel like I've disgraced my parents in front of them.. Zzz.. Why are Chinese brought up this way?! =(

Watched that Money No Enough II... So so only.. I think its more of a touching story than comedy... Their jokes lame as usual... But you know people like Lucy will enjoy lame jokes.. LOL..

Still got more things to blog about.. But I'll just stop here.. Very lousy mood now.. Grrrrrrrr!!!