旧的不去，新的不来

MIA again!!! Because I blog only when I feel like it!

Title says good news and bad news...

Bad news is outdated... Mimi is gone!!! OMFG!! CHIJMES management rented animal traps from AVA to catch the cats there! Because tenant(s) complained about the cats... Mimi and her sibling got caught! I only found out on the 3rd night!

I've learnt that people are so fucking ignorant about where the cats go to after they get caught! (I'm one of them! Zzz) Some told me they'll be sent to SPCA and some say they'll keep it elswhere. Anyway I called SPCA the next morning and they told me that animals caught by AVA will never be sent to them. Zzzz... So I called AVA and enquire about claiming back impounded animals. The phonecall with this particular idiot really pissed me off!

I started off with asking him about the cats caught from CHIJMES and told him I wish to claim it back. He asked me what CHIJMES is. Zzz... WTF?! Don't even know what is CHIJMES and where it is! Dumbass! Spelt for him and gave him address... Asked me HDB or private house! KNN! Asked where I am from and my identity... After some stupid questions he said he have to check if CHIJMES really rented animal traps from them... Say will let me know later.. KNN! Work efficiency SO FUCKING POOR! Atttitude also poor! Told me that he busy with his computer work, when he's free then go and check for me.. Keep asking me to leave a my number to make the conversation short! Fine! I gave him! But I called back 10minutes later... Another man answered.. This one better.. He knows about his job! He knows where CHIJMES is and he knows about the rental of traps and captured some cats there. And he told me the animals they capture normally put down on the next day... WHAT THE FUCK?! PUT DOWN!!! Mimi only less than 3months old!! CCB!!

I AM SO DAMN SAD UPON HEARING THAT!! I don't blame AVA... I blame the CCB who complained about the cats and CHIJMES had no choice but to get AVA.. I sounded one of the tenant out.. He seems very satisfied that the kittens are gone!!! CCB!! He complained they jumped on tables to eat the food and shit everywhere! CCB!! WHERE GOT!? The cats there so afraid of human! And I don't smell shit there!! CCB!! People out there, please DON'T eat at LA VIVA at CHIJMES! The management and staffs all SUCKS! Everytime I see the fucking face on their waitress when a cat walks pass, I feel disgusted!

By the way the idiot from AVA took my number also never call back!! Why we always have these kind of ccb working with government sector! They are damn waste of resources!!

Good news is.... I GOT NEW MIMI!! LOL!!

A black kitten slightly older than my Mimi... A tom cat.. I named him Mimi too! LOL.. Bcos.. He respond to me when I call him Mimi!! He lives downstairs my block.. Just a normal black kitten, playful and friendly. He really respond to me calling Mimi.. I love it when everytime I went down to search for him by calling Mimi and he will just appear from his hiding place and come running to me like a dog!!

Just bought him some food supplies and a collar yesterday! Don't wanna lose him again! Oh and I brought him home few days ago for a bathe.. He loves my blanket as well.. But... I don't have a place for him to pee.. He bth peed on my blanket!! Zzz... So I bought pee tray for him yesterday.. Don't know why I even buy it.. I'm not even sure if I'm going to keep him permanently or once a while. One good thing about him he is very quiet, but he plays quite rough and his bite can be a little painful. He is very cute lah!

Ok good and bad news over... Quite a number of pissful news.. Don't feel like I want to continue.. In fact I don't have the mood to blog at all.. Just here for some short updates.. No mood upon seeing my messy room.. I hope I'm not too lazy to tidy up today... But it's raining now.. Rain makes me lazy! LOL.. Maybe tomorrow then tidy? xD

ERPs - foes!

Zhobo, eat & sleep... Zhobo, eat & sleep...

Hmm... Let me see what have I been doing for the past week....
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Oh! Randomly I sent the car for service with Jason, shopped at Sim Lim & Bugis, bought an external HDD for Taine, had haircut, shopped at Bras Basah Complex, visited Mimi as usual.. BORING!

I wanted to say.. I watched the movie Money No Enough 2... And I thought the scenes about protesting the new ERP gantries were quite exaggerating... Until I went for haircut last Friday... The salon's at Furama Hotel.. I paid $2 to enter the CBD.. Finished my haircut and thought of staying within the CBD since I paid for it.. Decided to head towards Bugis area to shop... My idea was to go visit Mimi as well.. Hehe.. Turning out of Furama Hotel.. From Eu Tong Sen travelling to Hill Street there's a fucking gantry!! Before I knew it something went "beep" and $2 gone! KNN!!

After that I tried to think hard and realise there's NO WAY I could escape from THAT gantry if I want to go Bugis!! Unless I exit CBD?? Then I need to pay and go in again! Or probably I should go by Pickering Street towards Shenton Way then go pass Fullerton and Esplanade, one big round just to go Bugis!?? I'm not even sure if there's other gantries there!! The government's saying the gantries help to discourage people from travelling those routes and causing jams. BUT WTF?! They have gantries in every route wat! Imagine I entered Chinatown to go Furama... From the gantry at Pearl Centre to Furama is probably 300m.. And Furama to the gantry before Hill Street is probably only 200m!!!! Sibeh Tulanz!

Ok.. Away with the tulanz things...

I suddenly felt like Santa Claus.. This bloody Taine has been telling me about how his laptop not enough space bla bla... Always asking me about HDD custom making and prices in China.. Told him forget about all those shit just buy something off the shelf.. He complain expensive! Zzzz... So I decided to buy him one from Singapore.. Anyway he kinda helped me in many ways.. So just buy for him lah!

Today is another boring Tuesday!! Lucy off but dunno where to go! This topic has driven alot of arguements... Last week I issued a final decree.. LOL.. Yes, it's decree.. He better help think places to go! Knn! Always I'm the one thinking.. Zzz...

Now off to prepare!! Meet Ashlie eat goooooose liver! Shioooook!

Mimi & Mimi & Mimi & Mimi......

Been sleeping irregularly as usual.. But as I said I sleep for long hours nowadays, so I am losing track a bit on the time and date!

So... I think it was Monday night I brought Mimi home again! Bathed her next noon.. Not very tedious.. But she was noisy.. Meow meow meow meow.. I could fill this whole entry with "meooows"... Dried her with two towels but I wanted to dry her fast because I bought Frontline to apply for her fleas.. Attempted the hairdryer.. The moment I switch on the dryer she went panic craze.. I didn't care and grab her firmly between my lap on a towel.. OMG.. When I started to blow it at her she stopped struggling and relaxed.. You'll know why in 2 seconds because she PEE!! Pee in shock! Zzz... Wetted the towel and my shorts through to my panties.. Zzzz.. Anyhow finish the drying and throw her on bed where she went hiding under the blanket.. I took my shower after that... Alot of pain near my neck.. She scratched me a bit..

Pompom & sleep! So enjoy life!


That's my bed ok!!

Returned her on Tuesday night.. At first I was worried that the mum would not recognise her smell after the bathe, but she did.. What a relief.. BUT! They were so happy to have her back and then they started playing around! OMFG!! Played catching in the bushes and climbed mini palm trees!! Zzzz... No wonder she got fleas!!! Haiz... Nvm.. I just hope the Frontline works by killing the fleas on her and prevent breeding..

*** I didn't have time to complete this entry yesterday and rushed out... ***

Went dinner with Lucy for dinner last night. He was late... Again... Too late for my favourite mutton soup.. Haiz.. Met up with Vincent and had a drink at Big Splash Starbucks. Ended my day's activity by visiting Mimi of course! Checked her upside down, downside up, frontside back and backside front... Hehehe... No fleas!! I haven't seen her only for 3 days, she seemed to grow significantly bigger!! But still sweet and docile.

Lazy Mimi!!!


This position sibeh song!!

I love Mimi!! xD

So much of Mimi and Mimi... I seemed to be missing out a lot on Lucy.. Haiz.. I am just sick of mentioning him.. Nothing new. Just the same old craps! Just one word - PISSFUL... Miserable everyday.. No life!! Argh!!

Some time last week at Geo... There's this couple there.. Apparently they already knew Azrin and Lucy since Europa time... So they all were happy drinking.. Introduced me to them.. They are really nice, friendly and chatty.. So friendly and chatty that the lady wanted to recommend me a job in her company.. OMG I hardly know her for 2hours? LOL... Like quite a prospective job.. Some operations work in commodities firm.. End of the night she kept on reminded me to email my CV to her.. Haiz... I still haven't done that yet.. I don't see the point of doing it really.. BCOS I THINK I HAVE NOTHING IN MY CV! Wahahha! =X

Here's a pic of Carrie & me just in case u miss me! Wahaha!

Don't say I never post photos hor!

Post No.138

I'm not really in the mood to blog now. Anxiety attacks again! But here I am because I'm so awake now and nothing to do.

Supposed to fetch my dad from the airport last night... But err... I didn't go.. =X Because of that I'm feeling sucky now... Haiz... It's no big deal really.. But I'm just feeling uneasy over something that I didn't do... How do I describe that feeling? He didn't blame me anyway.. Or maybe haven't get the chance to blame me! Because he came home and went to sleep, woke up early this morning for work. We haven't met.

Argh! Whatever lah!

It was an interesting Saturday evening. Met up with `Numb and Gross at Handlebar.. Finally.. Been wanting to meet up with them.. Gross a quiet guy.. Didn't chat a lot.. He was like a little uneasy.. Very eager to leave the place to meet his girl.. Knn chee hong!! LOL... Had a nice chat with `Numb.. Quite interesting person.. Hehe.. After drinks was about 1AM maybe? Couldn't remember!! So tired!! Drove to CHIJMES to visit Mimi.. But I actually drove there, parked the car and doze inside!! LOL... Really tired lah! Woke up very early that day and didn't sleep for the whole day. Slept with the windows down, mossie came in stung me all over until Lucy knock off... Anyway brought Mimi home again. We hugged and slept the whole day. We really hugged and slept ok! She's so sweet! But I realise she got fleas! Fuck! Anyway fleas prefer to stay on cat than human. Helped her killed a few, must go buy some treatment for her!

Returned her this morning... Now back at home thinking what to do.. Haiz... Running out of tasks for my daily dose! No source of interesting Youtube videos, new episode of drama not available yet, blogs that I frequent not yet updated... Sibeh sianz! Somemore having some anxiety attacks feeling quite lost now! Argh!! Life is miserable!!! =(

Mimi IS Back!!!!

So damn fucking happy after a long miserable wait!!!

In fact back since the day before yesterday! And I even brought her home! But for one night only.. And we spent the whole of yesterday sleeeeeeeeping.. Afterall I don't think anyone would really return her after bringing home. I have this feeling that nobody actually brought her away, she was probably sleeping in some corner! So happy!

She didn't pee or poo the whole day in my room... And later in the night, which was this morning.. 4AM I decided to bring her back to the mum because she hasn't get used to staying with me, she wouldn't eat or drink.. So rainy just now.. I tried to make her calm down and stay put between my lap before I drive off... She just couldn't!! So I err.. Shouted to her.. Then she stunned.. And few seconds later I felt a bit dampness on my buttock... SHIT SHE PEE!! LOL!!! I raised my buttock from the driver's seat! I didn't stop her and let her continue.. She peed very long.. LOL.. she tahan more than 24hours liao.. LOL.. Flooded my seat!! It's really flood ok!! Lucky the seat was made of PVC, so the urine never sip into the material.. Then she ran under the seat.. I need to open the door, stand outside to clean the seat in the rain.. -_-"

Returned her and waited for Lucy to knock off.. Azrin asked for a short ride to his car.. Because it was raining and he parked his car opposite.. Got in the car could still smell the pee.. A bit embarrassing.. LOL.. Supposed to find a place for breakfast but had some arguement with Lucy and we sat in the car for almost an hour... Argh don't want to talk about these.. But I want to mention here bcos.... Later we had breakfast.. Got back into the car STILL GOT SMELL!! Zzzz... I put my nose to my seat but cannot smell anything!! Was is my jeans which kena the pee?? Zzz.. Anyway dropped Lucy at TBP bcos nowadays he take the train home.. There I got down the car to check.. OMFG!! Mimi POO under my seat!! And for so many hours we sat in the car smelling her poo!! Knn!! LOL... Anyway I still feel the smell is there.. Later must bring dettol down to wipe!

Really considering whether to bring Mimi back for good.. She is so sweet.. But then I worry about not able to take care of her in the near future.. By then she probably got used to staying here and I can't just bring her away... Need to go buy some necessity for her also.. Litter box and food dish... Hmmm..... I dunno how to bathe a cat! Zzz...Will she get too close with me and meow everyday when I'm not home?? Will she scratch and create a mess!? Haiz...

Return My Mimi!!!!!

OMFG!! Yesterday afternoon went pay "bills".. Then went TBP to shop... I bought whole lots of cat food ok! On promotion I bought $60 worth of canned food for Mimi! Oh and a bottle of solution to clean her ears. Came home and as usual zhobo around and fell asleep in the evening. Woke up like 1AM and prepared to go visit Mimi.

Drove to CHIJMES and told Lucy to wait for me at the porch area.. Bcos I wanted to show off my boot of cat food to him! LOL.. Like some 75 cans of food of different sizes! He stunned rolling eyes! Fed Mimi and cleaned her. Ears, eyes and nose.. She's got dirty nose I think she smell the mud alot! Watched her asleep on my lap again. So sweet! But... Don't know if it was last I saw of her.. =(

Drove out with Lucy for some prata nearby... Came back and couldn't find Mimi!! Btw her home is part of the club Insomnia.. Almost all the staffs working there are Malays and of course, they love cats and they love this family (Mimi, sibling & mum) alot. Asked the staffs if they seen Mimi. One of them came back telling me one of the customers liked her and said would bring home!! WTF?! The staff claimed she replied NO, saying Mimi needs to be with the mum. And that customer say will bring back for a night.. Don't know will bring back or not!! CCB!! Anyway the staff mentioned it was a regular customer. I hope he/she bring Mimi back.. Even if he/she don't, I sure fuck him/her if we get to meet!!! To think that I buy food to feed her everyday especially when I JUST BOUGHT WHOLE LOTS OF FOOD yesterday!! Fed and cleaned her and some bloody fucking idiot just bring home! CCB! PISSED!! I should've brought Mimi to eat prata! FUCK!

Lucy and I so very disappointed and worried that Mimi won't be coming back! =( He everyday ask me to consider bringing Mimi home! But I can't keep her at home! Haiz... I just hope that damn-fucking-idiot would bring Mimi back as promised!! Yes I'll call him/her damn-fucking-idiot! And I will say it right into his/her face if Mimi never come back and IF we get to meet! I already reminded the staff a few hundred times just now to remember to ask for Mimi back!!! Grrrrr!!!!

Very pissed!! =(

I Got A Cat!

Xta came to left a tag!! LOL... Actually the depression post was just a random topic... I'm feeling ok at this moment. =)

Last night was another dreary outing with Lucy... His offday.. Ate steamboat at the usual joint.. Then tapao to CHIJMES... Some cold crabs for Steven.. Talk about Steven is... Haiz.. Anyway he just hate the sight of me I think.. I just dunno why must this happen... OUT OF NOTHING! Zzz...

Anyway was glad to go CHIJMES... Get to see Mimi!! Mimi is a little kitty I adopted there.. So adorable!! But I can't keep her at home.. =( I dunno how to take care of cats! I tried to bring her home some time last week.. She meowed all the time when she was awake! Luckily she slept most of the time with me in my blanket.. I brought her back the next day... She was glad to be back with the sibling and mum... Lucy love her a lot too.. Unlike her sibling, she's pretty comfortable with humans.. I love to watch her fall asleep in my arms or lap..

Like a baby!!


So CUTE!!!!

I could watch her sleep for hours! xD

Oh! And as I was saying it was just one of those boring night out with Lucy.. Last night something different because err... We went Mustafa.. Well nothing special about that... Then I bought henna.. Heehee.. AND I TATTOO ON HIS BUTTOCK!! Hahaha!!! Mimi on the left and Piggy on the right!! xD He did some scribble on my hands.. Ugly.. No pictures! Bcos.. I didn't wait long enough for the henna to dry.. So it's quite fading light... Still a big tube of left over henna.. Later will try google for designs.. =)

Long day ahead! Later must go pay "bills".. Zzz.. This morning got a shock when my mum called me around 6:15AM when Lucy and I just ordered breakfast.. She told me my dad waiting for me.. I was like WTF!? Waiting for me to send him to airport! He told me about it and I thought it was Wednesday evening 6PM!? Suddenly call me and say waiting for me NOW!? So it's morning 6AM!? Knn.. Lucky I was nearby.. Didn't even finish my food and rushed home...

Ok... Off to look for henna patterns! Bye!

Just Very Random Topic: Depression!

I think I am!

Extracted from MedicineNet.com
According to the U.S. National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH), the main symptoms and signs of depression are the following:
- persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood
- feelings of hopelessness, pessimism
- feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness
- loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed, including sex
- decreased energy, fatigue, being "slowed down"
- difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions
- insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
- appetite and/or weight loss or overeating and weight gain
- thoughts of death or suicide; suicide attempts
- restlessness, irritability
- persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and chronic pain

OMG! I think most of the symptoms are obvious in me! Zzz...
1) Always feeling sianz.. Sometimes I get anxiety attacks!
2) Once a while feeling hopeless but I try my best to stay optimistic.
3) No feelings of guilt or worthlessness though. But hopelessness does leads to feel helpless.
4) I really find many things that I used to enjoy are becoming uninteresting. No mood... Oh! But not the sex part. xD
5) Yes feeling fatique most of the time. I don't know if I was lazy or really tired.
6) Concentration really depends on my mood and issue. Short memory sometimes but no problem making decision.
7) Insomnia has always been a problem.. Recently oversleeping! Zzz.. The both combined!
8) Lack of appetite.. I don't know about weight loss.. But people complain I am skinny.. Maybe they're jealous of my size you know! xD
9) Ever imagined about suicide but no attempts..
10) Yes for restlessness! Sianzations! Highly irritable as well!! Idiot Lucy!
11) Digestive disorders EVERYDAY! But I don't know if it was because I gobbled my food or mentally related.

I think I have not much problem coping with these symptoms but I have this depression and anxiety attack that come every few months! Zzz.. I don't know how to explain that. When it comes I just feel very sianz, very agitated, very moody. Don't feel like doing anything! Don't wanna sleep! And if I happen to fall asleep, I don't wanna wake up! Argh!

Talking about sleep.. I don't know if anxiety cause oversleeping.. OR oversleeping cause anxiety! Recently I sleep for long hours.. And I feel anxious often.. Because after a long sleep, I wake up pretty lost and counting how long I slept and worrying if I missed out anything which I was supposed to do that day! Zzz..

*** I ended and published this blog entry here.. It was like 12PM and I haven't slept! And I couldn't sleep that's why I'm back! Shit insomnia again! ***

And so I continue......

Oh I think this depression thingy have contributed to my mundane blog.. (Did i use the right word?) I am trying to mean boring and oridnary stuffs in my blog. Everything in life now is just so boring to me! There should be much interesting happenings in my life just that "in my opinion", I find them not important to blog about! Example going to Humphrey's (Jason's friend) house for dinner last Friday...

Of course I went with Jason. Never been to his house before ever since he moved to a terrace house. He invited a few friends along as well. We bought some sashimi and 2 bottles of sake over.. Knn spent $300.. No photos! Knn can't be snapping pictures around people's house right? Like so sua ku!

After dinner went to their usual joint! The boring lobby lounge at Mirama Hotel... They were all so drunk that night! Like some 5 people finished 2.5 bottles of sake and 1.5 bottle of whiskey at Humphrey's house already.. That was within 2hours... Then at Mirama another bottle of Blue Label and half bottle of Black Label within an hour! I was glad I hurried Jason home before he gets crappy after drunk! I mean crappy NOT horny you know!! Crappy means he might sleep in the car or insist sitting at the void deck or stairways and refused to go home! Throw tantrums and talk nonsense! Argh!

Me looks at the clock.. SHIT! I need some rest.. bb...