Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I'm Still Here...

I know... I kept giving you people false hope.. The hope that I might start updating here again soon.. But nothing! Muahahaha! And that "you people" who actually remember here are probably ME, MYSELF AND I!!! ~>.<~

I really want to update here very much but my life's so damn fucking ass boring... That it bored me so much and I lost the mood to blog.. Hurhurhur... (wat da fuck am i talking now!?)

Many UPs and DOWNs that makes me very depressed now... Well, I think I had always been depressed anyway... Just forgive me talking rubbish.. I'm just here to post something to give another false hope that I will come back soon to update here frequently.. Muahaha!!

No photos again this time.. My goodness you have to know my camera's battery already gone flat since dunno how long ago and I didn't even bother to charge. Took a few pictures on my camera but I don't think you'll be interested to see because it's all MIMI! In case you wanna see.. The truth is I'm lazy to upload to me computer can!?

Again I shall end shortly here.... I will be back.. REALLY!! I will!! BELIEVE IN ME!!! Today's my father's birthday... Better get some sleep and not be late for dinner tonight.. Tata!!

Monday, October 20, 2008

It's Going To Be Another Long Week

It was a bad week... Mimi kena exposed! Zzz.. Rushed out of the room when I opened the door... At first it was only quarrel between me and my dad demanding me to get rid of Mimi.. Somehow or rather my mum got involved..

Was supposed to send her to the airport today because she's going holiday.. She showed me attitude and told me not to send her anymore.. Knn.. Was expecting her to help pass things to Taine over at Xiamen.. Zzz.. Never offend a woman!! ROAR!!

Surprisingly my dad was ok the next day! Bought me dinner!! The following day even called me to ask me if I want dinner!! He never do that other times!!

By the way, Francis's mother just passed away. Quite unexpectedly. Few weeks ago was still fine. Celebrated birthday for the maid, had cake, nap, woke up, fainted and never wake up. Doctor said blood clot due to high blood pressure. She slept for probably 2 weeks in the hospital and passed away this morning. Well, a no-pain death is the best given for a 80 years old lady. RIP...

Haiz.. Was still thinking how I can enjoy myself with him since my mum is out of town.. Now no need to plan for anything liao.. What kind of coincidence?!?! Somemore he will be so busy I won't get to see him or even talk to him much... Want to offer help also not in the right position..

Sianz.........

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I Smuggled Mimi Home!!

Oops.. MIA again... =X

Just before I begin to draft this post, I needed to briefly read through my last post to refresh myself where I stopped.. Muahaha... Then I was trying to find out how long I haven't been blogging.. And so... I checked the dates.. When I saw today's date, I GOT SIBEH FUCKING NERVOUS! OMG! It's already 12th!! Only 10 over days away from my cousin's wedding and I HAVEN'T SHOP FOR NEW DRESS! FUCKING SHIT!

I really hate this kind of function!! Argh!! I HATE TO DRESS UP! And my ezcema left me scar near my armpit and arms and neck... Zzzz.. I got to be careful of what to wear! Well.. You know.. I don't like to dress up doesn't mean I anyhow wear ok! If I want to go, must look nice!!

Not many new happenings about me.. It's just Mimi, MIMI and MIMIIII!! Muahaha... I smuggled Mimi home!!! He just so adorable and I thought if I want to bring him home to play once a while, I might as well keep him at home. Because he sleeps in the drain and plays at the grass downstairs and when he comes my home, he sleeps on my bed! I can't bathe him each time when I bring him home, that's very bad for him.

Bought him all the things needed. Food, toys and litterbox. He very clever!! Self toilet trained!! Hahaha.. Pushed him into the box and he auto do business. Thereafter he goes in by himself!! My parents don't know about him and I don't intend to let them know. Because... They know = byebye Mimi.... Fortunately Mimi don't meow unnecessarily.. He only meows when he knows I'm preparing his food. His voice very soft, probably birth defect, but it's an advantage to me.. Haha..

He's been here for more than a week now... Every night sleeping with me on my bed.. Sometimes I think my bed become his bed liao!


Sibeh song!


His playing area.. Very good life!!

Everything about him is very nice! Hahaha.. But he likes to chomp me.. I read on internet and they call this play aggression... He like to ambush and pounce at me.. When he wanna play will come and chomp me everywhere!! Toes, calf, thigh, fingers, arms and PIGU!!! And all cats like to sit at the window staring outside all day.. Mimi also starts to go on window! OMFG! I live 9th floor! Zzzz... I already gave up luring him down whenever he goes up.. Because I can't possibly tend him 24hours! Must go buy some fencing for the window...

Because of Mimi I finally packed my room!!! LOL!! And it's really a major one! Threw away lots of things! Still not totally completed... Alot of clothes need washing and ironing.. I realise my room is really prone to dust due to the CTE running outside.. I spent few days cleaning my room and after I have been doing it for 3 days, the places I cleaned before already got dusty! KNN!! I think my house need a maid.... =X I don't need people to tidy my things or wash my clothes... But I think someone to do the cleaning and ironing will be good.. LOL

Past weeks been playing some new games on QQ... QQ is a popular IM in China.. They have lots of games there.. This bloody Taine has been bugging me to join him play... He KNN always chee hong China girls there... I started a space on QQ also.. Somewhat like a blog.. Take a look!!!

Please.. The theme of the blog is damn boring.. But I can't do anything better for it.. Even setting a theme you have to pay!!! I'm using a FOC one.. LOL.. A lot of features on QQ are only available to users that have been using for a long time.. They have this points levelling system to determine how long you have been with them.. And a lot of things you have to pay! Very cheap though.. Like maybe few dollars RMB... Knn they sure earn like siao! Billions of population!

I think bloody QQ got my computer infected with some trojan.. Sickening! Zzz... Going to format again soon...

So much of updates... Bye!

Friday, September 26, 2008

旧的不去,新的不来

MIA again!!! Because I blog only when I feel like it!

Title says good news and bad news...

Bad news is outdated... Mimi is gone!!! OMFG!! CHIJMES management rented animal traps from AVA to catch the cats there! Because tenant(s) complained about the cats... Mimi and her sibling got caught! I only found out on the 3rd night!

I've learnt that people are so fucking ignorant about where the cats go to after they get caught! (I'm one of them! Zzz) Some told me they'll be sent to SPCA and some say they'll keep it elswhere. Anyway I called SPCA the next morning and they told me that animals caught by AVA will never be sent to them. Zzzz... So I called AVA and enquire about claiming back impounded animals. The phonecall with this particular idiot really pissed me off!

I started off with asking him about the cats caught from CHIJMES and told him I wish to claim it back. He asked me what CHIJMES is. Zzz... WTF?! Don't even know what is CHIJMES and where it is! Dumbass! Spelt for him and gave him address... Asked me HDB or private house! KNN! Asked where I am from and my identity... After some stupid questions he said he have to check if CHIJMES really rented animal traps from them... Say will let me know later.. KNN! Work efficiency SO FUCKING POOR! Atttitude also poor! Told me that he busy with his computer work, when he's free then go and check for me.. Keep asking me to leave a my number to make the conversation short! Fine! I gave him! But I called back 10minutes later... Another man answered.. This one better.. He knows about his job! He knows where CHIJMES is and he knows about the rental of traps and captured some cats there. And he told me the animals they capture normally put down on the next day... WHAT THE FUCK?! PUT DOWN!!! Mimi only less than 3months old!! CCB!!

I AM SO DAMN SAD UPON HEARING THAT!! I don't blame AVA... I blame the CCB who complained about the cats and CHIJMES had no choice but to get AVA.. I sounded one of the tenant out.. He seems very satisfied that the kittens are gone!!! CCB!! He complained they jumped on tables to eat the food and shit everywhere! CCB!! WHERE GOT!? The cats there so afraid of human! And I don't smell shit there!! CCB!! People out there, please DON'T eat at LA VIVA at CHIJMES! The management and staffs all SUCKS! Everytime I see the fucking face on their waitress when a cat walks pass, I feel disgusted!

By the way the idiot from AVA took my number also never call back!! Why we always have these kind of ccb working with government sector! They are damn waste of resources!!

Good news is.... I GOT NEW MIMI!! LOL!!

A black kitten slightly older than my Mimi... A tom cat.. I named him Mimi too! LOL.. Bcos.. He respond to me when I call him Mimi!! He lives downstairs my block.. Just a normal black kitten, playful and friendly. He really respond to me calling Mimi.. I love it when everytime I went down to search for him by calling Mimi and he will just appear from his hiding place and come running to me like a dog!!

Just bought him some food supplies and a collar yesterday! Don't wanna lose him again! Oh and I brought him home few days ago for a bathe.. He loves my blanket as well.. But... I don't have a place for him to pee.. He bth peed on my blanket!! Zzz... So I bought pee tray for him yesterday.. Don't know why I even buy it.. I'm not even sure if I'm going to keep him permanently or once a while. One good thing about him he is very quiet, but he plays quite rough and his bite can be a little painful. He is very cute lah!

Ok good and bad news over... Quite a number of pissful news.. Don't feel like I want to continue.. In fact I don't have the mood to blog at all.. Just here for some short updates.. No mood upon seeing my messy room.. I hope I'm not too lazy to tidy up today... But it's raining now.. Rain makes me lazy! LOL.. Maybe tomorrow then tidy? xD

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

ERPs - foes!

Zhobo, eat & sleep... Zhobo, eat & sleep...

Hmm... Let me see what have I been doing for the past week....
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Oh! Randomly I sent the car for service with Jason, shopped at Sim Lim & Bugis, bought an external HDD for Taine, had haircut, shopped at Bras Basah Complex, visited Mimi as usual.. BORING!

I wanted to say.. I watched the movie Money No Enough 2... And I thought the scenes about protesting the new ERP gantries were quite exaggerating... Until I went for haircut last Friday... The salon's at Furama Hotel.. I paid $2 to enter the CBD.. Finished my haircut and thought of staying within the CBD since I paid for it.. Decided to head towards Bugis area to shop... My idea was to go visit Mimi as well.. Hehe.. Turning out of Furama Hotel.. From Eu Tong Sen travelling to Hill Street there's a fucking gantry!! Before I knew it something went "beep" and $2 gone! KNN!!

After that I tried to think hard and realise there's NO WAY I could escape from THAT gantry if I want to go Bugis!! Unless I exit CBD?? Then I need to pay and go in again! Or probably I should go by Pickering Street towards Shenton Way then go pass Fullerton and Esplanade, one big round just to go Bugis!?? I'm not even sure if there's other gantries there!! The government's saying the gantries help to discourage people from travelling those routes and causing jams. BUT WTF?! They have gantries in every route wat! Imagine I entered Chinatown to go Furama... From the gantry at Pearl Centre to Furama is probably 300m.. And Furama to the gantry before Hill Street is probably only 200m!!!! Sibeh Tulanz!

Ok.. Away with the tulanz things...

I suddenly felt like Santa Claus.. This bloody Taine has been telling me about how his laptop not enough space bla bla... Always asking me about HDD custom making and prices in China.. Told him forget about all those shit just buy something off the shelf.. He complain expensive! Zzzz... So I decided to buy him one from Singapore.. Anyway he kinda helped me in many ways.. So just buy for him lah!

Today is another boring Tuesday!! Lucy off but dunno where to go! This topic has driven alot of arguements... Last week I issued a final decree.. LOL.. Yes, it's decree.. He better help think places to go! Knn! Always I'm the one thinking.. Zzz...

Now off to prepare!! Meet Ashlie eat goooooose liver! Shioooook!

Friday, September 12, 2008

Mimi & Mimi & Mimi & Mimi......

Been sleeping irregularly as usual.. But as I said I sleep for long hours nowadays, so I am losing track a bit on the time and date!

So... I think it was Monday night I brought Mimi home again! Bathed her next noon.. Not very tedious.. But she was noisy.. Meow meow meow meow.. I could fill this whole entry with "meooows"... Dried her with two towels but I wanted to dry her fast because I bought Frontline to apply for her fleas.. Attempted the hairdryer.. The moment I switch on the dryer she went panic craze.. I didn't care and grab her firmly between my lap on a towel.. OMG.. When I started to blow it at her she stopped struggling and relaxed.. You'll know why in 2 seconds because she PEE!! Pee in shock! Zzz... Wetted the towel and my shorts through to my panties.. Zzzz.. Anyhow finish the drying and throw her on bed where she went hiding under the blanket.. I took my shower after that... Alot of pain near my neck.. She scratched me a bit..


Pompom & sleep! So enjoy life!


That's my bed ok!!

Returned her on Tuesday night.. At first I was worried that the mum would not recognise her smell after the bathe, but she did.. What a relief.. BUT! They were so happy to have her back and then they started playing around! OMFG!! Played catching in the bushes and climbed mini palm trees!! Zzzz... No wonder she got fleas!!! Haiz... Nvm.. I just hope the Frontline works by killing the fleas on her and prevent breeding..

*** I didn't have time to complete this entry yesterday and rushed out... ***

Went dinner with Lucy for dinner last night. He was late... Again... Too late for my favourite mutton soup.. Haiz.. Met up with Vincent and had a drink at Big Splash Starbucks. Ended my day's activity by visiting Mimi of course! Checked her upside down, downside up, frontside back and backside front... Hehehe... No fleas!! I haven't seen her only for 3 days, she seemed to grow significantly bigger!! But still sweet and docile.


Lazy Mimi!!!


This position sibeh song!!

I love Mimi!! xD

So much of Mimi and Mimi... I seemed to be missing out a lot on Lucy.. Haiz.. I am just sick of mentioning him.. Nothing new. Just the same old craps! Just one word - PISSFUL... Miserable everyday.. No life!! Argh!!

Some time last week at Geo... There's this couple there.. Apparently they already knew Azrin and Lucy since Europa time... So they all were happy drinking.. Introduced me to them.. They are really nice, friendly and chatty.. So friendly and chatty that the lady wanted to recommend me a job in her company.. OMG I hardly know her for 2hours? LOL... Like quite a prospective job.. Some operations work in commodities firm.. End of the night she kept on reminded me to email my CV to her.. Haiz... I still haven't done that yet.. I don't see the point of doing it really.. BCOS I THINK I HAVE NOTHING IN MY CV! Wahahha! =X


Here's a pic of Carrie & me just in case u miss me! Wahaha!

Don't say I never post photos hor!

Monday, September 8, 2008

Post No.138

I'm not really in the mood to blog now. Anxiety attacks again! But here I am because I'm so awake now and nothing to do.

Supposed to fetch my dad from the airport last night... But err... I didn't go.. =X Because of that I'm feeling sucky now... Haiz... It's no big deal really.. But I'm just feeling uneasy over something that I didn't do... How do I describe that feeling? He didn't blame me anyway.. Or maybe haven't get the chance to blame me! Because he came home and went to sleep, woke up early this morning for work. We haven't met.

Argh! Whatever lah!

It was an interesting Saturday evening. Met up with `Numb and Gross at Handlebar.. Finally.. Been wanting to meet up with them.. Gross a quiet guy.. Didn't chat a lot.. He was like a little uneasy.. Very eager to leave the place to meet his girl.. Knn chee hong!! LOL... Had a nice chat with `Numb.. Quite interesting person.. Hehe.. After drinks was about 1AM maybe? Couldn't remember!! So tired!! Drove to CHIJMES to visit Mimi.. But I actually drove there, parked the car and doze inside!! LOL... Really tired lah! Woke up very early that day and didn't sleep for the whole day. Slept with the windows down, mossie came in stung me all over until Lucy knock off... Anyway brought Mimi home again. We hugged and slept the whole day. We really hugged and slept ok! She's so sweet! But I realise she got fleas! Fuck! Anyway fleas prefer to stay on cat than human. Helped her killed a few, must go buy some treatment for her!

Returned her this morning... Now back at home thinking what to do.. Haiz... Running out of tasks for my daily dose! No source of interesting Youtube videos, new episode of drama not available yet, blogs that I frequent not yet updated... Sibeh sianz! Somemore having some anxiety attacks feeling quite lost now! Argh!! Life is miserable!!! =(

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Mimi IS Back!!!!

So damn fucking happy after a long miserable wait!!!

In fact back since the day before yesterday! And I even brought her home! But for one night only.. And we spent the whole of yesterday sleeeeeeeeping.. Afterall I don't think anyone would really return her after bringing home. I have this feeling that nobody actually brought her away, she was probably sleeping in some corner! So happy!

She didn't pee or poo the whole day in my room... And later in the night, which was this morning.. 4AM I decided to bring her back to the mum because she hasn't get used to staying with me, she wouldn't eat or drink.. So rainy just now.. I tried to make her calm down and stay put between my lap before I drive off... She just couldn't!! So I err.. Shouted to her.. Then she stunned.. And few seconds later I felt a bit dampness on my buttock... SHIT SHE PEE!! LOL!!! I raised my buttock from the driver's seat! I didn't stop her and let her continue.. She peed very long.. LOL.. she tahan more than 24hours liao.. LOL.. Flooded my seat!! It's really flood ok!! Lucky the seat was made of PVC, so the urine never sip into the material.. Then she ran under the seat.. I need to open the door, stand outside to clean the seat in the rain.. -_-"

Returned her and waited for Lucy to knock off.. Azrin asked for a short ride to his car.. Because it was raining and he parked his car opposite.. Got in the car could still smell the pee.. A bit embarrassing.. LOL.. Supposed to find a place for breakfast but had some arguement with Lucy and we sat in the car for almost an hour... Argh don't want to talk about these.. But I want to mention here bcos.... Later we had breakfast.. Got back into the car STILL GOT SMELL!! Zzzz... I put my nose to my seat but cannot smell anything!! Was is my jeans which kena the pee?? Zzz.. Anyway dropped Lucy at TBP bcos nowadays he take the train home.. There I got down the car to check.. OMFG!! Mimi POO under my seat!! And for so many hours we sat in the car smelling her poo!! Knn!! LOL... Anyway I still feel the smell is there.. Later must bring dettol down to wipe!

Really considering whether to bring Mimi back for good.. She is so sweet.. But then I worry about not able to take care of her in the near future.. By then she probably got used to staying here and I can't just bring her away... Need to go buy some necessity for her also.. Litter box and food dish... Hmmm..... I dunno how to bathe a cat! Zzz...Will she get too close with me and meow everyday when I'm not home?? Will she scratch and create a mess!? Haiz...

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Return My Mimi!!!!!

OMFG!! Yesterday afternoon went pay "bills".. Then went TBP to shop... I bought whole lots of cat food ok! On promotion I bought $60 worth of canned food for Mimi! Oh and a bottle of solution to clean her ears. Came home and as usual zhobo around and fell asleep in the evening. Woke up like 1AM and prepared to go visit Mimi.

Drove to CHIJMES and told Lucy to wait for me at the porch area.. Bcos I wanted to show off my boot of cat food to him! LOL.. Like some 75 cans of food of different sizes! He stunned rolling eyes! Fed Mimi and cleaned her. Ears, eyes and nose.. She's got dirty nose I think she smell the mud alot! Watched her asleep on my lap again. So sweet! But... Don't know if it was last I saw of her.. =(

Drove out with Lucy for some prata nearby... Came back and couldn't find Mimi!! Btw her home is part of the club Insomnia.. Almost all the staffs working there are Malays and of course, they love cats and they love this family (Mimi, sibling & mum) alot. Asked the staffs if they seen Mimi. One of them came back telling me one of the customers liked her and said would bring home!! WTF?! The staff claimed she replied NO, saying Mimi needs to be with the mum. And that customer say will bring back for a night.. Don't know will bring back or not!! CCB!! Anyway the staff mentioned it was a regular customer. I hope he/she bring Mimi back.. Even if he/she don't, I sure fuck him/her if we get to meet!!! To think that I buy food to feed her everyday especially when I JUST BOUGHT WHOLE LOTS OF FOOD yesterday!! Fed and cleaned her and some bloody fucking idiot just bring home! CCB! PISSED!! I should've brought Mimi to eat prata! FUCK!

Lucy and I so very disappointed and worried that Mimi won't be coming back! =( He everyday ask me to consider bringing Mimi home! But I can't keep her at home! Haiz... I just hope that damn-fucking-idiot would bring Mimi back as promised!! Yes I'll call him/her damn-fucking-idiot! And I will say it right into his/her face if Mimi never come back and IF we get to meet! I already reminded the staff a few hundred times just now to remember to ask for Mimi back!!! Grrrrr!!!!

Very pissed!! =(

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

I Got A Cat!

Xta came to left a tag!! LOL... Actually the depression post was just a random topic... I'm feeling ok at this moment. =)

Last night was another dreary outing with Lucy... His offday.. Ate steamboat at the usual joint.. Then tapao to CHIJMES... Some cold crabs for Steven.. Talk about Steven is... Haiz.. Anyway he just hate the sight of me I think.. I just dunno why must this happen... OUT OF NOTHING! Zzz...

Anyway was glad to go CHIJMES... Get to see Mimi!! Mimi is a little kitty I adopted there.. So adorable!! But I can't keep her at home.. =( I dunno how to take care of cats! I tried to bring her home some time last week.. She meowed all the time when she was awake! Luckily she slept most of the time with me in my blanket.. I brought her back the next day... She was glad to be back with the sibling and mum... Lucy love her a lot too.. Unlike her sibling, she's pretty comfortable with humans.. I love to watch her fall asleep in my arms or lap..


Like a baby!!


So CUTE!!!!

I could watch her sleep for hours! xD

Oh! And as I was saying it was just one of those boring night out with Lucy.. Last night something different because err... We went Mustafa.. Well nothing special about that... Then I bought henna.. Heehee.. AND I TATTOO ON HIS BUTTOCK!! Hahaha!!! Mimi on the left and Piggy on the right!! xD He did some scribble on my hands.. Ugly.. No pictures! Bcos.. I didn't wait long enough for the henna to dry.. So it's quite fading light... Still a big tube of left over henna.. Later will try google for designs.. =)

Long day ahead! Later must go pay "bills".. Zzz.. This morning got a shock when my mum called me around 6:15AM when Lucy and I just ordered breakfast.. She told me my dad waiting for me.. I was like WTF!? Waiting for me to send him to airport! He told me about it and I thought it was Wednesday evening 6PM!? Suddenly call me and say waiting for me NOW!? So it's morning 6AM!? Knn.. Lucky I was nearby.. Didn't even finish my food and rushed home...

Ok... Off to look for henna patterns! Bye!

Monday, September 1, 2008

Just Very Random Topic: Depression!

I think I am!

Extracted from MedicineNet.com
According to the U.S. National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH), the main symptoms and signs of depression are the following:
- persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood
- feelings of hopelessness, pessimism
- feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness
- loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed, including sex
- decreased energy, fatigue, being "slowed down"
- difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions
- insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
- appetite and/or weight loss or overeating and weight gain
- thoughts of death or suicide; suicide attempts
- restlessness, irritability
- persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and chronic pain


OMG! I think most of the symptoms are obvious in me! Zzz...
1) Always feeling sianz.. Sometimes I get anxiety attacks!
2) Once a while feeling hopeless but I try my best to stay optimistic.
3) No feelings of guilt or worthlessness though. But hopelessness does leads to feel helpless.
4) I really find many things that I used to enjoy are becoming uninteresting. No mood... Oh! But not the sex part. xD
5) Yes feeling fatique most of the time. I don't know if I was lazy or really tired.
6) Concentration really depends on my mood and issue. Short memory sometimes but no problem making decision.
7) Insomnia has always been a problem.. Recently oversleeping! Zzz.. The both combined!
8) Lack of appetite.. I don't know about weight loss.. But people complain I am skinny.. Maybe they're jealous of my size you know! xD
9) Ever imagined about suicide but no attempts..
10) Yes for restlessness! Sianzations! Highly irritable as well!! Idiot Lucy!
11) Digestive disorders EVERYDAY! But I don't know if it was because I gobbled my food or mentally related.

I think I have not much problem coping with these symptoms but I have this depression and anxiety attack that come every few months! Zzz.. I don't know how to explain that. When it comes I just feel very sianz, very agitated, very moody. Don't feel like doing anything! Don't wanna sleep! And if I happen to fall asleep, I don't wanna wake up! Argh!

Talking about sleep.. I don't know if anxiety cause oversleeping.. OR oversleeping cause anxiety! Recently I sleep for long hours.. And I feel anxious often.. Because after a long sleep, I wake up pretty lost and counting how long I slept and worrying if I missed out anything which I was supposed to do that day! Zzz..

*** I ended and published this blog entry here.. It was like 12PM and I haven't slept! And I couldn't sleep that's why I'm back! Shit insomnia again! ***

And so I continue......


Oh I think this depression thingy have contributed to my mundane blog.. (Did i use the right word?) I am trying to mean boring and oridnary stuffs in my blog. Everything in life now is just so boring to me! There should be much interesting happenings in my life just that "in my opinion", I find them not important to blog about! Example going to Humphrey's (Jason's friend) house for dinner last Friday...

Of course I went with Jason. Never been to his house before ever since he moved to a terrace house. He invited a few friends along as well. We bought some sashimi and 2 bottles of sake over.. Knn spent $300.. No photos! Knn can't be snapping pictures around people's house right? Like so sua ku!

After dinner went to their usual joint! The boring lobby lounge at Mirama Hotel... They were all so drunk that night! Like some 5 people finished 2.5 bottles of sake and 1.5 bottle of whiskey at Humphrey's house already.. That was within 2hours... Then at Mirama another bottle of Blue Label and half bottle of Black Label within an hour! I was glad I hurried Jason home before he gets crappy after drunk! I mean crappy NOT horny you know!! Crappy means he might sleep in the car or insist sitting at the void deck or stairways and refused to go home! Throw tantrums and talk nonsense! Argh!

Me looks at the clock.. SHIT! I need some rest.. bb...

Friday, August 29, 2008

Post No.133

I decided that whenever I cannot think of a post title, I shall name it with post counts. And something else I wanted to say yesterday... I don't like the new blogger dashboard! =X

Some people ask me why no more photos on my blog... I don't see the point why a blog MUST have photos! Sometimes I pressume people will just see photos without reading the contents... Or are they trying to criticise that I write boring stuffs?! Knn... LOL... Anyway I don't want to be an ah siao going around with a camera shooting here and there, but once a while is fine... When I was younger... I mean those days without digital cameras... I did have the thought of carrying a camera around to take pictures wherever I go.. I really did buy a camera but I didn't utilise it... Afterall I'm just not that kind of person to do such things... Just like how I bought PDA but I never really jot anything in it.. I think the most useful thing about it is the games.. LOL..

Anyway.. I really have a lot of thoughts in my mind that I would like to blog them down. But somehow those moments came when I wasn't in the mood to blog... And when I'm ready to blog, I decided not to talk about them.

Recently catching a new drama 溏心风暴之花好月圆. HK drama is always so addictive.. I mean most dramas are addictive... Except for the typical Taiwanese stuffs... Zzzz.. Taiwan dramas are so longwinded! OMFG!! I think they trying to relate every minute of life in intervals of episodes!! You know what I mean? Like if the story goes - some idiot works 8hours a day and if one episode of the drama last 2hours, you will be expecting to watch 4 episodes of every fucking details on that work day. If the drama is aired one episode a day, probably on the 4th day you might just see the idiot knock off from office! FUCKING BORING!

I just realised I have less and less stuffs to past time... No more fun games that I enjoy.. No new source of interesting Youtube stuffs... Dramas only last me 40minutes per day.. I have more reason to sleep.. Zzz..

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Rain please go away!

Wah... MIA again.. Shit...

Been lackadaisical... Oh well.. All the while I am! =X

Slept a lot in the cold weather.. I really hate rainy days... Gives me all the excuses.. Ooops.. I mean reasons to be lazy! You see I used "reason" instead of "excuse"... In my opinion.. Excuses are made up to cover up for something bad... Reasons are the real cause of happenings.. =Þ So anyway, I wanted to say that the laundry is piling to the ceiling! Rain and no sun how to dry if I wash them?! Wash another day lor.. xD

Having car to drive around is good you know.. Can go many places with Lucy.. But the fucking rain!! Zzzz...

I have quite a few things to blog about, but the weather just make me very drowsy... My bed is sucking me in.... OMG!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Sibeh Sway!!!

Disturbing Tuesday night I had... Not about Lucy.. Arggh!!!!!!

Very sweet of him to find an excuse to sneak out in the noon with me. Very tight schedule so didn't get to plan something special.. Went shopping and dinner at Vivo then home..

Planned for a supper at night before going for midnight movie.. With the convinience of a car, we drove around thinking of place to eat. Remembered someone recommended me of a nice zi char at Kim Tian.. So went there to check it out..

Food was ok only.. And we were there eating and chatting away for maybe passed an hour already.. Just out of nowhere someone called my from behind.. OMFG!!! My relatives!! Zzzz... 三叔 & 三婶... FUCK UP!!! I say fucked because they are those really close relatives.. My father's younger brother and his family! And as I heard my name and turned around to respond... My hand holding cigarette!! Zzz... For your info, MY WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY DON'T SMOKE!!! They are just those down to earth people!! And omfg!! It's so damn embarrassing and I just felt screwed up!!

Not that I am afraid that they'll tell tales to my father or something. Anyway my father is aware that I smoke and he is totally unhappy over it, but I never do it in front of him and he just hate me totally by ignoring me all the time. I'm not afraid of them telling tales. But I just can't get rid of how they would gossip behind me or curse me or something. I've always said that I don't bother about how others think about me... Yeah.. But this one is close relatives.. And the thought of it give me one more reason for avoiding to see them during occasions like CNY, family dinners bla bla bla...

I didn't know how long they've been sitting behind me at the coffeeshop.. I swear they weren't there before me! Wonder what they overheard between my conversation with Lucy! They were just sitting NEXT TO US!! Argh!!! Anyway after I responded with a few sentence, I just turned back and didn't try to talk further or look at them. When their food was served, I vaguely heard 三婶 asking me if I want to have some... I was checking my phone.. Before I decided to turn around to respond, vaguely heard 三叔 followed by "she don't want to eat one lah.. bla bla bla"... Can't hear what's the bla bla bla.. Or probably I wasn't concentrating.. Bcos I felt very screwed up already! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!! WHY WHY WHY!!?!! =(

Anyway we were almost late for the movie.. Briefly greeted bye to them and rushed off... Still feeling damn fucking lousy... Why do I feel like I've disgraced my parents in front of them.. Zzz.. Why are Chinese brought up this way?! =(

Watched that Money No Enough II... So so only.. I think its more of a touching story than comedy... Their jokes lame as usual... But you know people like Lucy will enjoy lame jokes.. LOL..

Still got more things to blog about.. But I'll just stop here.. Very lousy mood now.. Grrrrrrrr!!!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Another Boring Morning...

I was thinking to myself.. Does a blog really need photos? You mean without them will make your blog boooooring? Means I must camwhore more? Who the hell cares! It's my blog... (anyway I don't think anybody is even reading here now..)

These few days just started having the privilege of driving a car.. Yes its a privilege when you don't have to pay for anything you know.. =X It's jason's car lah.. I'm helping him to make full use of it.. Hehe..

New blogskin forever being mentioned "on the way"... Laundry about to reach the ceiling.. Proposal not done.. Just no mood for all these...

Running out of videos to keep myself entertained... Was browsing Youtube and came across this video.. Outdated I think.. But it's damn funny so you must watch..

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Bye Bye ZBZ

ZBZ went to find ZBF... =( I threw away the cages. Don't intend to get new ones in the near future.. I don't have much mood to play with them.. They spent their whole lives living ALONE in a small compound, running wheel all day...

I told Lucy about it and he was supposed to come over after work and bury ZBZ with me... But now he's stuck there because Steven held him back! @#$%^&*... Timing so zhun... Dunno what time he will finish... And you know it is damn disappointing when u practically *bathe clean clean* then wait anxiously (not horny ok!) for someone and in the end the person can't turn up! ZBZ's corpse still lying on my table in hanky..

I try my very best to make my blog more interesting... Not only the look, but the contents... Even if there's no reader here, at least I might find some joy many years later reading what I write now... And so I try to think of my life to write about.. And....... I find it very hard! OMG! I don't have much things to write about!! What have I been doing!? KNN!! I don't know! Just a bit here and there and here goes another day!! What a boring life! How did I manage to do that!? Zzzz...

Anyway I browsed a bit on XML template... I think new skin will be on the way.. I will try to do one for DoggieWardrobe first... I just hope my enthu don't die away...

The America's Got Talent is getting boring.. No new special acts... Just the same singing and dancing acts... Looking forward to the Vegas week...

Btw... The *bathe clean clean* part was joking... =Þ

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Anybody there~~~~~~

Wow! H.e.i.d.i update her blog!! -_-" @#$%^&*

Disappeared so long... Just to say I am STILL ALIVE.

Not totally in the mood to write something... Been as pissed as usual... But still would like to maintain this site. I actually spent the last few days thinking how to revamp here... I know any update would be better than just changing the outlook... But a new outlook probably jive my mood more to do updates you see!! xD

Anyway.. I was trying to change the blog template back to XML... Argh.. I dunno how to customize it.. Oh.. And I lazy to read and learn about it.. So tedious! Zzzz.. And am supposed to do it for Xta and her DoggieWardrobe... Added a few buttons there for her... Then nothing else..

Not many things I wish to talk about after so long. Either they are outdated, or they are just the same old PISSFUL shits! Oh and my ZBF died =(..

Supposedly many new plans will be coming up.. But I'm just sitting on them now... I feel so depressed... No mood for anything... The past weeks spending time on Youtube following America's Got Talent... Last few days kaypoh-ing the Xiaxue vs DawnYang stuffs... Heehee..

Will try to update here as often as possible!! See you!

Friday, June 13, 2008

Random

This blog damn bloody DEAD!! Anybody still reads here? Who?? Raise your hands!!...

OK! So, it's the few of you!! Well.... GO GET A LIFE! =X

Life's been the same for me... Which means you can read the last 20 post to know about how I'm doing... LOL...

Alright the content of this post is going to be very random...

Room still due to tidy... Laundry pilling on... New blogskin forever on the way... Sianzations everyday... Idiot still pissing me off now and then...

I can't remember which day... Probably last week or the week before.. My mum suddenly tell me her business is closing! END OF JUNE?! OMG! Then what is she going to do?! I'm so worried.. Zzz... Worried about how my life will be if she don't work and stay at home in the day with me!!

Recently been trying to play FF8 on my PSP... (Yeah lah! Old game I know lah! Cannot play meh?!)...

Punting has been up and down.. Last week won a lot.. But I think this week coma.. Haiz.. He lost a lot.. I thought might have another overseas trip next month or so.. I think gone liao.. =(

My eczema is KILLING ME!! VERY ITCHY!! Dunno since when started to have it.. Argh!! And Lucy keep on ask me to go see doctor at the Skin Centre... But I really hate going to such places where you have to queue very long (I supposed).. And alone!! And I hate the sun! Bought some creams from pharmacy... Trying on them now.. Don't seems to help with the itch... But can speed the healing... SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS GOOD TO STOP THE ITCH!!!

Ashlie's birthday coming up.. Oh!!! And there's a wedding dinner coming up on her birthday.. (Not her wedding lah!).. I really hate this kind of function! Dunno what to wear!!!! =( Don't feel like I want to go...

Then Lucy's birthday coming up! They celebrating at home with everyone... Except me! =( But I'm not interested to celebrate with their "everyone".. Hehehe.. He's taking a whole week of leave!! Sibeh happy!! We can go out!! Hahaha!!

Ok.. Back to my FF8... The bloody L2 and R2 escape option don't seems to work on my PSP!!... I can't escape from the X-ATM092!! Fuck!

Friday, May 23, 2008

Sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Still not yet ready to get back to blogging momentum... Anyway.. Just trying to do a little bit of update...

No photos.. My camera's

At first it was Simcity... Then a lot of Simcity.. LOL... Been playing that game a lot.. Stopped anyway.. The past week or weeks were.. ermm.. Reading news... Started off with that Fritzl incest story.. Then started watching footage on youtube of the Wenchuan Earthquake which lead to reading about plate tectonics.. OMG! Refreshing myself with Geography.. That also started me reading about other natural disasters... Then took a lot of time to read some very old news also.. Like the 911 attacks... As well as reading about the events that lead to it... Then there's the Taliban, Osama, Saddam and bla bla...

And last night was reading and watching whales!! Especially the blue whale... Recorded to be the biggest animal ever lived on earth... A full grown is bigger than the biggest dinosaur! OMFG! Scary but interesting...

Then when you read all you just wanted to know or getting sick of it... Like me now... SIBEH FUCKING SIANZ! Dunno wat to do next!! Of course, I've got lots of things waiting for me to do.. Like..... Clearing my room.. OMFG.. Messy again.. Then my online shop.. Knn.. No news for so long because I've been more interested in other things.. And of course a new blogskin for Xta as well as myself.. She already given me access to her blog..

Maybe tomorrow then start doing lah... heeeheee... tomorrow...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

THIS BLOG IS SO DEAD!!

But don't worry because I am still alive! =Þ

Its been... hmm... A FUCKING MONTH since I last blogged! Zzz... I told you I'm not the kind of person who would keep a blog... Just for fun...

Although nothing really new happened to me.. But still I think it needs a lot of updates here.. But NOT now! Because I'm not in the mood.. =X

I will be back~~~

Friday, April 25, 2008

Pneumothorax And Idiot Again!

What a random title......

I'm down with pneomothorax again! Sickening.. Zzzz... Don't want talk about it....

And the stupid Lucy keep pissing me off EVERYDAY with the SAME NONSENSE!!! Idiotic!! Always talking nonsense with a fuck up attitude!! I don't want to describe in detail here bcos it's TOO LONG to list out... And I observed that he has problem communicating with other people too.. BUT IT'S NOT A CONSOLATION TO ME AT ALL!! So what?! Means he didn't do it only to me, he did it to others as well.. WTF!? He simply can't read body language or access different situation to say the right things! GRRRRRRRRRR!

Finally went to collect my camera... Yet to take pictures of my stocks to put on the blogshop.. Xta been asking me every few other day about my shop.. She wanted to show her colleagues.. LOL...

Later going to salon... supposed to go last week.. But the stylist arranged 2PM.. Zzz... Why must be free only that time.. I am so energetic and fresh in the morning.. By 2PM aledy falling asleep.. Today 2PM again! Kaoz... And I'm a little sleepy now... I think I'm going to rebond my hair.... Easier to wash and dry than curly hair..

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Messy Mind....

Yes! Yes!! I am still alive lah!!! =)

MIA again! Didn't even post on my birthday!! How could I have not announce that Lucy and I went Bugis took some neoprints, brought me to Japanese fine dining and bought me a diamond ring for my birthday?! LOL... Well... The only reason was... Lazy lah! So, no pictures of the ring yet because I just sent in my camera for service yesterday.. No pictures of the neoprints as well because I am lazy to scan them now.. =X

Been putting all my interest in setting up my blogshop (to the extend I didn't even bother to punt!)... The layout is up.. Only waiting to throw in the products and pictures... The accessories stocks came... Even placed orders for apparels but not paid, and so not delivered yet... Just started finding something new to venture in my life and an unexpected offer came along...

Not very long ago an old friend approached Taine and offered him to go China and run a club... He was only given 2 days to decide where he took up the offer, gave up his rented room, forfeited his deposit, gave away his belongings, packed his luggage and fly off to China for good!!

Now, this same person came looking for me 3 days ago. Franck. He offered me a chance to join him in a business. Overseas... India.... To run a MLM business, upon success will bring very good money. To be paid a salary with lodging, transport, food and phones all taken care of. I won't say the salary is very attractive... About SGD$2k or a little more, but given the nature of the business this amount of salary is considered good and on top of that can still benefit from the MLM structure. Business support all provided and I just have to go and carry out and run it. And there is still an option for me to come back after 2 months if I really can't adapt.

My first thought of it - Given that I am jobless and slacking away now... yes it is a good offer and great opportunity for me to venture in... Or at least, I need to start having a job at some point of my life anyway! I've been procastinating to do so because I have no goals in life now and I can't seems to find something which I like to do. I have no problems looking for a job of course! Anybody can find a job... Anyhow find also got one office job with 1.5k salary where you work 5 days a week. Or even a retail job where you stand 10 hours a day with 2 days off a week and bring home $2.8k a month... But I find it boring... Now this offer came along which sounds interesting and a chance to make a lot of money!! Rather than rot at home I can go try it for the 2 months and be paid and come back if I don't like it! I've got nothing to lose isn't it???

On second thought - 2 months trial doesn't pose as an interesting catch to me, it's just a secondary option if things don't work for me... Even I am given a chance to change my mind later, I can't just go there without taking this thing seriously!? I don't want to go there blindly for 2 months and give up then come back wasting people's time and money... I am not greedy to go and just earn their 2 months salary... I have no problem finding a job here with a 2k salary. So, if I want to go, I am looking at the far future...

For many people, working overseas sounds like very fun because you can get out of your boring home and have freedom elsewhere. As a matter of fact, when such an offer comes to you, you will start to worry about leaving home, putting a stop to your current lifestyle. Whether you are leading a comfortable or miserable life, after all you have been so used to it in your own country, own home. Your friends, family, love ones, your physical assets, your pets, your room, your favourite hangout place, your favourite food or whatever bla bla... Be it going to India , Africa, USA or Japan. It's not about going to a 3rd world country or a developed country. It's about being away from home. But why am I worrying about all these?! I won't be going forever?! I get to come back every few months at least?! But my life will change totally!! Not like I can come home over the weekends, meet up with Lucy or other friends... =( What about my hamsters? =X

Another thing about this is... MLM!! I have NEVER been interested in MLM stuffs... I'm not saying their products, I mean the MLM idea itself. Even if someone were to offer me such opportunity in Singapore, I probably won't be interested at all!! Why am I still considering this offer to do it in India?! I don't know?! Why am I considering this?! At some moments of thought, MLM just turns me off. Because I am not interested in such business at all!! Can't imagine I'll be talking in a seminar imparting this idea to a hall of people even though I know how much income it can bring me... BUT now... Bcos I know how much income this thing can bring me, that's why I am considering it... Haiz.. My mind's in a mess...

Many people might think that I can't bear to leave here because of Lucy... Actually no... I will miss him for sure... But it's not because of him... It's because of many things that I mentioned above... Mainly because I'm uncomfortable of being away from Singapore and I'm not interested in MLM. It's not about Lucy and I can prove it. Of all the people I spoke to about this thing, they think it sounds like a good opportunity and told me to try. Even Lucy think I can go try, come to the worst it's only a contribution of 2 months. But still, I was feeling very uneasy and unrest. Then I spoke to my mum.. I spoke to her because in any way, I need her to agree for me to go... I can't just run away from home... After hearing me, my mother said to me that if I think there are good prospects, I can go.. She told me it's my decision.. Go try it if I want to... I don't know why.. After spoken to her, I felt relieved... Her reply made my heart settled.. Now, I am not so much worried about whether going or not going. I won't have any regrets for not going and missing this opportunity. And I am not so much worried about being away from home. So, its not about Lucy...

Though a more settled mind.... I still have to think... I still have to make a decision... Turning down the offer means my life will remain the same as it is now and nothing else to worry about, so this one no need to think.... I'm trying to think about what if I choose to go? What kind of life? Giving away my hamsters? Abandon my pc? Cannot see Lucy? Meet many bangali? Stay in a hotel there with who? Stay in a room alone or sharing with someone? What to bring with me over there? What about my blogshop and my stocks? (ok.. getting crappy with these stupid details...) Most importantly, will I grow interest with the job and do it well? My main thing is to earn that money! Am I able to make myself develop an interest in it and be successful with it?! People always say when you think you can, you can! But I know myself.. When I don't have interest for something... I won't even bother about it!! Of course when you can benefit from it, you will try... Over here, it's a chance to make a lot of money... But probably I'm not hungry enough for that money, or maybe because I have not see the money, that's why I am not motivated yet... If I want to see the money, I should go and try it... Hmmmm....

So what is the decision?!?! -_-"

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Xiaobai The Greedy Dog!

OMG!!!!

Just gave Xiaobai his dinner... Or supper you can say.. Since he had alot of food in the morning and noon.... So gave him a late dinner.. After watching him finish his food... I was having my snacks... My mum bought some 锅贴 home earlier..

Was eating and this Xiaobai sitting and starring at me!! Zzz... And I accidentally dropped a piece on the floor he SNATCHED AWAY!!! He ran back to my room with it and start eating it on my carpet!! -_-"

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Xiaobai Loves Big Breakfast!!

Sausage with scrambled eggs! Complete with a few spoonful of sundae into his dish and he happily digging away!!! What a happy dog! Lucy say he also want to be my dog!!

These few days been busy with designing my blog store. xD Only like 10% done with the banner....

Other times were sleeping and walking the smelly dog... Every morning he will wake me up.. I dunno what reasons... But just want me to sayang him.. OMG!! Baby!!

Few days ago he peed a couple of times at my piano again!! I piak his buttocks and he growled at me showing his teeth and barked... And BITE ME!!! Since he doesn't know how to poo at my house, now I walk him downstairs to pee and poo everyday.. But he very untidy!! Always pee over his legs and T-shirt.. Zzz... Xta only brought me a tiny bottle of shampoo.. I had to go and buy a new bottle for him! Although dogs are not meant to bath too often... But I bathed him 3 times liao! =X

At first I was telling Xta he is a little skinny... But then I realised.. He is NOT! He is over sized for a Maltese.. Omg.. Fat and lazy... Sleeping everyday and night.. I dunno if he was this fat.. Or probably he came over and put on weight! The more I look at him, the fatter he is!

So funny and he likes to stick around with me.. Wherever I go.. Kitchen, hall, room... He likes to stay with me in my room... He'll knock on my door to let him in... One night I tried to leave him with my mum in her room bcos I don't want to bring him out.. Left him there for like 5minutes... He sat at the door anxiously waiting for me to come back to him.. After a while he got impatient and start knocking the door.. LOL... Silly dog! In the end I didn't go out... And he only follows me around the house!! Any other person tempt him with the magic word, he will not buy them!! Oh and the magic word is "gai gai"!! Any other person in the house opens the gate to go out he will NOT follow them in spite of how they try to tempt him.. Haha!! He will stay beside me and give me the look, "How? Are we going?" xD

Tml Xta coming back.. Dunno when is she coming over to fetch him... His food running out soon and I dunno wat brand he eats.. I wonder he still remember her.. Hahah..

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Xiaobai~!!!

Sianz sianz sianz!! I LOST MY PHONE!!! Zzzz.... Sunday morning went makan at the coffeeshop downstairs and left it on the table.. Zzzz.. Didn't realise even when I came home.. Had a nap and woke up looking for my phone!! Couldn't find!! CB....

I was told Xiaobai is paper trained!!! But he pee all over my house!! Flower pots, corridoor, under piano and UNDER THE ALTAR HIS FAVOURITE!! And he knows it whenever I start to confront him he'll run under the sofa to hide!! But he'll do it again the next time! Good thing his instinct tells him to leave my room alone! LOL... He never pee or poo, not even on my carpet. =) He was in my room with me the whole day, the door closed... He lun until finally got chance to get out of the room and he release everything UNDER THE ALTAR! Big pool!! But still he haven't seems to find a nice place to poo around my house... A few times he tried digging through my floor tiles... I had to bring him downstairs to poo... Silly dog!!

Other times he just laze around the house. The first day I forbidded him to come my room, left him in the hall. He started barking in the middle of the night while playing by himself! Zzz.. Had to let him in with me... Thereafter he always wants to follow me in the room... Bark for me to open the door where he will sleep everywhere, changing locations every few minutes... HE SLEEPS A LOT!

Yesterday he was with me inside the room for the whole day. My father came home after work... For quite some time later he shouted for me to go out clear up some mess.. He was complaining the dog shit in the kitchen!! I went out to take a look! There were no shits, but black wet patches around the floor.. I traced the patches but couldn't find anything! I said probably he made those patches accidentally?! Did he dyed his hair just now maybe dripped off! And he kpkb at me... I said it was not the dog! Then we both argueing... The more I argued the louder he screamed! Bcos he don't like me to rebuke and he getting pissed thinking I was denying! WTF?! I said we were in the room ALL THE WHILE!! He didn't see those things when he first came home!! He only saw them after he showered! How could it be the dog! I said probably he made dirty the place without knowing! And he was fuming and threaten to beat me up and ask me shut up!! WTF?! Then he started to clean them. I tried to clean he told me to fuck off! I shouted at him that if he found himself accused me wrongly, JUST SHUT UP! Don't try to shout louder! I shouted at him for being unreasonable and went back to my room, slammed the door.. =X

Later in the evening he called my phone from outside... And tell me just now was he accidentally dirtied the place while trying to clear something.. Oh well... He felt bad? But don't have to tell me, I wouldn't take it to heart... But then since he decided to call me to confessed that he realised he accused me wrongly, he don't want to lose face also!! He added that I anyhow accuse him dye hair!! OMFG... And he said I shouted at him very rude so he went mad!! Zzzz... Ok fine fine....

Shortly after the phonecall, my father came home... I was preparing to go out.. And this was the time Xiaobai finally gets to come out of my room.. And he released a BIG POOL under the altar!! Kaoz!! And my father went "Neh! You see! You see!".. LOL.. Sickening Xiaobai backstab me!!! >.<

Went steamboat dinner with Lucy. Brought Xiaobai along... He had a good share of pig liver and beef!!! Bill came $80 plus.. In the taxi Lucy say $90 divide by 3... Claim $30 from Xta!! Hahaha... And during the taxi ride I was resting Xiaobai on my lap inside his bag... He forced his way out and to beside me... Lucy went, "Oh! He wants a seat!! Taxi fare split 3 also!!" xD

Tonight Lucy off... Dunno where to go!! Especially with Xiaobai around... Not very wise to leave him unattended by me at night.. I'm worried he start barking when he see insects.. Zzz..

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Not Dead!

No mood to blog for the past number of days that you hadn't hear from me. =X

Last week was a DEVASTATING week! Don't want talk about it!

Recently have an idea of importing some stuffs to sell. Probably some fashion accessories and shits.. Just placed an order today to see the exact quality of goods from this supplier before planning to order in bulks... Probably set up a blogshop as well as selling on auctions and so on.. Don't know how effective... Hmmm....

Although everything's not confirmed... But a plan of marketing and webpage layout aledy running all over my mind! Craps! LOL...

Xta and Tri going holiday next week.. Taiwan again... Zzz... Why don't go somewhere else... Anyway Xta will leave Xiaobai with me.. Hmmm... I am already starting to worry about how to go out on Lucy off day with Xiaobai around... Hehehe..

Ok... So "much" of updates... Back to my dreaming my plan....

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Finally A Video!!

Wah!!! Very long never update again!! So many things to recall!! I wasn't veyr lazy... But because of some things.... Err.....

Last Tuesday Lucy's offday we went to quite a few places.. First time went to J Bar with him at M Hotel... I was glad he liked the place.. Jazz music and nice atmosphtere... And their snacks in the menu very nice!! Too bad the place close too early.. Then adjourned to Partyworld Shenton Way!! Quite fun over there..


Sing with style!


Sing with emotion!!


And drop dead.....

See the video!!!! Hahaha....

Because of this video, I got my computer infected with virus again!! Zzzz... I wanted to upload this video so much.. And of course with the captions and stuffs... I went around looking for a software... (I didn't know I can do it with Windows Movie Maker that comes default with Windows.. Duh!) Anyway I'm glad I found something better... At first I downloaded a trial copy of AVS Video Editor... Quite easy to use and I had everything done up till I realised it will put a watermark on my video.. Zzzz.. Then I went around looking for a crack for the trial and downloaded some shits and kena virus! Fuck up... Anyway finally found an even better software... Sony Vegas!! Got it with crack from torrent.. Hahaha... So damn fucking happy! In future will have more videos! xD

There was an IT Show last weekend at Suntec.. So happened that Saturday was Malaysia's election day... Means no horse racing!! I urged Lucy to come out early that evening to go IT Show with me...Was looking for an external HDD... Reached there was people mountain people sea!! And many people dragging a set of LCD TV home!! Sony having promotion on their 32' Bravia LCD TV... Out of every 20 people you will see one person dragging one... Squeezed through the whole place but only saw all the big brands laptop, pc, mp3 player, camera and TV bla bla... So left for dinner... But didn't get to eat because pissed by Lucy again!! Idiot! Anyway reached home then heard from Tri that those smaller stalls are on the 6th floor... OMFG!! I didn't know!! Tri said 1000GB HDD for $299.. Zzzz..

This week NO OFFDAY for Lucy!! =( Steven went Japan for holiday!! Wah lau!! Japan I also want!!! And he will be going overseas again on my birthday!! Wtf?! Another boring birthday to come... Steven not around also mean more time to snake for Lucy! LOL... Monday during his working hours, we went to the Equinox Bar at that 72 storeys hotel.. Haha... Ordered a jug of beer to share.. They only serve Tiger for beer jugs... Very long never drink Tiger.. They sucks! Lucy got height phobia.. He kept on tell me the floor is slanting towards the full-glass windows.. LOL..

Oh.. Last Tuesday and Wednesday was helping out at Warner... I "stole" some CDs home... The packaging looks interesting.. LOL... The High Society compilations sold at The CD Shop.... Nice oldies and jazz music... I ripped everything and gonna bring it back to office the next time I go... Last few days I slept A LOT!!! Other than sleeping I watched some old movies on Crunchyroll... Just finished watching drama War of In-Laws II... After I got my computer infected with virus, I did a reformat.. Now my C Drive clean and neat.. Slowly installing back the softwares I normally use.. Need to monitor the space used... Before the format I had my C Drive running out of space! Wtf?!

Tonight got horse racing again! =( Another boring day to spend... Everyday's raining.. My laundry cannot dry.. Haiz... I go sleep...

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

I Want To Sleep =(

Lag of posts again... But seriously there's nothing interesting in my life to blog about...

Unless I decided to take part in some current affairs discussion.... Like.. Erm... Mas Selamat Kastari... Lol... The whole of Singapore's defence force suddenly getting very busy... And you read and hear news about this fellow everyday... Pictures of him everywhere... Everyone's talking about it...

Just now was at Geo 2... Chatting with Asrin (Or Hassim? Dunno how to call his name..) and Raymond Goh and some other people there... Asrin contributed his theory of the escape with the idea of Quran.. Quran is err.. Islam bible... Saying that Mas Alamak spent his days at the detention centre praying and reading the Quran.. And he prayed so hard that God answered him... He was able to perform some sort of invisibility as what mentioned in the Quran!! Omg!! Can't believe these words actually came from him... I don't remember him as a staunch Muslim!! He steals pork from my food before!! xD

Raymond also had his own theory! A political and magnificent one!! He said probably the government planned this escape on purpose... Hopefully in return that the terrorist will leave Singapore alone when the F1 and Youth Olympic comes here... =S It's like.. How the fuck can someone escape with an excuse to go toilet?! Hmmm... Raymond claimed to have come out from himself... But he doesn't convince me that he got such a great mind.. =X Probably he got the idea with he talking cock with his friends.. LOL...

And talking about Talking Cock.. The TalkingCock.com really have a lot of craps... They came up with this handy guide so that you can print out and put it in your wallet... Helps you spot Mas Alamak easily...


LOL!!

Time suddenly past so fast when my mother is overseas... She's coming back today... Sianz... Not much difference to my life except while she was away, Lucy can come company me freely after his work.. =X

Later have to go Warner... I already promised Jason Chow I would go... Fuck!! I couldn't sleep just now, that's why I stayed at Geo... Now is only about 1.5 hours away to go Warner but I'm starting to feel sleepy! Argh... Help him half a day then go airport to fetch my mum.... At night meet Lucy, he's off.. OMG!! No need to sleep liao!!

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Secret

The secret is... For those who know... Ribena frozen in freezer.... =Þ

Life has been the same with Lucy pissing me almost every other day... Friday was an eventful day... Finally found where to buy raw foie gras.. It's at Great World City! Bought a 700 over grams at $138... =) Dinner with Jason at Ikea... Then drinking session with Partyworld Vincent! Of course, I never go without Lucy's acknowledgement... He knn busy with horse racing.. So LL must let me go.. Hahaha! After drinking I went over to Geo 3 to look for him of course... End of the night gave him nonsense again! Zzz... Lazy to mention...

This morning a lot of nonsense too!! Grrr!! Idiot!

Tonight after work he's coming to try my foie gras! I plan to put arsenic in it!! xD

Jason just MSN me a while ago... Ask me join him drinking with his gang.. Still deciding to go or not.. I don't want to entertain his drunk nonsense...

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Still Sianz......

Sibeh bo liao!! Bo liao!!

Yesterday afternoon played a bit of Maplestory with Tri while watching drama on Crunchyroll... I finished Dicey Business... Now not sure which other dramas are nice..

At Maplestory Tri and I got very bo liao and decided to go Dungeon to hunt Balrog for revenge.... LOL.. That's a very bo liao thing to do after playing Maple for like... 3 years?!? (But at least better than him... He was hunting Mushmom alone before I logged in!! =X) Then we went to Leafre to explore!! Knn very scary there!!! LOL... Next time we shall bring Xta go...

Later in the evening went dinner with Lucy... Central again... Zzz.. Pasta de Waraku again!! Zzzzzzz.... I think I'm going to get sick of their food soon... Just in case you think I am under utilising my camera, I took some bo liao pictures...


This pose was upon my request.. Haha...


Take 2!


Heehee.....

After dinner crossed over to Clarke Quay... He was supposed to meet up someone there... It was still early so we took a walk around... At the fountain, back of Indochine.. I saw these wordings on the wall...

Sibeh bo liao and just for fun so I tested him and asked him to read them out loud to me... Hehe... Guess what!? He went "Hmmm.. Err... Lian Qi Gan!" Wahaha!! Omg!! 联奇干?!? LOL!! He really knn 有边读边,无边读中间!! Laugh till pengz!

Slept the whole day today.. =X.. Tonight he's off again!! Waiting for him to come out now... I hope it's a fun-loving and peaceful night! =)

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Lost In ???

Woo hoo!! Now enjoying foie gras wrapped in lettuce.. Ripping a piece of lettuce off and wrapping a portion of foie gras in it... One mouthful a time.. OMG... So shiok!!

Been sleeping a lot.. Last night cooked him a feast and brought down to Geo3... Wanted to take photos.. But no time to take lah!!

Now following another drama at Crunchyroll... Dicey Business...

Back to drama...

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Very sucky day...

When I was blogging yesterday, Lucy was beside me... So nice of him to come keep me company because he knew I was damn bloody bad mood.. So rare chance for him to stay with me until 9AM... Some inspection was going on at Geo 3 so he took it as excuse to go back late...

After he left, I slept the WHOLE FUCKING DAY!! SO damn tired!! Jason came to drove his car away from my house... He SMS me a couple of time... Saying sorry and asking me when I need the car back to fetch my mum... My hp went flat after a few missed calls and SMS... Anyway I didn't bother to reply him at all... I slept till this morning about 4AM plus!! Supposed to fetch my mum to the airport this morning.. Thanks god she's got my uncle to fetch her...

Nap a bit in the noon and practically zhobo the whole day... Finished watching the Coffee Prince... Slow story development... Just some normal romance drama... I would say don't watch it unless you really very very bo liao... I think Witch Yoo Hee is better...

Suddenly in the mood of cooking... Just now went to Cold Storage at Great World... Bought some more lamb chops and scallops!! Woot.. Later will cook for Lucy... Scallops for appetizer... Spaghetti top with carbonara cream sauce and bacons in meshed potatoes... And my anyhow-recipe lamb chops!! I'm drooling aledy!! xD

Friday, February 22, 2008

CHAO CHEE BYE!!!!!!!!!

DAMN BLODDY PISSSSSSED! This time NOT Lucy!!!!!!!! It's the CCB Jason CHEW! NBCB!!! I damn tormented by all the idiotic people!!!!!!

Last evening met him for dinner then join his friends for drinking.... Later all the friends got tired and went home.. So both of us went Geo 2... Bcos Lucy is at there tonight... And he was still fine.. But he drank alot so I drove him home in his car..

CCB! Reached his house downstairs dun wanna go up!! Then a battle of struggling! Then he start utterring nonsense! CCB!!! FUCKING SICK ASS! Then I had to drag him into the lift and reached his floor!!! And both struggling there and I don't even know WHAT THE FUCK he want....

Almost wanted to call his mother... Was searching through my phone for his home number and gave up just before his mum opened the door!! He created quite alot of hoo haa.. Mum came out to drag him in with me... And he pushed both of us away!! Sat at the stairway... And I wanted to leave.. His mum panic and wanted me to get him INTO the house before I leave! WTF!?! Zzzz!! Just leave him there lah!! As If somebody will RAPE HIM!? CB! And he start cursing me and fucking me say I don't love him and such!? WHAT AN FUCKING ASSHOLE! WE ALEDY FUCKING BROKE OFF FOR YEARS!! NOT YESTERDAY! CB! He don't even give a damn his mother is beside and pushing an old lady around!!

HOW CAN SOMEBODY FUCKING DRINK UNTIL LIKE THIS!?! How can someone drink until they don't even know what they are doing!! Even I Drink a lot once in a while.. I throw temper or whatever.. At least I know WHAT I AM DOING! And he don't fucking care! And it's out of nothing he giving all these craps!! Cursing her mum to die and shits! CCB! And he was talking to me with eyes wide opened! How can someone drink to this extend!!!! FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!

And this reminds me of Lucy who ALWAYS behave the same way! Not realising how idiotic they behaveafter the effect of alcohol!! And the "CLAIMED TO BE DRINKING FOR YEARS"!! Fuck up!!! Even though he was trying to be nice consoling me over the phone but I was cursing him all the way.. As well as Jason.. Cursing both at the same time... CCB all the fucking man who claim they are mature and big deal!! They all behave like craps!

Fucking damn day!! I drove his car home... I waiting to see how he is going ot react to this thing when he wake up! Damn fucked ass!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

I d i o t i c ! ! !

Nobody else can be more idiotic than him lah! Fucking sickass!! Another night of disappointment and PISS for Tuesday! FUCK UP!! This time I lazy to relate here.. It's damn bloody long and I am very sick of it!!! This morning I got home and complained to Xta liao... Read this chat log and you will know!! Grrrrrr!!!

He's worse than trying to act like nothing happen! He's trying to escape from things by not calling me today! He'll get from me again later! Yes I am being very mean now!

Did nothing today other than sleep and sleep... Tomorrow probably going to Warner... Sianz!! Monday I watched a korean movie on Crunchyroll... Not too thrilling to be a thriller... Yet too thrilling to be touching.. It's Princess Aurora... About a woman who went around murdering the people who indirectly and directly caused the death of her 6 year old daughter...

Today I watched another movie.. Old one.. And it's Thai!! Alizee asked me why Thai?! He can't stand the language.. LOL... Iron Ladies... 人妖打排球... Quite interesting lah.. And effort to educate the people not to discriminate the gays...

Probably search for more movies to watch later... Sibeh sucky mood now...

Meanwhile waiting to see what time he actually calls me!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

.........

What the......

Just came back home and promptly got a message from Ashlie say why I never blog today.. Kaoz.. Now I've got another kpo poking into my life... =X.. But nothing special to blog about leh.. What do you want me to say?

And so.. Just came back from dinner with Jason.. Went to Pasta de Waraku at Central again... Yesterday I was at Central too.. But ate downstairs with Lucy.. Aiyo.. So disappointed date with Lucy last night.. Supposed to be a make up for Valentine's.. Sickening Lucy! Zzz... Just another bored lame date.. No presents!! I complain.. Not even at least tie himself with a ribbon to present to me..

Tonight his off day again.. Another episode of sianzations!! Dunno where to go.. And I'm sleepy now!!

- = EnD = -

Monday, February 18, 2008

Sing Me Lullaby!

Siao liao.. Sleeping with the sun also means awake with her.. Zzzz... Cannot sleep now!! And tonight Lucy coming out meet me!! By then I might be falling asleep!! Tonight supposed to be a belated Valentine's dinner... I hope he don't give me craps again..

Having quite a disturbing feeling right now... I'm just feeling bad for no give face... I doze off early these few days... Last night.. I don't know what time.. Probably 8PM? 9PM? My mum came knocking at my room and went "YOUR FATHER WANTS YOU TO GET OUT OF THE ROOM NOW"... Wtf?! I thought I was in some deep shit! I went out with untidy hair... Ok.. He bought yusheng home for everyone... Omg! In the middle of my sleep!? Jack me up to eat yusheng?! And there are outsiders around our house! I haven't mentioned we've got 2 male tenants.. Zzz And so I just crawl back to bed and ignore everyone... I don't know if my dad was disappointed or pissed... I don't remember him buying yusheng home.. Argh... Zzz...

Wasted the whole morning and noon doing nothing... Alizee and I were both so sianz... He was telling me how he was pissing his dad off.. They were chatting on MSN.. OMG! So envy... How many of you actually chat with your dad on MSN? LOL... How many of you people's dad actually knows how to chat on MSN?! His dad was sort of bugging him about finding a partner and settling down... On the other hand this Xta was trying to remind me I am 27 this year! Reaching 30!! Telling me how I should get a proper bf now and maybe paktor a bit and get married just in time for a baby before I get too old... Zzz... (No wonder ashlie's rushing... =X)

This morning Lucy was over at my place again.. To drink my papaya soup.. OK! When I say papaya it means the real papaya soup ok! Damn u dirty minds!!

Been trying to look for raw goose liver so I can try to cook it myself... Goggled it and actually found out where to buy.. Someone actually posted this query on Stomp and they actually answer this! LOL... Next time I should try asking them like why my cat don't meow, 1 litre dettol cost cheaper in NTUC or Giant, where to find cleaner toilets when you dine at Newton Food Centre.... Hahaha... Oops.. I don't have a cat! xD

Ok... Finally found something to do when I am supposed to go rest... Dinner at 8PM.. Zzz.. Gonna watch a movie on Crunchyroll.. If nice, then I tell you the title.. Hahah.. Bye

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Usual...

Erm... What?! I didn't blog yesterday?! WTF!! xD

Hmmm... For one moment I need to think REALLY hard to remember how I spent yesterday...

I think I was supposed to cook the lamb chops and bring to him the previous night but I was so bloody tired!! I slept in the evening through the night.. In the end never cook!! Hahha...

Woke up in between and spoke to Lucy over the phone and arranged to meet after his work.... He was talking to me so sweetly... But when he was finally off from work... His attitude knn changed!! So when I got to meet him we quarrel AGAIN! Sickening!! End up he also have to make up for it.. Dunno wtf is in his mind! Zzz...

Anyway... Forget about that... And so the whole day I was so free.. I tried to do up one piece of the lamb chop to test my recipe!! Omg!! My anyhow recipe damn nice!! Muahahah... Supposed to bring it down to him last night but I seems to be sleeping with the sun these few days.... Slept around 11PM... So Lucy say he shall come over after work... Way before he knock off, called me to wake me up... Make sure I wake up and cook the lamb chops so they will be ready when he reach!! Zzzz...

Woke up 4AM plus waiting for my father to leave home before I get to use the kitchen... When he finally left.. I almost couldn't find my chops!! Knn!! My mother put it back in the freezer when I was sleeping! Wtf?! How to cook the lamb ROCK! Zzz.. And another thing that pissed me when I woke up was... I fell asleep leaving the laundry on the bamboos airing outside.. AND WHAT KIND OF FUCKING PPL ARE THEY!!? Nobody bother to bring it inside!! Left it outdoors for the whole night.. It's only TWO bamboos... Knn... Anyway took like 45 minutes to thaw the chops... I let it defrost naturally because I want to keep the taste of the marinate in it... And bla bla bla bla....

Ok.. Story getting too long, too detailed and boring.. The most important thing is he say my lamb chops very nice! Hahaha!

Was running out of ideas on how to spend time at home.... No more dramas to follow.. No more scandal news to read!! =X I looked into Xta suggestion to try watching the drama, Coffee Prince... Went to search on Crunchyroll... The screenshots didn't seem to interest me at that moment.. Then I recalled Ashlie asking me to look up for some songs some time ago.. (Someone must have followed every episodes of one drama to like the songs and claims that dramas are for aunties... Bleh! =Þ) Those songs from one same drama, Witch Yoo Hee... Looks interesting.. So I went to watch.. Completed liao.. Quite nice.. Now Xta, I recommend you to watch this one if you haven't.. Hehe...

Probably looking at making new skin for this blog... I thought about it and mentioned many times but currently no inspiration yet =X

Planning to finish up the remaining lamb chops and bring it over to him tonight.. But starting to get sleepy now.. Muahahaha...

Friday, February 15, 2008

Quite Eventful....

I've been sleeping a lot!! Well, since I wasn't expecting any date yesterday so I slept since late noon till night then morning!! I did wake up a few times last night replying a few SMS.. By Lucy and... Vincent... Yah Partyworld that one... =x And because I was so groggy in between sleeps, I didn't reply the SMS promptly...

04:20PM Vincent: Gd afternoon
07:57PM Me: Happy valentine! =)
*** Fucking look at the time I took to reply!! ***
08:02PM Vincent: Same to u how u celebrate today
*** From here I dozed off again without replying.. Which one hour later he asked again.. ***
09:01PM Vincent: How u celebrate today
*** Still sleeping!! And I replied another hour later!! ***
10:11PM Me: No celebrate
10:12PM Vincent: Then wat u doing now
10:30PM Vincent: Now i at ktv sing song

*** Dozed off again!! Woke up almost an hour later... ***
11:21PM Me: I do nothing at home. My phone something wrong. Enjoy yourself.
*** Actually nothing's wrong with my phone! I said that to compensate for me replying so SLOWLY! =X ***
11:21PM Vincent: What about u
11:22PM Me: I do nothing at home
11:30PM Vincent: I at shenton way geo
11:30PM Me: Enjoy! =)
11:31PM Vincent: Join me
11:32PM Me: I no mood go out.
*** Bcos that Lucy is pissing me off at that very moment!!! ***
11:34PM Vincent: I so long no see u miss u
*** Argh... Dunno wat to reply... Dun wanna sound like I'm flirting with him.. Yet can't think of a nice sentence to turn him down politely... So I didn't reply at all.. ***

ON THE OTHER HAND, KNN THAT LUCY!! The whole fucking day never heard a word from him until when he was about to go dinner... Sent a SMS 7PM, "Still sleeping? Now on the way to Boon Lay." Well... I accepted the fact that he WON'T be having dinner with me because it's his dad's birthday... Fine! I wasn't really disappointed and not pissed about it at all.. But I had pissful dreams about him in my sleep which made me woke up very grumpy and unhappy with him... And this was when his 2nd SMS of the day came in... It was about just past 10PM... "I taking MRT down.." WTF?! Just this?! I started to get pissed off... Don't you even bother to call?! Zzz...

Somehow or rather we spoke on the phone.. I forgotten who called who... As usual his fucking opening speech... You can say it's really nothing to get angry about, but given my mood and many related histories.. I got pissed with his "U hungry? What u doing?"... Argh!! Wtf you bother to ask?! As if you going to cook for me!? Or you got the time to eat with me?! What else can I do at home other than sleep or stare at my computer!? Stupid questions!! Many time just ask for nothing... "You hungry then go and find some food lah..." Zzz... Fuck you! Do I need you to teach me what to do when I'm hungry!?

This time a bit different... He thought he could meet up with me for a while to company me for some food.. WTF?! Then COME STRAIGHT TO THE POINT! TELL ME YOU CAN SQUEEZE A LITTLE TIME OUT! AS IF I CAN GUESS WHAT YOU ARE THINKING?! Already past 10PM and you are taking a train from that far... How would I have guessed that you are coming to bring me out and not to work!? And even when you are free to date me, WHY THE FUCK must you always develop the conversation into another way which ends up me dating you!? Can't you just come direct and fucking tell me YOU WANT TO DATE ME! IF you open your damn mouth and ask me out or tell me how much you wish to see me right away, I would throw everything aside and rush down immediately!! And you can see I am willing to go up to that extend! So why must I always do the approach! Are you fucking a man!? Can't you make me feel like I am wanted or important! Fuck up!

Me getting overreacted or ridiculous?? Fuck that... One moment all just came together.. Having bad dreams about him pissing me, waking up groggy and grumpy without a word from him... And Vincent's SMS dating me out and telling me he missed me... Then here he is giving me these craps at the same time! Why somebody else can think of me during Valentine's and tell me he missed me and my bf come and give me these fucking shits! (I hope he gets to read this!!) I have NEVER HEARD HIM SAY HE MISSED ME OR WANTED TO SEE ME BADLY!!! Grrr... Almost wanted to go down and meet Vincent because I was boored.. But I don't wanna give the wrong impression by meeting him on Valentine's Day... On the other hand.. I was sleepy still...

Anyway story is ending here... He did finally nicely invited me to go down his Geo3 for food with him... I didn't bother about him and slept on... Till morning I went to join him after work... There he pissed me 2nd round... Everytime he likes to piss me off and apologise in the end.. Then promise won't give the same nonsense again... But when things happen again he forgets all about his promises.. Craps! Forget about it... He apologised... FUCK UP VALENTINE'S... I wasn't expecting a romantic valentine or anything.. BUT AT LEAST DUN GIVE ME CRAPS ON THIS DAY LAH!! AND NOT ANY OTHER DAY IN THE FUTURE ALSO!

Yesterday was feeling damn bored both for me and Alizee... Then I was asking him to show me anything funny on Youtube... Then he showed me this... A performance by standup comedian Russell Peters.. Not something new.. But it's my first time watching.. OMG.. He's damn good lah! DAMN FUCKING FUNNY!! I must share with whoever reads here.. It's really worth your 45minutes... Don't miss any part of it! =)

He's damn good with the various accents from different people... This afternoon I was surfing the net trying to look up on more information or other performance by him... Then I found his official website... Then saw his videos on MTV Cribs... He was showing his house around.. FUCKING HOUSE SO BIG!!! DAMN!! Fully furnished like a show house!!! Then I was telling Alizee about it on MSN....

- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
the fucking russell peters... his house fucking BIG
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
n beautiful
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
lol
coolsaint says:
how u know
coolsaint says:
where his house?

- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
http://www.russellpeters.com/PhotosVideo.aspx
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
video below
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
u check the MTV Cribs

coolsaint says:
okok
coolsaint says:
nice

- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
yah


*** The best part comes here.... xD ***

- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
like demo house.. showhouse
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
lol
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
jacuzzi n shower cubicle
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
the kitchen fully furnished!
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
MY DREAM KITCHEN
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
BIG FRIDGE
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
I WAN MARRY HIM!
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
LOL
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
BIG KITCHEN!! BIG WORKSPACE! BIG FRIDGE! BIG OVEN!!

coolsaint says:
i oso wan marry him

- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
LOL
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
WAHHAHAHAHA
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
HE AIN'T NO GAY!
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
His father dun like u
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
LOL
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
his father sure dun like u

coolsaint says:
=(

- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
his father said "INDIAN GUYS SHOULDn'T BE GAYS!"
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
LOL


*** And then I continued reading about him and realised that he was ONLY a high school graduate!! ***

- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
some high school graduate can earn so much money when u have the talent else where n make full use of ur talent
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
u should go realise ur talent...
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
make alot of money n u dun have to marry him.. then i marry u
- = H e i d i = - Booored says:
xD


LOL.... Bo liao!!! -_-"

This afternoon went to supermart to buy some stuffs... Monday Lucy bought lamb chops.. I haven't cook them.. Now they are marinating in the fridge... Later probably cook and bring to him.. Dunno nice or not.. My anyhow-recipe... LOL... But holy shit! I starting to get sleepy now....

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Lonely Valentine's....

What a nice day for Valentine's to fall on a Thursday because it's not racing day, no 4D, no nothing except for Toto but he can still come out early to meet me... BUT why on the 8th day of CNY!?!? His father's 90th birthday and they have family dinner.. And he won't be free until Monday.. Haiz...

Didn't go Zoo on Tuesday lah.. I got so drunk on Monday night.. Hahaha.. Tuesday night he was off and we went for movie again... Ah Long Pte Ltd.. Aiyo.. Lame story... But overall is still funny... Most of the fun came from Mark Lee the sissy... Didn't sleep the whole night and went to Zoo the next day with Jason...

Yesterday was damn fucking shagged!! Reached Zoo at lunch time and spent the whole day there till 5PM... After Zoo went to his house to visit his mother... Then to Mirama for Japanese buffet... Sibeh sway.. Parked outside the hotel and kena spotted by his friends who frequent the lounge there... I was almost fell asleep during dinner.. After dinner still have to join them for a drink.. Zzz... Reached home collapsed in bed... Woke up and saw Tri left me a Happy Valentine's msg on MSN.. =)

Had fun in the Zoo... First time experience for Jason.. He's like a tourist there... Must help him take photos for memorial... I drove there.. First time driving to the Zoo... And here are the photos..


Greeted at the entrance...

The moment stepped in... The crews approached us and told us that they are taking photos for ALL the visitors at the Zoo... Had us posed 3 different photos and handed us some coupons so we can view the photos later at the exit booth.. Got YIN MAO you know!! Nevertheless it was nicely taken, so we bought! 1 for $18 and 2 for $30!!! Robert!!


He very amazed by every animals there.. LOL..

Not for me because not the first time I been there.. But it's also been many years since the last time I went.. I think was almost like 12years ago with Ashlie... Still the same at the Zoo... Tigers, lions, bears, reptiles, monkeys, monkeys and MONKEYS! But this time seeing.... This...


Warthog... Reminds me of....


xD


花果山水帘洞!!!


He must've been bad boy.. His laobu spanked him so hard.. =X


What's that red dot there!!! xD

Was at the orang utans free ranging and photoshoot area... The animals there probably haven't get over the death of Ah Meng... All looked very sad and played tantrums... Witnessed the trainer distracting the orang utan with ice cream yet they don't want to get down the tree.. I don't know what exactly was happening... Many crews arrived and we were told to leave the area... Then they blocked off the whole area to "play catching" with the orang utans... In the end didn't get to take photos with them... =(


Trainer: Come!! Ice cream!!


I was kpo-ing from this farrr.....

My all time favourite at the Zoo is the sealion show lah!! Cannot be missed!! I planned my route and was outside the amphitheatre around the showtime...


Show about to start!


He's damn big and fat! But still very CUTE!!


What goes up.. Must come down.. And then you know what...


I sit on the floor in the first row lah...

As usual lah.. The crews purposely instructed the big and cute thing to flip madly splashing us all over... After show you get a chance to take photos with that cute thing.. Kaoz.. And they had to announce only for the first 20 people... For maybe the first time in my life I have to show off our Singaporean style!! Faster squeeze through, run over and get in queue!! xD


Muacks! So sweeet!!!

At the Fragile Forest... Don't know why they name it that... Jason kept telling me the direct translation.. "脆弱森林"... And he kept repeating it to me trying to be funny.. Zzzz... I don't remember coming here, probably a new area developed in the past years... An enclosed area where they let the animals roam freely... Sloth, pheasants, monkeys and bats!!!


Very hard to get that thing pose nicely...


Try again...


And again....

Give up..... -_-"


He's not looking at the camera and his smile very weary!! His hand at stake!!

That's about it.. Many other crap photos of animals.. Don't wanna waste my space on Picasa Album...

Now going back to bed.... Haiz.. Laundry piling again.. Room getting messy too... Another boring day...