I Got Admirer! xD

Blog a bit before I go to bed.. Sleepy...

Yesterday went to Geo too... Met up with Vincent together with Hanzi for some food.. Was very unpleasant in the beginning.. Because the you-know-who is busy looking at his mobile punting and SMSing.. Zzzz.. damn pissed! With so much fumes burning in me for the past few days.. Had a little quarrel with him inside Geo's office.. Reason? Because he talk xia lan again!! Finally he had a change in attitude and say something to show that he is apologetic.. Never really apologise.. But at least admitting that he knew it's very bad to talk to me that way but just don't know how to say sorry.. Made me felt A LOT better.. You see.. I am not the unreasonable kind.. I just expect things to get better.. I wasn't trying to get even with him. So that settled the case and we are oh so loving again... xD

Later when Vincent left, I joined Andy's table.. And Andy showed me one of his other phone.. OMG.. I didn't know there's a PRADA phone?! A touch screen phone by LG i think.. and the leather pouch with PRADA wordings too... Zzz Simple and squarish design lah... And I just act like I love it very much "I ALSO WANT!!"... Then he seems like wanting to give it to me.. (I don't mind though.. Haha!)... I told him the next time I want to change phone, I'll look for him.. He say he'll gimme cost price!! Ooooh!! Later they drank so fast and so much that they got so high.. And...... Andy like getting closer and closer to me.. Suddenly he confess he like me.. Asked me "怎么办?"... Huh?!.. How I answer?! Zzz... And not as if he don't know my son in person.... And tell me these?!.. I was so like.. err.. Embarrassed!! Kaoz!! I tried to take it as a joke... If Hanzi know this I wonder if he'll get mad!!

Just now went dinner with my Son... Finally had a decent meal after so many days of lousy appetite.. I ate A LOT!! Later went to Geo.. The aircon is so cold.. Made me felt extra bored.. Andy came also.. Opened another bottle of Chivas for me.. So paiseh.. I was feeling like aching and tired.. So I left early and came home.. Punt a bit.. Not bad for a start of the week! =)

Today I finally formatted my computer. Hadn't been bothered to do so for the past half year? The damn Logo1_.exe has been infecting my computer for the last two reformats.. Zzz.. Today i manually cleaned each and every infected files and formatted the whole computer.. Now feeling very clean.. Think should do this for my room very soon.. Everything's been piling.. And seriously I got lots of things not done yet.. My accident report!! LOL!! More than a year already!! Haiz...

Looking forward to tomorrow.. It's Tuesday again!! He OFF!! Haha.. Better rest enough before I get sleepy again when he comes out! Goodnight!!!

I Want My Own Blogskin!!

I haven't slept like err... Since the last post?? Feeling a bit sleepy now... Can't remember how I actually spent the hours... was punting a bit then played GB... I complained sleepy to Red.. But then I never sleep... Morning chatted on IRC and then wanted to blog but don't know what to write...

Seriously I am not like addicted to blogging.. But maybe for the past few days I've been sibeh bo liao!! =( And he just SMSed me asking what I am doing.. Zzz.. It's the same question everyday!! And the answer is already known.. I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!!! Zzz... I am like waking up everyday waiting for him to be free to call me.. But for this whole week he never tried to call... Only some SMS and even when he was free to talk, he SMSed me to call him.. Zzzz.. I know can save a bit from free incoming calls... But it's the initiative!!! Grrr... Don't want to talk about this anymore..

I remember that I actually spent the whole afternoon thinking of doing up my own skin for this blog... I really cannot get this idea out of my mind!! LOL... But I am really very against the idea of downloading a ready made one... Although many of them are very nicely done but then I find them not like very flexible as in placing widgets and stuffs.. So I'm thinking of doing my own one.. Hehehe... I downloaded a few and take as reference and to study the codes of how the elements are represented.. Hehehe.. This should keep me busy for the next few days I think!!

Tonight I seems to be very busy.. Many people wanna make appointments with me!! Argh!!! I haven't sleep and I won't get a chance to sleep anymore.. Kaoz... Later going to Geo.. Probably doze in the office! =Þ

One Of Those Boring Days...

Aiyo.. Dunno why so moody.. Maybe I slept toooo long... Since last night before 10:00PM until this afternoon 3:00PM!!!!.... And I hate rainy season!!

Tried to do something about the outlook of my blog... But I think better to remain simple and plain... I think I should forget about downloading skins.. Almost all of them restricted to a certain size and crappy scrollings.. I prefer my photos and layout to be BIG & CLEAR!!

I spent the whole afternoon updating here.. Added some descriptions about myself.. Heehee.. And some links for you kaypohs.. Free advertisement for Doggie Wardrobe... (Yah lah! My traffic is miserable but still is free advertisement ok!)

My cough seems to be back again!! I missed one dosage of the antibiotics because I slept through the time last night. I hope it doesn't defeat the purpose... I'll take them on time from now on...

This week I quite 乖.. Didn't really bother to punt because so engrossed with shopping online.. Placed a few bets last few days and lost a few hunred... Today just recovered all with a little profits!!.. The Taiwan auctions knn haven't reply! My enthu is really dying off... I'll give them another two weeks before I call and fuck them! =Þ

I Got WASTED!!!!

Met Hanzi last night and went doctor... Gave me another round of antibiotics again... Not very pleasant evening with him.. Never talk much and he showed me attitude because he said he gets angry whenever I don't want to eat. Wah lau!! I REALLY NO APPETITE!!

Earlier arranged to meet Christa and Shujuan at Geo. Shujuan's birthday and we celebrated for her. Bought a durian cake after doctor. Reached Geo before 11:00PM. They came almost one hour later. I didn't drink before they come. Took a couple of pictures...

Birthday Girl!

Birthday girl kena dragged to go on stage!

All of us...

Christa & Me =)

Oh.. got a digital camera around don't waste it.. So.. Not to forget to take some pictures with darling too.. Hehehe...

Oooh... 笑眯眯 ^^

Oei! Christa! Next time before snap pls help me check my hair! And look at the red eye!!

Candid shooting is Christa's favourite past time! -_-"... This time focusing the box? No? The orange guy behind huh?

After shooting.. Cut cake.. And the things that happened after that is.. FUCK UP!!

I sipped from my glass of Chivas with greentea.. I probably only had the most 3 glasses.. Dunno what the fuck happened!!! I was still busy going around saying hello and chatting with Raymond. I didn't keep track of time. The last thing I remembered was Christa signalling me that they wanted to go home. I acknowledged... I remembered... After that was... BLANK!!!

Christa said some guy from next table came over try to talk to her and I snared at him and pointed him to his table signalling him to shoo... And I bang a glass on the table at him.. He got stunned and siamz... LOL!! I DON'T REMEMBER THIS!! Kaoz.. Anyway Shujuan told me the guy is not handsome so nevermind.. Muahahah.. If handsome ah.. Christa maybe cursing me.. LOL! Then I even went office and packed my charging laptop neatly back into my bag. Took my bag and left the place with them. I don't even remember I did all these.. Zzz.. I don't remember I walked to the carpark with them, don't remember I got in the car!! She said I even gave her a bit of directions how to get to my house!! The ONLY thing I remember is the car already parked downstairs my house and they trying to get me out! I was so damn shag and don't wanna get off! Tried to puke but nothing... I was still asking for my bag because I don't remember I took it. I remembered they wanted to send me up but I insisted to be on my own. Reached home threw my stuffs on the floor and coma!! Shit!

Woke up around 11:00AM. Saw the missed calls and SMS from darling. He just woke up. He said last night I told him I was leaving and he asked me to wait for him, he wanted to send me off. But next moment couldn't find me!! He asked the security downstairs, they told him we walked towards carpark. Then never able to get me anymore because I didn't pick up his calls. Waahhh... I don't even remember I told him that I was leaving!! I thought I didn't tell him and he must have looked high & low for me... Damn wasted night.. I still have the 莫名其妙 feeling now!!!

Was chatting with Shujuan and Christa on MSN just now.. Tried to get a clearer picture of what actually happened.. Shujuan suggested we should plan for the next one!! Wahahhaha!!! Good idea!! This time must drown Christa! Anyway she kept saying she want to test how much alcohol she can hold!! Then Jason came online I told him about this too.. and he replied this always happened to him last time... -_-".... Even added that when he got wasted, often kena girls who took advantage of him, but saddening because nowadays don't have liao.. KNN! LOL!

Hmm.. supposed to crawl back to bed.. But just felt more to laze around at my computer. Last few days just got to realise Cheree's got a blog.. Went to take a look just now... Aiyo her England quite jia lat!! I mean mine's not proper english either.. But her basic grammer is omg!!! Christa was telling me nowadays kids like to talk with "euuu", "buaiss", "ending here".... Wah lau!! Nowadays' kids got so much fun in their life!! Fast food for lunch, shopping with mates, bring handphone to school, computer, internet, email, MSN, blog and so much more... I took a peep at her friend's blog too.. Aiyo all so many crapz.. put skins somemore.. When I was their age I didn't know all these.. Hmmm... No.. That time don't have all these crapz.. If have, I think I would be better than them!! =Þ

Actually I wanted to have skins for my blog too.. But downloaded ones are quite crappy... And I don't know how to make my own... When I free then go and meddle with this..

I took very long to complete this post I think.. I started since 3:37PM.. Now is 7:30PM.. Crapz!! Halfway chatted with some friends and Christa came home to send me the pictures for last night then I started editing to post here. Hanzi went fetch Junrong and we were on the phone and talked about last night! Shit! And he said I hugged Raymond and smile back at him as a stance to piss him! The way he told me the thing just piss me off! Trying to seize a chance to find fault with me!! But I didn't do that on purpose!! Kaoz!! Come on!! I am not a person with such record ok!! Anyway now that you know that I wasn't my usual self, stop digging further!

Sianzing The Whole Day

Ahhh sibeh sianz... I don't know how I came so far.... I mean... I slept the whole of last night.. Yes... So 乖 hor... 早睡早起... He SMSed me twice last night... One on his way to work and one in the middle of the night... But I was sleeping... I didn't reply even after I woke up this morning... No mood! Not that I am petty, but why didn't he bother to call? Why must I ALWAYS call him upon seeing his SMS? Grrr... Where's the initiative?!?

He SMSed again when he woke up this afternoon... I replied.. But no news again after that.. Zzz... Ok.. Don't bother about him!! He is NOT capable of cheering me up at all... I must find my own means to de-stress.

I continued with shopping on Taiwan auctions. I sent out an enquiry to one of the shops the other day but I haven't got a reply yet. They claimed to reply enquiries within 24hours. I was wondering if they received my mail... Or maybe they couldn't read my mail... I might have used the wrong encoding for chinese characters. Anyway I sent another mail again today... in Big5 charset... I hope they reply soon.. If not my enthusiasm will die off... Meanwhile I also shortlisted the items that I want from other shops... Waiting for few of other friends to finish theirs.. I think this time don't post the photos here... Don't let you see what will be coming in my wardrobe!!

While browsing through... I suddenly thought of bringing those apparels in to sell... Maybe start a blog shop like what others are doing... But of course, I probably won't buy all from these auction shops.. I am thinking of finding cheaper source.. I did find a few sites of some wholesalers.. I consulted Jason and asked if he want to join venture with me.. Hahaha!! He come out with the money and I do the work! He's quite supportive over it!! I'm gonna start working on it errr... I think tomorrow... LOL.. I am a bad procastinator... Hmm... Did I get my England wrong??.. Maybe should say "good" procastinator.. Since I seldom fail to be one!! =Þ

Ok... He just SMSed me again.. Asked me want to eat or not... Zzz... He only know how to ask me to eat... Or ask me what I am doing... He said he's going International Building to do something, he can 顺便 meet me for food around there... Zzzz... Why can't he ever say that he miss me and delibrately spare his time for me... Kaoz... Nvm... I don't really take all these to heart, but I am just saying it out for the sake of making this paragraph looks longer.. Lalalala... I am not so 小气 lah! But sometimes I hope he will say something sweet...

I don't want to eat. I probably going to the doctor.... I think my coughing have stopped.. But then still alot of phlegm stucked in my throat... Maybe not throat.. Windpipe... So I'm still like forcing myself to cough out the phlegm... It's hard to get them out and I feel like I'm out of breath... My father just shouted from outside my room.. He kpkb saying that I coughed for so long and didn't bother to see doctor.. Kaoz! I did lah!! He's anotehr mood spoiler! All men in my life are mood spoiler!

A Pissful Morning!!

It's PISSFUL... NOT peaceful...

This morning I was very very tulanz!!!!! Although I have already got over it but it really did piss me a lot and I want to log it down for my reference! Grrr!!

Last night he complained tired, so he wanted to rest after dinner then meet me later. Fine.. I also needed rest!! And I dozed off probably before 10:00PM. When I woke up it was like maybe past 2:00AM. Had a couple of missed calls from him and some SMS. I was feeling sleepy and tired still.. And a little moody probably because I overslept and wasted the time that I could spend with him... I called him and apologised for oversleeping.. He said he was at Newton drinking and chatting with Raymond and Alvin & gang. Ok.. At least he's got company with him. I asked where to go next... He told me to wash up first then decide later.

After everything I called him again. He told me to join him at Newton.. Haiz... Sianz.. I don't like to go Newton... Since he had been there for few hours already, hadn't he done with what he was doing? Why don't we just decide where to go then I meet him there? Then he said he had no idea yet. He want me to just go and meet him there to eat something and decide later... Zzz... Until today he still cannot understand that I DON'T ENJOY GOING TO NEWTON AND NOT TO MENTION ABOUT THE FOOD!!! But of course... I am not the extreme person... I would not volunteer to go there and eat, but I don't mind to oblige others once in a while... Fine.. So I went.. Very moody... Again because I felt like another wasted off day... partly because of me woke up late, but even if I woke up on time also no place to go lah!! And I predicted that I will go Newton and sit beside him and stone around... Zzz...

The first thing I reach there... He don't look cheerful... Nvm.. Small matter... He's probably disappointed that I woke up so late... (Well... I AM ALSO disappointed ok!! NOT you only!!) Then he asked me what I want to eat... Omg!! I so moody.. I have no patience for this question.. Because he jolly well know I don't enjoy eating at Newton... And before I reached there I already told him on SMS that I don't want to eat! Actually I was hungry, but the thought of being at the place really killed my appetite. Anyway it was like 4:00AM when i reached there, not much stalls were opened. Out of concern... I know it's out of concern that he KEEP ASKING what I want to eat.. I felt annoyed, but still I replied "no" calmly... I was trying to keep my cool since his friends are also around... Come on!! When I say DON'T WANT... SIMPLY MEANS DON'T WANT!! Don't ask again continuously... And if you choose to ask again and again, DON'T get mad before I do!!! Which he did and he got impatient and grumbled "This don't want.. that don't want.. SO WHAT YOU WANT!?"... (WTF?! DID I COMPLAIN ANYTHING?! I NEVER!! I DON'T WANT ANYTHING!! You are the one keep asking... I NEVER complain for anything!!!) But I still kept my cool.. I frowned a little and replied "I really don't want anything". I can't control my mood, but I was trying very much to control my temper!

It's really a small matter that I will never get angry with.. I didn't get angry because he kept asking repeatedly... Longwinded is fine!! I can live with it... BUT... I got angry because he kept asking and he lost patience!! He lost his patience and he throw his frustrations on me!! WTF?! You screw up your own mood!! Don't come and screw my mood as well!! I am feeling damn moody already.. And I never pick on you or make any noise!! Did I?? I just keep quiet and cool myself!! So you should also SHUT UP and mind your own stuffs!

Alvin overheard a little and thought that I want to order some food or something... Friendly gave some suggestions on the stalls that are still opened which Hanzi just cut in and said "Got pizza or not? Or spaghetti? Burgers? Here this kind of food she buay gum jia lah!" (KNN!! Must you talk like this!? Why must talk so sarcastic!? I am already trying to control myself! Why can't u just FUCKING SHUT UP! I AM GIVING YOU FACE IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS!! YOU KNOW WHAT IS 自动 OR NOT?!)..... Still, I kept my cool.. I replied "no" and thanked Alvin with a smile... And for the next hour I sat beside them quietly, sipping my lemon tea... Waiting for him to go off... BUT... He never take any action... They finished the beers... He ordered another round... Zzz... I waited again... And he ordered ANOTHER round again!! Knn!! FINE!!!

I told myself... Heidi... FUCK IT!! Just bear with it!! There will be nothing!! They will finish the beer and go home!! No fun today!! No hugs today!! No kisses today!! You just shut up and continue with your lemon tea here until time to go home!! You came from home all the way here just to stone and watch them drink and chat!!! Don't expect anything!!

True enough... They stayed until almost 7:00AM... Zzz.. Before leaving he mentioned to bring me for food.. WTF!! FOOD?! I am already so full!! FULL OF ANGER!!! He asked where I want to go.... KAOZ!!! ASK FOR FUCK! LOOK AT THE TIME! As if I name a place he can go with me?! Then Raymond went to a Malay stall to buy some curry puffs.. AND AGAIN!! He ask me wan tapao anything... I said no... He kept asking!! Until we both lost patience I had to reply in a pissed manner... I SAID I DON'T WANT!!... and he just gave the "fuck it" expression, flared his hand and said "不要就不要啦!!" And he mumbled something trying to say that I am arrogant!!! WTF?! If u think that asking what I want to eat is a dreadful task... Then DON'T ask!!! And DON'T ask repeatedly!!! I AM REALLY FINE with him asking repeatedly... Yes.. I get annoyed a bit but it's small matter... The thing that really pissed me is he annoyed me and then lose his temper and give me some lanjiao comments!!!

Later in the taxi he still mumbling and grumble... Complained I don't seems to be happy.. KAOZ! You tell me how to be happy?! What do you expect me to do? Smile at you?? In the first place, did you smile at me? You NEVER too!! From the minute I step into Newton, the first second you gave me a frowning face!!! Anyway I am not interested to quarrel, so all these stupid details I also don't bother to mention... And so.. I asked him to stop mumbling and complaining because he's not the only one who is pissed.. I suggest he keep quiet.. But he just continued! I had to really ask him to SHUT UP!!... Yes.. I raised my voice said "Can you just SHUT UP and STOP talking!"... Which of course he didn't... And this time since no friends around.. Only two of us and the taxi driver... I DON'T have to give him face!! Since he don't want to shut up.. He is asking for quarrel!!

I poured out everything... I am very focused in such that I never bring up unnecessary issues in a quarrel... I just voice the things that pissed me!! And the main thing is his FILTHY MOUTH!! Must he always talk with sarcasm?! Why must always give lanjiao comments?! Why must talk in a XIA LAN language!! Am I not his close person?! Why must talk in such a rude and provoking manner?! Why can't he just talk NORMALLY like anyone else?! If you are unhappy with me over something which I did or said, JUST NAME IT!! Don't talk rubbish with hints and sarcasm here and there!

I complained a bit about wasting my trip there to sit and do NOTHING! Imagine me chatting with my friends, can he tahan and sit beside me quietly for few hours or not!? And I made that statement taking Christa as example... "如果我和Christa聊天不管你,你在旁边坐几个小时可以吗?!你会静静坐在旁边等吗?!你高兴吗?!"... And maybe he don't know her by this nickname... He thought it's a guy's name.. And he start to argue with nonsense again.. "Ya ya... Christa lah.. Kennon lah.. Jason lah.. your boyfriends lah.. your ex boyfriends lah.." WTF?! Not enough issues to quarrel is it?! Wanna stir up more to quarrel?! New topic?! The jealousy topic?!

Then he say girls should give in and don't make noise over this... KAOZ!... It's not about a girl should be demure and give in!! But its wasting hours sitting there do nothing!!! Do you give respect or not!?! Don't come and tell me rubbish about giving in!! A girl to give in to a guy? As a guy you buay paiseh ah!?! KNN! You need a girl to give way to you!? I don't even expect you to give in to me unreasonably!! I expect MUTUAL RESPECT!! Didn't I gave way enough just now?! For all the LANJIAO things you said in front of your friends, I kept quiet and smile away. Just because I kept quiet you are getting overboard!!

I flared and fired my words, this time he talked less and kept quiet... Backside itchy or wat?! Why must really pissed someone off then you know when to shut up?! But it's too late.. Because he made me really DAMN TULANZ!! The taxi reached my place... Knn!! I almost wanted to drag him and alight with me because I am NOT done with what I want to say!! SO DAMN BLOODY TULANZ!!! But of course... I didn't get him to alight.. It was only the thoughts in my heart... I reached home and called him... Yes I called!.. I don't like to leave such issues half settled... He listened while I shoot.. He tried to argued a bit which I cut him off and just point all his mistakes.. Now I seemed like the unreasonable one... But I DON'T CARE! He really pissed me!!

Til he reached home and sat downstairs on the phone with me, I was still very angry. Well, he was tired. He needed sleep. He wanted to end the call. FINE!! BUT in such a situation, he NEVER learn how to end a call in a nice way. Again must talk very xia lan!! In a sarcastic tone... "我可以上去了吗?"... Zzz... Well... If you even bother to hold on to the phone that long... Then you better make an effort to say something APPROPRIATE to end the call!! If you had not been bothered, you could have just hang up long ago!! So, if you bother to ask for my permission to end the call... THEN ASK POLITELY!!... (WAT?! U THINK I AM BEING DEMANDING NOW?! YES!! I AM DAMN PISSED NOW!! I GAVE WAY SO MANY TIMES!! YOU DON'T APPRECIATE IT! NOW I GET NASTY BECAUSE YOU ASKED FOR IT!!)

I shouted over the phone and banging my table... "YOU DUNNO HOW TO APOLOGISE HUH?! WHY MUST I ALWAYS REQUEST AN APOLOGY FROM YOU!? You always pissed me and then you need to end the call halfway!! And you cannot even end the call in a nice way!?"..... Which he apologised... But I still felt reluctant to hang up but in the end still did...

Seriously... I am not so nasty person.. But he really pissed me off badly this morning.... I didn't loose control of my temper... I purposely let go about controlling my temper and flare everything at him! It's the repeated nonsense over and over again.. Last time when he made those LANJIAO comments, I would feel hurt... Because I don't understand why anyone would talk like this to someone they love!? Nowadays he make such comments I just piss off!! And he always bring up unnecessary and unrelated topic during quarrels and complicate things further! And usually we quarrel when he's about to go home... Before we can sort things out, I am forced to stop and put everything aside.. Because he reached home and can't talk further! Then I LAN LAN cannot do anything.. Very pissed and cannot sleep.. And nobody to talk to!! And he can go sleep and wake up as if nothing happened!!! So all these happen today again that's why I got so angry and nasty!!!

And he just woke up and SMS me "good morning darling"... Zzzz... As I say.. He can wake up as if nothing happen... Not that I like to drag quarrels for very long.... But then.. I am very disturbed by the fact the history will repeat itself again... Because he will fucking NEVER CHANGE!

All About Shopping!!!

I just added a new member to TEH PROPS list.. Hehehe.. Yesterday Hanzi came out early and we went for a little window shop... He bought me this big legged rabbit stuff toy.. Hmm... Not a new design or whatever, but because its from him so I like! =) He chose rabbit because he say rabbit is so innocent and kind like him.. Tehhhhh.... His zodiac is rabbit... Anyway I asked him what shall I name it. He seriously thought about it quite long and finally came out with 阿Bit.... -_-" Later which he added LittleBit... LOL

Here's my LittleBit!!!

I spent the whole of today nuaing in front of my computer surfing Taiwan Yahoo auctions... Heehee... I'm feeling so tired now as if I really went shopping on foot!! Many of the sellers stated on their auctions that they do not wish to deal internationally.. Zzz... But I really love many items from this particular seller and I made a trunk call to them... They told me to email my enquiries and they'll confirm again. Yeah!! I am looking forward to it so much now!! I made a list of what I want and consolidate with Xta's list... Yes.. We are organising our own little SPREE~~... I took quite a while to draft the email in traditional chinese... Quite a lot of trouble since I have not speak or write some proper chinese since after school.. But I sibeh happy... I seems to enjoy doing it!! LOL..

I placed order for these:

Easy for mix matching!! I bought 3 colours!!

And these two blouses!!

Both the bag and the grey top!!

Skirt!! Haha!!

That's about all from this seller.. Then I saw a bag from another seller... The auction stated that no overseas deal too.. Nevertheless I send them a mail to enquire... I hope they reply soon!

This is the bag.. Looks plain?? But u see...

U can sling it or hand carry!!

AHEM!!! Guys!!! Can you STOP drooling!?! Your keyboard is drowning!! Thank you! =Þ

And so it sums up today's shopping.. But I'm NOT done yet!! There's still more stuffs to add in from other sellers!! I need to consolidate with Xta's and Ashlie's too!! They are all so PIU TI FUL!!! Prices are affordable too!! Cheaper than what you can get in Singapore! If you wan tot join my mini spree just Msn me...

Ok ok... Hanzi just SMSed me calling me SuPeRwOmAn... Kaoz! He meant that I haven't sleep.. Zzzz.. I go take a nap and meet him later... Tonight his off day!!! =)

Woo Hoo!!!!!

I slept at maybe about 1:00AM last night.. Dreamt halfway and woke up at 5:30AM... I dreamt that it was raining and I was caught in a rain.. I need to cross the road and get over to CyberCars... LOL.. Funny.. And when I got there I was all wet... Then people there started giving angpow!! Huh?! CNY?! LOL... Then they seems to be playing some games and drinking (like what u see in the pubs).. Then someone asked me join the game.. And I felt hightide, so I replied I go washroom first.. And I just open my eyes and woke up suddenly... Yeah.. Really feeling hightide.. LOL...

Gave my Son a call since he must have knocked off... Till he got home and said goodnight... Played a few rounds of GB with Red... Red is a new friend I made in GB.. Haha.. A handsome Nigerian!! He told me he is a Nigerian. From watching soccer, I thought Nigerians are black? He's not. He told me only his mum is? Argh.. I am all mixed up.. I'll ask him again another time. I asked for his real name but he told me something very long which I don't know how to call. Haha.. So I'll just call him Red!!!

Feeling quite fresh and goood mood now! Was actually feeling sleepy still.. But I came to my computer and saw the sites which I surfed halfway before I went to bed... The Yahoo Auctions stuffs!!! LOL... This marked my enthusiasm again!! Muahaha.. Now I found more shops selling even more items!! I'm so excited right now!!!! xD

And here's one photo for you before I go shopping... Stupid candid shot by Christa when we went out that day... She said she actually want to shoot the rice?!? Wah lau!!

I am trying to pin up my fringe ok!!

Back From Lunch After The Worst Morning Of July

Ahem.... Not that I love to blog soooo much... I seriously feeling damn sianz now! I was supposed to go to bed?! I slept at 4:00PM again yesterday.. Woke up around 2:00AM... The first game I saw was Brann and I hesitate to take them sooo long until they goal.. Knn! Anyway I won on other games and... WTF?! I was NOT supposed to talk about these! Shit! It reminds me about this morning's fucked up!! Grrr...

Ok... Back to "I was supposed to go to bed"... Cannot sleep lah.. Not sleepy yet.. I sms Jason and he says go lunch. Before he fetch me I continued with some bo liao stuffs.. I arranged and tidy up my Internet Favourites folder!!! LOL!! (I should do the same for my room man!!) Anyway... I realised I have a lot of rubbish in my favourites folder. Many Youtube links, some crappy and some funny sites. Then I came across this Joyce Shop from Taiwan Yahoo Auctions. Shopping!!! And I spotted a few pieces I like!

Errr... Wait a while... I upload those photos....

*** While browsing for the photos to be uploaded... Obigood was chatting with me in IRC... And I got to resize the pictures here and there... And Christa MSN me... So busy... I asked her if she wants anything from Joyce Shop too.. We can order together.. Then she showed me more shops! OMG! ***

..... 30 minutes later.....

Ok! These are from Joyce Shop!

I like the Ali Baba style!

I love ¾ pants!

Huh?! Are u sure? Not ur style leh....

Colourful!!

Nice & easy to match!

I really want to get some new stuffs for my wardrobe!! Always wear the same dull things sibeh sianz.. Once a while must wear something cheerful. Christa says email the seller.. I'll probably browse a bit more and do it tomorrow.. Or maybe ask my Son and see his opinions! Hehehe.. =)

Just now went lunch at Tiong Bahru Plaza with Jason... I had a Teriyaki Chicken Burger and a Chilli Dog!! Bought two prepaid cards for GB.. Wtf?! I also dunno why I buy them. Zzz... Came home and took 1 hour to post all these rubbish... My sianzations...

Oh yah.. I resetted the bloody counter because I forgot to set the correct time zone..

Alright, 周公 here I come...

The WORST morning of July!

It's Monday again!!! Settlement day... Was winning some good amount... Not enough to cover last week's lost, but at least good to cover up for Hanzi this week. Couldn't sleep and couldn't find anyone in my buddy list online in GB... Kaoz.. Then you know just login and see what's for jalan lor! CCB!! LOST!!! I messed it all up by betting the wrong amount and losing water!! FUCK! Profits cut by 70%! #$%^&*

Now trying VERY hard to console myself by telling myself that at least I'm still winning for the week... Zzz... So tulanz I logoff and close the damn bloody page... The feeling is DAMN sucky!! Worse than how I felt when I lost last week! To see the money actually coming into your pocket and you let it slip away last minute! KNN!! I am so sorry darling! =(

So, logoff the bloody web... No more mood for GB already.. I started surfing. Then I remembered PaperGirlsShop. Went to peep for some new arrivals. The nice ones always go out of stock.. Zzz

I like this!!

This one nice! But out of stock for this colour! Zzz.. They left the brown ones.. I hope they will restock this colour. The prints actually not very interesting. But I like the pocket.

This not bad too!

This one is in stock! They have other colours. I think this pink is nice. Hmm... I'm not the girly girly type lah.. But if you see the other colours, you'll think this is better. LOL.. They grey one is not bad too. Any sponsors?? Muahaha... They are at http://www.papergirlsshop.blogspot.com/
(Pss.. Pss... If you buying for me... Help me ask about the other one if they have stocks again.. =Þ)

I just added a stupid counter to my blog. I just wanna get it done right away.. No time to go around looking for a nice one. Well.... free things where got nice one?? I mean.. at least a counter with a smaller advertisement. This one I have here is so big.. Bigger than the counter... I actually chose the simplest and smallest pattern.. My bo liao blog so little people come, put so big counter buay paiseh ah!! -_-"

I am feeling so damn bloody sianz now.... Come on!! Forget about just now the damn Kansas!! Go sleep! Wake up later go gai gai with darling!! Arghh!!

Not interesting me.....

I slept the whole of yesterday from 4:00PM to this morning 1:00AM.... LOL.. The night before I went out with Christa. Woohoo!!! 稀客!! Lol... She was complaining hungry and feeling moody.. So I drag her out... We went for chicken rice at Boon Tong Kee then to.... Geo of course!! Where else would I want to go in the night!!

It's probably a place she is not interested to go. I don't know really... Since she doesn't drink and smoke... And she doesn't fancy dance music... Oh yah.. she classifies them as NOISE! Lol.. But maybe just because she is feeling damn sianz that's why she obliged?? I thought it would be better for her to come out once a while and meet some different people and learn some different things. 我不是在教坏她hor!!

Anyway we spent few hours at Geo, she watching the band and chatting with me. I hoped she enjoyed herself and would want to go with me again another time.. LOL!! If not I am always there alone! SIBEH SIANZ!

I still haven't book the tickets for the Kumar show. It's so far away from now and I wonder if I will still be interested to go during then.

Another Youtube stuff to share with you. This guy damn funny! Lol!



You understand this?? Lol... I need to watch the 2nd time to understand it though. At first I didn't know what he was blabbering about changing his voice here and there. He's cool!

I'm still coughing away. But maybe on the way to recovering.. Yes? No? Probably because I am on medication so it gives me the feeling I'm gonna recover soon.. LOL... But sometimes I still coughing like mad! Two more days to go to finish the dosage. Hopefully by then the cough will stop.

I go koon liao......

Yoooozzzz!!!

Wah!! I very long no blog again!! LOL!! No mood lah!! KNN... Last week lost alot!! Anyway, it's over.. Don't wanna talk about it!

As sianz as it can be, or you can say, as normal as it can be.. Nothing special happened for the past few days. Except for that idiotic person who kick/ban me in #Dr3ams again! Don't want mention his name this time but you know who lah.. I think his name bring me bad luck!

I never go to much places this week. So, no photos!

I'm still coughing!!!!!!!! Finally Hanzi brought me to see doctor last night. So expensive.. Doctor gave me some special antibiotics.. 5 tablets $60... One day each tablet.. Hopefully by the 5th day will recover.. If not need Xray.. kaoz!

Last few days I tried to clear my mails. Mostly junks lah... But interesting junks! Not to mention, many Youtube links. Whenever you have no aim for doing anything, you'll start to drift away. I was supposed to clear my mails.. I ended up surfing Youtube.. LOL.. And I shared some nice ones in IRC... Then ^Alizee^ shared this one with me. I think it's very well done!! Just posted in Youtube for 2 days and it has started a wave!!



It's done by a Malaysian chinese from Muar. He's currently studying in Taiwan. News report in Malaysia says the government is going to take action on him for desecrating the national anthem by renaming it from Negaraku to Negarakuku, and also remixing the music plus changing the lyrics. His lyrics got sacarstic meaning... But I think it's cool!! Probably the remixing and changing the lyrics parts is really against the law, but the meaning of his lyrics is reflecting the truth lor!!!

Then I found some segments from Dick Lee's 2004 concert. Very nice too!





Wooo!! "Bcos u see~~ His father's u know who~~ Not Lee Kuan Mee~~ But Lee Kuan ....." LOL





I LOVE KUMAR!!! I like the part "Take out your sari... I take out aledy... TAKE OUT!!" LOL!!!

Looking at these shots on Youtube give me the idea of going for some theatre performance. Then I went Esplanade website to check out the current and upcoming events. Then I saw KUMAR!!! Wahaha!! I WANT TO GO!! Tickets just on sale yesterday. Showing this coming 5th, 6th, 7th of October! Haha!! I already book with Hanzi liao!! I asked if he can come out early on one of these dates to go. He say ok!! I going to book the tickets at SISTIC online later! Hehehe...

The stupid Piggy... Sibeh dirty liao.. Must throw him in washing machine soon... Dirty on the outside.. and dirty on the inside I think.. LOL... Bcos I hug him to sleep.. Everytime wake up I find his jumpers slipped off.. Kaoz.. Huh?! No!! Not me!! I didn't do it!! Not in my dreams also hor!! LOL!! =Þ

VERY PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went out at 4:00AM to meet Hanzi for some food. Just came home and realised my room's door is locked! Zzzz... I remembered I didn't lock it!!! My father must have came in! This make me paranoid!!!!! I start to feel annoyed and disturbed!!

Fine! I try not to think about it. And since I just reach home, I went toilet. I didn't close my room's door. And so happened when I was in the toilet, my mother woke up! Went into my room and dig my stuffs! FUCK UP!! I HATE THIS!! I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE TO ENTER MY ROOM WITHOUT MY CONSENT!!!!! Then she started to make noise about everything in my room and say why the fuck I always hide in my room the whole fucking day and this and that!!!! Early in the morning when the sun's not out yet kpkb!? CCB!! Don't stay in the room then do what? Sleep in toilet ah? The hall only got TV and I don't watch TV! My room also got TV! I got my computer and bed! I ask her to stop it and talk another time!! Tried pushing her out of the room but she so stubborn!! TULANZ!!

What a bad start of the day!!! KNN!!

Earlier I was also pissed by an idiotic guy in IRC. Zzz... I really don't want to get too involved in IRC issues. WTF?! IRC?! Out of trend already lor!! Who still bother about IRC nonsense nowadays!! Not that I want to bother, but this guy damn sick!! He is so fucking serious about IRC and he get very personal and abuse his access.

Nowadays I frequent and park in #Asianbookie and #Dr3ams. And also #LeSaint, which is my own channel. #Asianbookie is a popular channel for punters going there to get the fastest livescores and also share picks plus talk cock. #Dr3ams is a channel own by my friend whom I got to know from #Asianbookie. And this person call `sayu` is an admin of #Asianbookie. He also has access and park in #Dr3ams because he know the owner too.

Just now this `sayu` had a dispute in #Dr3ams with another member known as Obigood. Both scolding each other and in the end `sayu` kick/ban Obigood. Childish!! All of us are friends and we ALL know the owner, should respect the owner. So I unban Obigood. And this `sayu` warn me not to interfere and say I sided Obigood. He deop me and later even removed my access from #Dr3ams! Damn childish!! And no give face at all!! I am also owner's friend!!

Here's an abstract cut out from different parts, because in between many people talked rubbish:
<@`sayu`> sane ,u dun try to intefere ok?
<@`sayu`> sane,u r being 1 sided
<@`sayu`> dun u c wat he said just now to me?
<@Sane> COME ON LAH FUCK!! HERE IS ONLY IRC LAH!! DUN GET SO SERIOUS LAH.. U DUN LIKE HIM U CAN DUN TALK TO HIM.. JUS NOW HE ALSO NO TALK TO U..... HERE IS ONLY IRC!!!!!! IRC IS ONLY SOME KIDDY PLAY!! WE COME HERE FOR SEE SCORES XCHANGE PICKS N CHAT.. DUN STIR SO MANY THINGS LAH
<@Sane> i no side him
<@Sane> yes he talk very XIA LAN
<@Sane> u can jus ignore him
* `sayu` sets mode: -o Sane
<@`sayu`> sane for ir info i hv REMOVE UR XS
<@`sayu`> sane for ir info i hv REMOVE UR XS
<@`sayu`> sane for ir info i hv REMOVE UR XS
<+Sane> FINE i am RICHARDS FRIEND GO AHEAD
<+Sane> FINE i am RICHARDS FRIEND GO AHEAD
<+Sane> u see not i one sided?? its bcos `sayu` is really very sick! he always prejudice.. i wonder how old he is.. IT IS ONLY IRC here?! jus bcos he got access.. he do things n behave like primary school prefects
<+Sane> like that also wan remove my access
<+Sane> fine lah
<+Sane> only irc
<+Sane> u slowly dip in here lah

Then I part the channel #Dr3ams. Actually someone already added back my access, but i just tulanz so I never join back. But later I kena kick/ban from #Asianbookie also!! CCB!! Sibeh tulanz!!

[22:36] * You were kicked from #asianbookie by `sayu` ([21:44] <+Sane> u see not i one sided?? its bcos `sayu` is really very sick! he always prejudice.. <---dun flame admin)

See that?!?! Somemore got the cheek to quote what I say?? It just prove me right because he OBVIOUSLY abusing his authority. #Dr3ams is a private channel. Whatever happened there has got nothing to do with #Asianbookie! He abuse his access and kick ban me there. And he warned everyone not to unban me in both channels!! SICK ASS!! He admin big deal ah?! Then he start flaming me... He went to tell everyone saying that I held grudges against him because he refused to help me as a supporter for the registration of my channel!! Which I didn't!! And about registering my channel issue, has happened LONG AGO!! I did not even think about it anymore! And I am NOT THE petty type and get angry over him for not helping!!

Here's the conversation!! I GOT LOG AS PROOF OK!!!!!

<`Sane> i put u as supporter to register a channel ok?
<`sayu`> wat channel?
<`sayu`> cant
<`Sane> my own channel
<`Sane> ?
<`Sane> cannot
<`Sane> cannot?
<`sayu`> coz tat call inviting
<`Sane> ............
<`sayu`> where?
<`Sane> ..................
<`Sane> -.-
<`Sane> i from #dr3ams leh
<`sayu`> i know
<`Sane> jus help to register nia u say inviting
<`Sane> nvm
<`sayu`> wat channel?
<`Sane> hmm
<`Sane> i still thinking
<`Sane> but i need put ppl with registered nick mah
<`Sane> i mean
<`Sane> if u so particular about it
<`Sane> then nvm
<`Sane> i look for other ppl
<`sayu`> lol
<`Sane> ?
<`sayu`> me partucilar?
<`Sane> yah u say cannot.. u say its inviting.. z
<`sayu`> op at AB hv rules la.. (AB stands for Asianbookie)
<`Sane> .................
<`Sane> i dun care u are op where
<`Sane> i ask u as a friend in dr3ams leh
<`Sane> but if u think got conflict then nvm lor
<`Sane> anyway asianbookie also not some government association.. why so particular?? lol.. here is only IRC...
<`Sane> but then
<`Sane> if u scared ppl find out
<`Sane> then got conflicts
<`Sane> then nvm i will look for other ppl lor
<`sayu`> i m trying 2 b friendly to u
<`Sane> ?? i am also trying to be friendly
<`sayu`> so u dun need to say such 'harsh' words
<`sayu`> so u dun need to say such 'harsh' words,ok?
<`Sane> wat do u mean?? when did i use harsh words?
<`sayu`> forget it,small matter
<`Sane> ok nvm
<`Sane> thanks anyway

This conversation was SOOO LONG AGO!! I admit that after this conversation with him, I did have an unpleasant impression of him. Because I find this person wierd! WTF?! It's ONLY IRC... And he take things so seriously! He take his admin status in #Asianbookie so seriously!! And I believe ALL OF YOU will feel the same way as me if you were to know that he is ACTUALLY 41 YEARS OLD!!! He tell people he is 41 years old... WTF?! 41 years old so bothered about IRC stuffs!! But then I swear I was never angry with him because he don't want to help. But because of the incident that happened just now. He go around telling people that I sided Obigood because I am angry with him for rejecting to help me. He said I spoke to him harshly when he rejected me.. Zzzz.. Really sick ass!! I think HE IS the one who was angry with me because he thought that I spoke to him harshly!! He is the one holding grudges!! 贼喊抓贼 or whatever you call lah!! Damn petty and so NOT gentleman of him!!!

But come to think of it... SO WHAT?! SO WHAT even if I am angry with him because he didn't help me to register my channel?! I didn't do anything to him at all!! Just because of me angry I should get banned? I never did anything to him at all!! I only said that he abused his authority AFTER he removed my access from #Dr3ams! And what is the reason to remove my access?! Just because I unbanned his enemy? He is TOTALLY CHILDISH AND UNREASONABLE!! He just tell people I held grudges against him, his reason for banning me!! What an lousy excuse!!! And later he quote what I said to kick/ban me in #Asianbookie?! I already sick of him and don't want to bother about him so I parted #Dr3ams. He still knn kick/ban me in #Asianbookie. Make me very pissed!!!!

I went to Asianbookie Forum and post my complaint under the Suggestions Section. I pasted part of the log and file for my injustice!!! Very soon the other admin saw my thread and unbanned me! I think `sayu` must be damn pissed because he must haved warned by the higher admin not to abuse his authority. Now he cannot do anything to me in #Asianbookie!! Lalalalalala.... But he pban me in #Dr3ams and he coming up with new excuse to cover for his childish act!! He say what I posted at the forum, part of the contents are wrong.. So he pissed... So what? Like that got reason to ban me?? Come on lah!! Stop making himself look like a fool with all these 小动作!! He was the one who ban me first, that's why I post in forum!! Now he say because I post the provoking stuffs that's why I deserve the ban!? DUMBASS!!

Another friend from #Dr3ams nicknamed BOOZ wanted to be peace maker. He invited me to a private channel and also invited `sayu` in. Here's the log....

* Now talking in #jp
* sayusayme has joined #jp
<@BOOZ> can we haf a peaceful talk?
<@BOOZ> pls all r grown up
<+sayusayme> fuck u!
<@BOOZ> sayu
<@BOOZ> don like tt
<@BOOZ> gif me face
<@BOOZ> pls
<+sayusayme> BOOZ
<@BOOZ> she din even say a single word
<@BOOZ> u say a fuck u liao
<@BOOZ> buay gam tio boh
<+sayusayme> "I am writing here because I felt injustice. I just want to be unbanned from #Asianbookie. And I don't want to be kicked or banned in future by `sayu` with this same reason. I think it has got no link with #Asianbookie. By the way, the member who quarrelled with `sayu` also get kick/ban from #Asianbookie without fail! Sometimes he enter #Asianbookie, after few minutes when "someone" realise he is there, he will get kick/ban without reasons! I think..." (he pasted this part of what I posted in the forum)
<+sayusayme> u think sane is right about obigood?
<+sayusayme> u think sane is right about obigood?
<+sayusayme> u think sane is right about obigood?
<+sayusayme> u think sane is right about obigood?
<+Sane> lol
<+sayusayme> u think sane is right about obigood?
<+sayusayme> u think sane is right about obigood?
<@BOOZ> enuff sayu
<@BOOZ> i saw it alot tme
<@BOOZ> sane did nth wrong
<@BOOZ> she jus unban the ban
<@BOOZ> she also duno anything ma
<+sayusayme> did nothing wrong?
<+sayusayme> did nothing wrong?
<@BOOZ> i nt siding any1
<+sayusayme> did nothing wrong?
<+sayusayme> did nothing wrong?
<@BOOZ> u don flood
<@BOOZ> pls pls
<@BOOZ> calm down
<+sayusayme> u blind ah?
<+sayusayme> u blind ah?
<+Sane> ok u tell me wat wrong i did.. simple
<@BOOZ> yea
<+Sane> jus tell me wat wrong?
<@BOOZ> say it out
<+Sane> name it
<+sayusayme> u din c wat she said in forum ah?
<+sayusayme> u din c wat she said in forum ah?
<+sayusayme> u din c wat she said in forum ah?
<@BOOZ> die also die with honour
<+Sane> wat i said? which part wrong?
<+Sane> wat i said? which part wrong?
<@BOOZ> can both don flood
<@BOOZ> tolong
<+sayusayme> wat i hv pasted just now
<@BOOZ> peace la
<@BOOZ> y like tt?
<+Sane> tell me which part wrong?? wat's the wrong thing about it?
<+sayusayme> By the way, the member who quarrelled with `sayu` also get kick/ban from #Asianbookie without fail! Sometimes he enter #Asianbookie, after few minutes when "someone" realise he is there, he will get kick/ban without reasons! I think it is very unfair. We always follow channel rules.. So don't anyhow kick/ban for personal reasons. I hope you all look into this. Thank you! (he quote the same thing again... also dunno wat he mean.. i dun see wat's wrong!!)
<@BOOZ> because of me coming in
<+sayusayme> TQ,BOOZ for trying to make peace!
<+Sane> dun jus paste wat i written.. tell me directly wat i said is wrong?
<+sayusayme> TQ,BOOZ for trying to make peace!
<+sayusayme> TQ,BOOZ for trying to make peace!
<@BOOZ> ok sayu answer her
<+sayusayme> but for now,i m damn hot
<+sayusayme> but for now,i m damn hot
<+sayusayme> but for now,i m damn hot
<+sayusayme> but for now,i m damn hot
<@BOOZ> people die also die with reason ma
<@BOOZ> people die also die with reason ma
<@BOOZ> gif her a reason
<@BOOZ> i know u r a wise man
<@BOOZ> :)
<@BOOZ> cultured (cultured?! My ASS!!)
<+sayusayme> did she paste was is degrading to her in forum
<+sayusayme> did she paste was is degrading to her in forum? (lousy england!! dunno wtf he talking!)
<+sayusayme> TQ,BOOZ for trying to make peace!
<+sayusayme> TQ,BOOZ for trying to make peace!
<@BOOZ> she jus feel she did nth wrong n u pban her
<+sayusayme> but for now,i m damn hot
<+sayusayme> but for now,i m damn hot
<@BOOZ> if she really did wrong
<@BOOZ> u pban her
<@BOOZ> its okie
<@BOOZ> at least she know the reason
<@BOOZ> tio boh
<+sayusayme> plz allow me to cool down 1st
<+sayusayme> plz allow me to cool down 1st
<+sayusayme> plz allow me to cool down 1st
<+Sane> so simple... #dr3ams is NOT your channel.. NOT my channel also.. we are all zhangfei's friend.. unless those stupid bot come n in spam rubbish.. if not we dun anyhow kick/ban each other.. tat's why i unban obigood.. and u remove my access for that? not abusing ur access?
<@BOOZ> u calm down la sayu
<+sayusayme> By the way, the member who quarrelled with `sayu` also get kick/ban from #Asianbookie without fail! Sometimes he enter #Asianbookie, after few minutes when "someone" realise he is there, he will get kick/ban without reasons! I think it is very unfair. We always follow channel rules.. So don't anyhow kick/ban for personal reasons. I hope you all look into this. Thank you! (WTF! Quote me again.. i don't see his point.. he can only kpkb!!)
<+sayusayme> wat did she write above?
<+sayusayme> wat did she write above in forum?
<+sayusayme> wat did she write above in forum?
<+sayusayme> TQ,BOOZ for trying to make peace!
<+sayusayme> plz allow me to cool down 1st
<+sayusayme> bye
* +sayusayme has left #jp
<@BOOZ> ...
<+Sane> excuse me.. u kick ban me BEFORE i post in forum
<+Sane> excuse me.. u kick ban me BEFORE i post in forum
<@BOOZ> sane
<@BOOZ> i will cool him down
<+Sane> bcos kick ban tat's why i post in forum ok
<+Sane> no need cool him
<+Sane> i dun need to please him
<+Sane> its his fault
<+Sane> u look at him
<+Sane> how old liao
<@BOOZ> yea i will tell him
<@BOOZ> no worry
<+Sane> still behave like that
<+Sane> thanks for arranging this
<+Sane> but then u see
<@BOOZ> i gif face to fei
<+Sane> its HIM who dun give a damn
<+Sane> i find him a bastard idiot and childish.. but bcos i give zhangfei face
<+Sane> and since u wan make peace n invite us
<+Sane> i also give u face
<+Sane> but he knn 40yrs old man cannot oblige?
<+Sane> go n tell him
<+Sane> dr3ams is not his channel
<+Sane> dun suka suka kick ban ppl
<@BOOZ> yea i know i know
<@BOOZ> let him calm
<+Sane> i go off liao thanks
<+Sane> bye
Session Close: Thu Jul 12 02:35:10 2007

Look at this idiot!!! Damn fuck up attitude!! All he can do is KPKB!!! I think he suffer badly from infiority complex!! He just get angry I also dunno because of what! He also cannot name it.. He can only make noise here and there!!

Anyway I still have access in #Dr3ams. I unbanned myself but I am not going back there until the channel owner is back to bring me justice!! So what he is #Asianbookie admin?! CCB.. Only an admin of an IRC channel nia.. KNN IRC nia!!! Big deal ah?! His admin status can sell for money ah?! Tomorrow he claypot and lose all his assets can use his IRC access to pay ah?! GET A LIFE LAH!! DISGUSTING, CHILDISH, LAME AND IDIOTIC MAN!!! 没有风度!!!

Wish of the day:
POWER POWER UP!! BLUE NUMBERS!!!!!
CLAYPOT FOR `sayu`!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzz.... =(

I just woke up a while ago... SIANZ!!! Feeling moody and down and lousy and sucky and SIANZ!!!

Last night I DID NOT GET TO MEET HANZI!!! =(

Wasted one off day because of the DAMN COUGH SYRUP!!! I was coughing and coughing until damn jia lat! I took 10ml of cough syrup which sent me drowsy and giddy. Couldn't wait for him to come out!!! Because of this I am feeling so depressed now! The cough syrup doesn't solve the problem and I'm still coughing away. The cough is damn bad!! With every cough, the muscles of my lower abdomen will cramp up just to force out a cough. Now I coughed too much that they ache so badly. I HATE THIS!!! =(

Upset upset upset upset!!!!!!

Wish of the day:
POWER UP EVEN MORE!! I want to see the THE BLUE NUMBERS!!!

Sleepy!!!

Waiting for Hanzi to come out now... Dunno going where! I just took cough syrup.. VERY SLEEPY!!!!! SHIT!!

While waiting for him, I just did this.. Enjoy...

Wish for the day:
POWER UP!! BLUE NUMBERS!!!! =)

I hate coughing but I LOVE goose liver!!!

Argh!!! My cough just won't go away!! Been coughing and coughing as if choked. Now I cough til my muscle start to ache! Dunno what you call lah... but the muscle below the waist near the hip bones... right and left start to ache.. Zzz...

Yesterday was Monday, so Hanzi get to come out early. We went for dinner as usual... But the unusual thing is... we went dinner at Garibaldi Italian Restaurant & Bar!!!! Classy sia!!!! Sofian, his ex staff is working there. Last week Sofian came to Geo and had invited us to go there to try their food. Actually I never intend to go because I guessed it would be expensive. But guess what, Sofian kena toto yesterday and Hanzi had to go down and to pass him his winnings. So it's on Sofian's treat! LOL...

The restaurant is at the shop houses along Purvis Street. Classy and simple look on the outside with valet parking. I forgot to take pictures on that. Entrance to it is a small chill out bar with tall tables and chairs. We sat there for a drink. He had a beer and me a coke.

Here's the dining area.

Waiting for our food... He look pretty seh!

Sofian showed us the menu but we have no idea what to order. The food are pretty pricy!! Appetizers or main course all range from $39 to $45. We don't know what's nice so we just let Sofian decide for us.

Here comes the starters!!!

Wow!! See that?! Goose liver and scallops!!! The taste is heavenly good especially the goose liver topped with peach!!! The scallops in mushroom sauce!! It's REALLY appetizing!! We almost licked the plates clean! Lol...

The starters really boosted our appetite! Waited a while before the first main course came up. So, when it came we just chomp and I forgot to take photos!! Lol... Nevertheless I took this...

He eating the pasta...

Pasta was nice also. Sofian arranged two small portion for us in case we can't finish because there's more to come! One portion is the spinach pasta with duck meat. Another with lobster meat!! Yummy!!!

Went for a smoke and came back for the 2nd main course. Picture a bit blur... But look at him......

Silly pose!! LOL!! Smile until cannot see the eyes!! Lobster!!

A closer look!

This mine... Sea Bass I think so..

The lobster is very yummy... He digged the body and head.. He finished everything because he love seafood! Mine tasted so so only.. Maybe because I don't fancy fish. Or probably I tried his lobster first and the seasoning and spice masked my tongue.

We shared a Panna Cotta for dessert. I always loved Panna Cotta!! So when it was served, I was so excited I took my spoon and dipped in halfway he said, "你不要拍照啊?" LOL.... And so I took out my phone again and snapped the first picture but the flash was too bright and before I can take another one again he also buay tahan liao and want to steal a bit. He itchy hand go and messed up the decoration! LOL!!

Panna Cotta!!

Dessert was also served with a drink. He had a coffee and Sofian gave me a sweet wine. OMG!! We were damn full lor!! Both of us complained sleepy!! PIG!! The first time he complain buay tahan!! He ate toooo much!! I was supposed to join him at Geo, but after the food I felt REALLY VERY SLEEPY!!! LOL!! So I went home.. and really coma.. hahahaha!!

Tonight his off day again. Dunno will be going where. Hope it will be an enjoyable date!

Still Sick!!! And angry!!!!

I didn't know I have my own group of blog fans. And they start coming to ask me why I never update here! Lol... I have been coughing and coughing and coughing for the past two weeks. So damn bloody restless and sick! Where got mood to update blog!?!? Now still coughing but feeling much better...

Nothing really exciting about my life lah! Been lazing at home playing games and sleeping for the past two weeks. Some nights when I felt better I went to Geo. And this picture of him I took last Wednesday when I was there.

Handsome or not!?

And in 2 minutes it became like this with my phone! =Þ

A Malaysian friend which I just got to know from Gunbound came to my blog and asked me if I very proud of my darling ah?! Lol!! Everywhere his photos! But then you see ah... these photos all taken with my phone leh.. Therefore, I am the photographer! Then who take for me?!?! I not the vain type leh... Bo dai bo ji pass people my phone ask them snap for me meh?! Dunhill also complain say too little of my pictures on this blog! Anyway that day downstairs of Geo, I took another picture of him at the fountain.

Low lightings and my flashlight not strong enough..

Then he say take one for me... so I passed him the phone and then.......

Zzzzz

Neh!! You see how my photos appear!!! Sianz... Not even a nice one... So I also don't bother to publish my pictures here lah!!

I don't usually go shopping for clothes and accessories. (I told u i not vain mah! =Þ) Anyway Last Saturday was 07/07/07 and so damn many people got married on that day not only in Singapore, I think around the world!! My cousin also had his customary marriage that day. I hate attending dinners!! I NO CLOTHES TO WEAR!! LOL!! The last time I went dinner was Humphrey's treat at a member's club, I borrowed a dress from Ah Mei!! Zzz.. And so I went for last minute shopping in the end didn't see anything I like. So I settled with whatever I have in my wardrobe. But I bought this messenger bag for use. I think look simple and chio, suitable for all kinds of occassion.

Nice??

A few days before this Jason called me and say he's got voucher for Adidas. Asked if I got anything to buy. So we went to the Adidas boutique at Vivo City. The things are so expensive and I don't really need any sports outfit or shoes. Before I started work at Onesome, I just bought a pair of Von Dutch. (Oh yah!! I haven't show u my Von Dutch!!) Anyway, I bought a sling bag for carrying my rubbish once a while.

Black with grey design...

Inside the flap...

My Von Dutch!! Chio!!!

Yesterday I also went to Vivo City, but with Hanzi. He wanted to bring me for food and shopping. But by the time he reach this area, the shops are almost closing.. Zzz.. We had dinner first.. Ate at one of the japanese restaurant. Ala Carte buffet!!! Sashimi!!! Shiok but he don't look interested... Zzz... He long had mentioned that he saw a jacket at Converse with stripes very nice and he wanted to buy for me. So after food we went to Converse boutique. Couldn't find the one he saw so I chose another piece. The sales staff say its new arrival.

Beige with orange strips... =)

I complained the little pig ornament hanging on my mobile is getting dirty. He said buy a new one. After Converse he complained stomachache. By the time he came out from toilet the shops all closed. =( I sat at one corner of the mall waiting for him to come out. Somehow or rather I felt so damn moody and disappointed because I felt another wasted date. Only had dinner and never get to shop around. I was very very disappointed. When he came out and saw me sulking he start to get impatient. He asked what's wrong but I just keep quiet. He will NEVER understand how I feel! So little chance to go out earlier but always wasted and never get to spend the time usefully.

We took MRT to Clarke Quay. On the way he just give me the pekchek face because I was very quiet and gave the moody look. Then he start mumbling things, pissed me more! Again asked what's wrong and ask me chut simi pattern! I very pissed. Reaching Geo downstairs he made me so pissed I finally open my mouth and talk. And when I talk he fucking just walk away and saying I making a fool of us by creating a scene! FUCK! I was damn bloody angry and throw the Converse paperbag on the floor and say I don't want it! I walk away. He never bother to follow. I just kept walking in the rain towards the reversed bungee area and he sms me say I crazy woman and ask if I am sick!?! I sat at the bench there in the rain and called him back and quarrel. I said I am NOT CRAZY and stop calling me crazy! I said I am not 5 years old kid that you just bring me out for food and anyhow buy me one item and you think I should be contented and grateful! I didn't really ask for too much. But forever going out he is always so preoccupied in the mind and think of betting betting BETTING! At dinner he was listless and not much appetite, then walking around the shops he only talk about betting. Has he pay attention to my concern or not?! And when he came out of the toilet and saw me kept quiet, he only get impatient and tell me more things to piss me off! I just felt that we have so little time to go out and everytime wasted away. I shouted over the phone to him. I said IF he don't feel like coming out with me then DON'T come out! I don't like it if he come out and feel like a slave or torture trying to entertain me!! Always lose money and give me the moody look and never pay attention when I try to talk to him! But I thought this I helped him win and cover alot, I thought he would be in good mood and cheerful!! But then KNN I continued sitting at the bench in the rain and quarrelled with him until finally he asked where I was and asked me to walk back. I didn't tell him where I was I just put down the phone and sent him these sms.

"You always say you don like to waste time. But I feel you FUCKING WASTE ALOT OF TIME! U NEVER MAKE GOOD USE OF THE TIME AT ALL!"

"you always think of gambling! Fuck up! Time to company family you also think gamble. Time to company me you also think of gamble! You have the fucking whole sunday and saturday afternoon to gamble! THINK SO MUCH GAMBLE FOR FUCK! YOU SPEND SO MUCH TIME THINK OF GAMBLE, GOT WIN OR NOT? WASTE TIME, GAMBLE N LOSE MONEY SPOIL YOUR OWN MOOD!" - and it it in turn affects my mood too...

"I know you wan to win some money to cover back. But do you know you EVERY WEEK LOSE OR NOT! NO WIN MONEY ALREADY VERY JIA LAT, BUT YOU STILL LOSE MONEY! WHY YOU SO STUPID! AND YOU SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON GAMBLE STILL HAVE TO LOSE MONEY! SPEND TIME ON GAMBLE AND NO TIME COMPANY FAMILY, NO PAY ATTENTION TO THEM, NO PAY ATTENTION TO ME. JUST BCOS U BUSY GAMBLING TO LOSE MONEY! STUPID FUCK!"

"And you still say ppl waste time? YOU ARE FUCKING WASTING YOUR TIME! At least I nothing to do i rest my mind. But you knn so much things to do, spend your time and get pekchek over soccer and horse and still have to lose money! WASTE TIME!"

While quarreling with him, one of the Geo staffs was on the way to work. He walked pass probably saw me and told him where I was. So he came and look for me. Asked me follow him back to Geo. We didn't talk until later when I calmed down. And he start to talk about punting and want to punt again. Zzz... And we had another small quarrel. I said why he must be such an idiot!? Always never listen to me! I am NOT dominating kind or expect him to follow my instructions! But once in a while I forbid him to do some things is for HIS SAKE!! I talk until i damn pissed I had to shout. And he say I he hate people raising the voice at him. BUT WTF?! I started off with nice tone but he NEVER listened!! And it's not the first time I told him the same thing! Since months ago I started advising him and talk to him nicely!! He NEVER ever followed once!!! And so I get more and more impatient! And since he never once listened to me, still dare to complain I am not patient with him!!! WTF?! I told him we already winning quite a lot for the week, just skip betting for the day. Monday can collect money. He agreed and said he won't bet.

Later around 4:00am the Mexico match started he bet again!!! Zzzz.. And LOST! CCB.. I very pissed! See!! This what I mean!! He will NEVER listen and next moment he will repeat again! I REALLY don't want to lose my temper or say unsoothing words to him when he lose money, but I can't help it and I want to point it out ON THE SPOT! We just quarrelled over it a while ago and he can do it AGAIN! You tell me how can I not get pissed?!? Damn! Testing my patience! Anyway, I lectured him again which this time he no reason to argue back, just kept quiet. Seriously, I am not trying to control him. But sometimes tell him things out of good will and worry for him, but he just want to do it his own way! Anyway I really insist and make noise to stopped him from betting for the rest of the day!

Sianz!! Last week win money today can collect but still have to suffer unhappiness with all these nonsense! Last two weeks lucky to win money! Today losing.. Zzz.. But hopefully end of week also WIN!