Saturday, February 23, 2013

Hello...

Again, it's been quite some time I last blogged. I even failed my promise to update the Project365... In real life, where got everyday so interesting wah lau!!! - True story... Lol..

Almost 3 months into the new job and it has been confirmed that I am not going back to the previous one. No more worries about paying bills as income is doubled and less expenses involved at work - only fueled my car once every 2 to 3 weeks and no need for day license to drive the car. That's about $600 of savings a month!! I could use it for some shopping... =X

When I had little income, I stressed over making ends meet. Not enough money for clearing all the bills every month and I didn't care much about other debts because I couldn't afford at all. Now that I earn more, I don't have to worry about the bills and I can start to manage my debts. Sometimes I have this irresponsible thinking of not clearing my debts because I could use the money to enjoy myself!! Lol... No no!! That's just a thought!! I am now stressing myself to clear my debts fast, but at the same time I'm also saving a lot. In fact, the rate of my saving is higher than clearing debts. I have to do this because I don't know how long more I can continue to earn this amount of income. I need to save for rainy days.
From records (yes.. I'm keeping an account of my finance), I've been spending about $400 to $500 a month on cigarettes and misc, $100 to $300 for dining out, $100 to $300 on necessities and household stuffs. The total is quite high a personal expense but I hadn't really spend on "shopping". I really need some new clothes and shoes for work. Looking at here if I quit smoking, I could have 2 new sets of clothes each month or maybe clear my debts faster. But sorry to all my debtors, I can't quit smoking yet!! Lol...

Work hasn't been too hard. Reached home from work about 5AM, sometimes later due to play and breakfast. I'm still lazy as usual. Room is messy than hell. I didn't tidy, not even for the CNY!! Recently I had some kind of insomnia (well... I always had) that no matter how tired I am, I would sleep for 1 to 2 hours and wake up not able to get to sleep again - not until when it's time for work! Crap!!

The doctor has reviewed my mum's condition after 3 sessions of chemo. Result was good as most of the cancer in the liver has gone. It's now suitable for the surgery to remove the rest of the cancer and it's scheduled on 5th March. I am a lousy daughter as I didn't really care much about her during these time. Everyday I wake up I'd laze in the room until time to go work, after work I come home and sleep... I hope she really gets well after this liver surgery.