No Resolutions!!!!

Haiz... Another year past... Last day of 2007 today... I don't look forward to anything next year! Zzz... Oh... Maybe one... I hope my mountain of clothes be cleared and sit nicely in the wardrobe! Muahahaha... I haven't iron and pack them yesterday... xD

Yesterday was supposed to iron the clothes... I ended up in bed.. Supposed to meet Hanzi for dinner at Waraku also!! He came out early and waited downstairs my house for half an hour!! Kept calling me but couldn't wake me up!! Argghh!! I feel so bad and disappointed!! Felt bad because I can't imagine how he waited downstairs... Wasted trip for him.. Disappointed because I wasted a chance to meet him early and eat something.. But I was really damn tired! =(

Just checked back at Cheree's blog... Saw the messages left by her friends at her tagboard.. Many said nice skin!! Of course lah!! Knn I do one leh! One said it's nicer than hers... Omg.. Needless to say lor! All of them just rip off the codes from some sites and there is NO DESIGN at all!! Just the codes for layout.. And they all like the same kind of stupid layout all squeezed to one side of the screen with tiny wordings... And they have NO COLOUR SENSE and NO ARTISTIC SENSE!! Zzzz... I only anyhow do one also better than them lah!! Heeheee... =X

This morning I think I replied Gross a SMS too harsh? I don't know.. Some things no matter how you phrase, it would not sound nice anyway... He asked me to top up some credits in his account... Zzzz... Few days ago he asked me to top up the last $100 credits and told me he wanted to quit betting.. He said if he ever ask me to top up again, I should ignore him.. But this time he say his brother wanna bet.. Well... I replied him I'm not 3 year old and he don't have to use his brother as excuse.... Hmmm... Did I sound harsh?

As a matter of fact, I didn't even bother to analyse if he was telling the truth or not.. LOL... It's his money you see... His choice to risk with his money... He might win, he might lose... I wouldn't know.. But I didn't feel comfortable to top up credits for him because our initial agreement was to place deposit for credits.. This week I already topped up 4 times for him without having him transfer money over.. Zzz... The agent account don't belong to me.. Even though it belong to my bf, but I shouldn't suka suka top up credits I like.... Even my own account if my credits are stucked with outstandings not yet paid out, I also won't go and top up and bet somemore...

Wah I feel very sianz today.. Dunno why I feel especially moody on special days.. Zzzz.. And with one big mountain of clothes I got to settle now.... Tonight I have no plans and no programs again.. Don't think Forkie will surprise me 2nd time.. LOL... Hanzi has to go work very early today.. I wonder if he can come out even earlier to have dinner with me.. Tonight is Geo last day at Clarke Quay and he will finish work late too... Where shall I spend my last day of 2007!!?!? Zzzz....

2nd Round!!

Sianz... 2nd round of spring clean.. Zzz... MANY CLOTHES TO IRON AND PACK!

I've finished the blogskin for Cheree.. Hehe.. This time pretty fast.. Not because I anyhow do because it's not mine lah! But her requirements very low.. She thinks those common layout is very nice.. Zzz.. So I just spent a little more time on the banner picture... Take a look here... =)

I happened to find one of my toddler photo.. OMG.. The one which I like best... But many years ago it was torn.. I used scotch tape to piece it back.. Hanzi was here this morning.. I showed him.. He say I was FAT!? WTF!?

Just woke up!! Cute leh!!!

Don't laugh!! My baby photo first time exposed!! This is call chuuubbbyyy... NOT fat ok! xD

Hanzi say he may come out early tonight... =) Then we go Central eat the Japanese pasta again! Muahaha....

Haiz... Many clothes to iron.. Knn.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

Spring clean done 90%!!!!

Wah kaoz.. Finally pack my room yesterday.. Big project man!! Spent whole day since morning to evening.. Couldn't finish everything!! I've got one BIG MOUNTAIN of clothes on my bed... Still lying there.. Too shag to fold and iron them.. Zzzz...

Heineken is having a promotion. With every purchase you collect the points coupon and redeem for some gifts.. One of the redemption booths happens to be at Clarke Quay. Hanzi got a few thousand points from Geo... Wednesday we went down to Clarke Quay early to redeem the items.. No stock!? Wtf! Have to wait for their stocks to be in the next day.. Zzz...

It was still early before his working hour.. So we hang around the area for dinner.. Went to The Central for food.. First time trying out the pasta at Pasta de Waraku.. He never like pasta and stuffs.. But he commented the pasta there very nice.. Hehehe..

Very mouth-watering deco they have.. LOL..


Forever so serious on the mobile! Zzzz


Pose for pictures also not enthusiastic.. Zzz...


Food is here!! Yummmm....

The food is really not bad!! The waitress who served us also very friendly.. At first she asked him what kind of pasta he would like.. Spaghetti or fettuccine?... Then Hanzi was like.. Huh?!.. LOL.. So she rephrased.. and ask.. Mee kia or mee pok?! LOL... The scallop & prawn pizza we had was very nice... Very thin and crispy.. Must try!!

So shagged from packing my room.. I slept whole of last night! Until morning he came after work.. After he went home I slept again.. And work up jus a while ago! LOL... Now still feeling lazy.. the clothes still occupying half of my bed! Zzz... Cheree asked me to help her with her new blogskin.. Done halfway.. Hungry and lazy now.. Probably going back to sleep.. Zzzz..

Merry Boxing Day!

Like what Yee Kiat said... Hehehe...

Christmas Day was DAMN BORING!!! At first I thought I didn't have any dates!! And then Forkie MSN me!! Omg!! So surprised!! I never expect him to be free on a special day like this... We arranged to meet up.. Called Tri asking where they are... Was buying a DIAMOND RING for Xta.. Muahaha.. She must be damn happy!

At first Tri invited me to join them dinner at M Hotel... He supposed to call me back after checking the reservation he made... And I told them I'm bringing my new boyfriend along... Then they knn never reply!! Then they say want to go romantic alone! Nabeiz!!

Forkie and me went dinner at The Soup Restaurant.. Hehehe... Actually we both prefer some western food, but too late to make any reservation for Christmas Eve... Brought him to eat Samsui Chicken... Nice!!

Finished dinner before 9PM... Kaoz!! Dunno where to go!! And we decided to go stalk Tri and Xta.. Muahaha... Took a ride in his bike... Very windy... Got my hair all tangled.. Zzz

The Scotts junction... Jam!!


Nothing to do in the jam.. Hehehe..

Oh well... Was blogging halfway, a phonecall came in... Omg!! Another surprise!! The GM from Cybercars called!! They employed someone to take a post of the GM to manage the staffings.. He asked me if I'm interested to go back work... I didn't know I was so popular?! Lol.. Wah he got very strong ang moh accent.. His england I almost couldn't catch! I bluffed him that I have a contract with Warner and will consider about it.. LOL..

Immediately after, I called Wilson and asked about the situation there... He said they advertised for quite long couldn't get lady sales.. lol.. Actually I don't mind going back to work there.. In fact, I ever considered even before the GM ask.. Now they even have a scheme with basic salary... The only thing I hesitate about is hitting sales target.. Zzz.. Collecting their salary and not selling a single car is very bad!! If I choose the old scheme without the basic salary is worse!! No sell car means no money!! Haiz.. See how lah...

And back to Christmas Eve... Went to stalk Tri and Xta... Supposed to be very cheeky and surprising.. In the end it was sort of cold... Dunno why.. They wanted to go movie after dinner.. Wah sianz.. Me and Forkie not interested... So we head for Clarke Quay..

They forgot to bring camera on such a day!! Used mine! Haha!

Clarke Quay was not as crowded as last year.. Went to watch people fly the remote kite.. Watch until we both neck tired!! Before countdown I brought him up to take a look at Geo.. No atmosphere there.. Almost wanted to head back to the bridge for countdown but Forkie say maybe too late already.. Before we reach there probably kena spray liao! LOL... So we went smoking area and past the countdown there, looking down from the windows, watch the spraying crowd downstairs...

We were damn sianz...

We been thinking very hard where to go... Finally decided to go Partyworld sing song.. Zzz... Went to the Shenton Way branch.. Since Geographer 2 is there.. So I went in wanted to greet Kenny and Steven.. Very packed there.. Ended up squeezing all the way in and couldn't find them.. But saw Vincent, the boss of Partyworld... Complained to him couldn't get a room at Partyworld... He say why never call him earlier.. Kaoz?! How would I dare to call the boss for a small room.. Zzzz... Then he ask me join him drinking after ktv... Aiyo.. And he kept SMSing me... I felt so paiseh have to oblidge.. Forkie and my ktv session ended early.. Anyway I think Forkie was tired liao and he had to ride bike home... True enough.. He blur until miss the highway exit... He knn went airport see planes alone.. No bring me!! xD

Kaoz! Supposed to snap his 神情默默 expression while singing...

Actually we did have a little fun at Partyworld.. Catching up old memories.. Seriously old.. Knn.. LOL.. Too lost touch with new songs.. We started to sing songs.. getting older and olderer.. Hahaha... Actually I enjoyed his company for I didn't see him so long... Didn't expect to see him on a special day... I hope he wasn't feeling bored..

After a short drink with Vincent at Geo 2.. He drove me down to Clarke Quay... The conversation with him at Geo 2 and the journey in his car to Clarke Quay was a little awkward.. Haiz.. But I think he was drunk lah...

Later things was very pissful.. Zzz.. Waited for Hanzi to off work.. Supposed to spend some time together.. In the end waited for nothing but just to take a free ride home in Steven's car... And I was very tired because I didn't sleep the whole day, out the whole night and still waited for him to off work at 7AM plus... Got fly aeroplane!! Disappointed! Anyway went home slept the whole Christmas noon... At night got pissed again because waited for him to meet me! Wait again!! Forever waiting!! Somemore never give me a time, and accuse me of unreasonable when I got pissed! Knn!! Ask me wait also must tell me how long wat! CB!

Finally managed to meet him 2AM plus.. Zzzz.. Went Swensen's to eat.. I ordered many things.. Fish & chips, omelette, chicken wings and ice cream... So boring and moody night.. Sianz... Hopefully tonight he can make up for it...

And err... I haven't pack my room still... Muahaha... I wanted to pack today.. But dilly dally... Then I realised I won't be able to finish in time before my father come home... So I decided tooooooooo.... Do it tomorrow.. Hehe... Really will do tomorrow.. LOL... Just now I already cleared some rubbish.. 10% done liao.. xD

It's Christmas Eve.. Zzz...

Ahem... I supposed to pack my room yesterday.. Oh... "Supposed" hor... Means I didn't do lah!! Muahaha.. =X

Wanted to do it just now but delayed until I think I won't be able to finish all in one shot.. In the end only did another round of laundry.. Hehehe.. Ok.. I "think" I will do tomorrow ok.. xD

Guess what I'm doing now?!?! Relaxing in front of my computer.. And.... Sipping red wine with foie gras!!! Song boh!!! xD Not very used to consuming alcohol in bright daylight.. I finishing the bottle sooon.... A little bit tipsy now.. Hehehe... The foie gras damn fucking nice!!

Haiz.. I no date tonight.. Sianz... Don't know what to do... What a boring Christmas.. Hopefully got some programs later..

Merry Christmas everyone! =) I wish for better days ahead!

It's Spring Clean!!!!

Aiyo!! Finally with some motivation from Gross, I decided to start packing my room.. =X

BUT.... Haven start.. Update here a bit before I start getting busy...

Friday so guai and nice of him to come out early. Went chinese soup restaurant for dinner. One of the 三盅两件 branch restaurant at Holiday Inn.. Had quite a sumptuous meal.. 3 dishes 1 soup... xD

Wah this one my favourite!!!

This Samsui Ginger Chicken damn nice!! It's just the normal Hainanese style chicken... Goes damn nice with the ginger paste.. Then wrap it in lettuce!! Yummy!! I told Alizee it's very nice, if he ever come Singapore I shall bring him there.. xD

After dinner went opposite window shopping at Far East Plaza.. Then walk down Marriot and Lucky Plaza and to Taka.... Very crowded.. He asked me what I want for Christmas.. I didn't see anything I like... Went Tiffany, he almost bought me a pair of earrings there.. LOL.. Mai siao lah.. So expensive...

Later followed him to Geo.. Omg!! Finally saw their decorations.. Christmas decorations... I remembered he told me the day after they stayed back at work to do up the decorations... He said was like vandalism... Till I see it with my own eyes.. KNN!! Really like vandalism!! Not much decorations.. Just some star lightings on the ceiling inside.. Then snow spray everywhere!! The spraying.. OMG! Zzzz..

Zzzz... Look at the entrance stairway..


Chinese!! Sibeh lok!!! LOL

Then you have Hanzi spraying a lot of "1212" inside... Zzzz... But most of them Steven already instructed the staffs to clean away liao.. LOL!!

Back in the dressing room... I saw one of the singer trying to snap a picture of himself with his handphone at the mirror... The one whom's photo look like Zhu Xiaotian from F4... (The one Shujuan drooling about..) So I helped him take a picture with my camera.. xD

Actually he look like Yan Chengxun in person..

So much of updates... Should be off to packing my room now.. Haiz.. Hopefully can finish by today.. And hopefully can maintain everything.. LOL.. I don't want to do another spring clean before CNY... =X

Another thing not to forget is dig out Ashlie's black tube and return her.. She need for dinner... LOL... Knn.. We damn miserable.. No clothes for dinner.. Always sharing around.... Ashlie.. Why don't you take my dress? Don't always wear that black tube.. My dress new one.. That day Ah Nee's wedding just bought one.. xD

As Usual Lah...

Raining again.. I hate rain.. Spoil my mood...

Today is public holiday... Don't mean a thing to me... Omg!! Christmas is just few days away!! 2007 is ending soon... What have I done this year? Nothing... =(

Slept since yesterday late noon until this morning 3AM... He finished work late today because of the Christmas decorations at Geo... Kaoz.. So late then put up decorations... Geo will be closing end of this month.. Moving to Chimes... I thought we would have a chance to go Keong Saik Street for breakfast today... I miss the bread, eggs and laksa there... He ended up at Mcdonald's with the staffs then went back with Steven.. Haiz...

Tuesday met up with Ashlie at TBP, I went to replace the battery for one of my Swatch watches... Knn!! Left too long with an empty battery.. I think the watch spoilt.. My favourite piece... Must get it repaired... Grrr...

I planned to pack my room today.. But the rain spoilt my mood for everything... So probably do it tomorrow lor.. It's not excuse ok!! xD

Been exploring and sinking ships at Battle Station on Facebook... Finished my APs in all my accounts... Sibeh sianz now!!

Another Moody Day....

Supposed to name this post "The Adventurous Little Rat"... Decided to change the content.. Had trouble uploading those pictures... And also because I suddenly got moody because the Jason Chow's MSN nick... I feel that he always leave messages on his MSN nick for me to read... Zzz...

Actually nothing much about the rat thing... There was this daring little rat exploring around with many cats eyeing at him.. The silly rat just wonder past them.. and the cats didn't even dare to touch him because I was looking at them.. Damn bo liao pictures lah...

Sunday evening he came out early and we met up for dinner... Hmm... Did we have dinner? I cannot remember now... Anyway we went TBP shop a bit.. And he made me this piece of key...

Front

Back

One piece.. Cute.. I made it for my room's key, which I just changed recently.. I mean I changed the room's lock recently.. BECAUSE I realised my father got my room's key!! Wtf?! Dunno how he got it!! I must have accidentally left the spare key in the kitchen long ago and he kept it! No wonder he had access to my room some time ago! Knn! And I only realised he got the key on Ah Nee's wedding day!!

That day.. While preparing to attend the wedding.. For some reason, I felt it wasn't safe to leave my room unlock while I go shower.. So I took out my room's key from my bunch of keys... Lock my room and brought it with me to shower.. Later forgot to put it back to the bunch and went for dinner.. After dinner came home and I was locked out of my room.. Zzzz... I panicked... It was late.. And I can't hammer the knob, my father sure kpkb because he don't like the idea of me locking my room... To my surprise... He kindly offer me his bunch of keys.. And he said, "Try this one see can or not... This one can open all the rooms' doors.." WTF?! What a lousy lie!! My room's lock was not the original one that came with the door!! I changed it long ago! As a matter of fact, I changed twice before!!! How could he be holding the key!! And where got such thing as universal key!!! I mean, not possible to have a universal key in our house!!! But then, that key he passed me, I recognised it as my room's key!! True enough, that key opened my door.. Zzzz.. CCB... Dunno since when he had been holding that bloody key.. Knn...

The next few days.. I went TBP bought a new lock again.. =Þ

So long never see Ashlie... Last night I met up with her... Went TBP for dinner.. (OMG!! My life revolve around Geo, TBP and Hanzi.. Zzzz..) Finally able to pass her the watch I bought from Bangkok.. (Btw, yet to pass Tri and Xta their t-shirts also.. =X..) Knn she say I got DOUBLE (not eyelids) BLACK EYE RINGS... Zzz.. Haiz.. I know my eyes getting worse... Dinner and chit chat at coffeeshop while waiting for Hanzi to come.. His offday...

Very nice of him to come out early... 10PM plus... Compared to many previous Tuesday, considered as early liao... Somehow or rather I was moody... As usual.. No place to go.. Zzz... Companied him to NaNa.. The new Thai disco occupying the previous MoMo... Sianz.. I very sick of the idea but I oblidged because I know he want to meet a friend there to discuss some things... He promised me it would take a while.. We spent 2 hours there and he volunteer to leave and ask me where I wanted to go... I appreciated his initiative but I was feeling damn moody and frustrated because of so many unhappy things that happened recently.. And also because.. I dunno where to go.. Zzz..

Dunno why and how we started a small arguement... I have nothing to complain.. But just that his attitude pissed me.. I was really bad mood enough and he was so insensitive and talk very xia lan... As usual he said the same thing like giving in to me and letting me have all the choices, I could've name whatever I want.. Then I rebuke with that ENG CHAI metaphor again!! OH!! This time I used GIAM CHAI!! xD (Ashlie stop laughing! Knn!)

Anyway was only a small arguement.. I was damn moody enough.. No mood even to quarrel... I only wish for some peaceful and loving time... Later at 7-11 I made him hold a card and pose a picture for me to cheer me up!! =D

Look alike or not??

Nothing To Update

Lack of updates again... Probably nobody read here anymore... Only Christa.. But it's ok.. I don't need any publicity...

I've lost track of my own life... Ever since I came back from Bangkok, things have not been very smooth... What did I do wrong over there?! But I don't believe in bomoh leh..

Very very moody days I've spent the past month... Too moody to blog down anything... I can't remember the details... Probably is my subconscious mind setting barrier by making me forget the unhappy things.. The events had been forgetten but the moody feeling stay.. Zzz... Chim or not?? I also don't know what I am talking.. Haiz...

I really don't have anything to update.. Except for him pissed me off yesterday again... Don't want to describe the details.. Just some same old shit!

Been so moody that I started to look for some old drama to catch... Just finished watching Fate Of Clairvoyant last night... Old Hongkong drama lah... Just to kill time and forget about some unhappy things a while.

I need some happy stuffs to spice up my mood... Christmas is coming... But the thought of it seems to stress me more... Christmas means new year coming... and new year means Chinese New Year coming.. Zzzz... Not that I am married and need to worry for giving out money... But don't you people realise, the older you grow, the more you hate such festivals?

I am so damn stressed now... I hope better days are soon ahead...

=(

Sianz sianz sianz!!!!!!!!!

Feeling very moody now... Supposed to be sleeping but have to fight on now...

Looking forward to Friday when he comes back... Just now he sent me an SMS before going to bed.. Was around 11PM plus... And he said everyone already turning in and the lights off liao... Have to wake up 6:15AM tomorrow.. He said WORSE THAN ARMY... LOL!!! I think he find it very miserable going tour with them... He's got so much to worry about back here.. No mood to enjoy there.. And they have to follow a tight schedule, probably not enjoyable at all..

Was raining heavily... But still I made a trip to Cyber and collected my cheque... Brought cash with me and passed Julie $300 for Jere.. Didn't even want to pass him personally.. Received an SMS from him later saying "So sweet.. Thanks.. bla bla"... I didn't even bother to reply! Hypocrite!!

I supposed to be missing Hanzi a lot... I mean... I do miss him a lot.. But now I am soooooo moody and upset until I can't think of anything now.. =(

Friday please come faster... And I want to see BLUE!!!

Moooooody....

When did I left off again? =x

So lazy to post nowadays.. As usual damn sianz.. Bad mood.. many frustrations.. Haiz... Last Saturday Xta ask me to help her take care of XB I didn't go also... Sick and moody...

Today he's flying for Hong Kong.. I want to go also!!! =(

I've been sleeping quite early these days and I wake at about morning 5AM... Yesterday was the same.. Woke up 4AM plus and then met him for breakfast and later went straight to Warner for the whole day.. After work met him for dinner and bought a pair of leggings... I always thought I never look good in them because of my plump thighs... I think I lost a lot of weight recently, I don't look so bad in leggings now.. Seriously, everybody I meet now keep telling me I lost a lot of weight... But I don't really feel so... They said I look very fragile now.. Zzz...

Just now he found excuse to leave work early, since he's flying off later... He wanted to company me... I was very tired but still I wanted to spend the time with him.. After dinner with him I went home and slept a while and woke up 4AM to meet him...

Lim's car already arrived! In fact already delivered! Fuck! And nobody tell me that the car was delivered! I wanted to do it myself... At least show that I do some work... Felt so bad that the car delayed for months... I didn't even know that the car was delivered until I called Jere...

Actually called Jere because I needed some cash badly and wanted to borrow from him... Since I have commission for this car sales at Cybercars and I can return him once the commission is ready... Then he told me I don't have to borrow from him because the car's been delivered! And he was the one who delivered the car... At first I was wondering when the cheque will be ready because I needed the cash... And he offered to help me with the cash if my cheque will come in few days late... I was feeling so grateful BUT later.....

Called up boss Ivan and asked him how much my commission.. Then he said I have to share $300 with Jere because he helped me to deliver the car.... I am not stingy about this thing... I was feeling a bit upset because I need the cash myself... And IN THE FIRST PLACE, I wanted to do everything myself but nobody inform me about anything... For nothing I have to share my commission... Not that I don't want to do my job!! I wasn't given a chance!! Nabeiz!! But FINE! Since he already did the job.. I don't mind giving him a share... But then I need the cash for now.. So I spoke to Jere and asked if I could have all the commission first... Take it as I owe him or I buy him drinks next time... And you know what?! He said NO.... WTF?! He said it's fair for boss decision to share my commission with him.. KNN!! I know! But now I am asking you to take it as a loan to me first... Anyway the money didn't come from your pocket!!! It was MY commission and I have to LOAN MY COMMISSION FROM YOU!!

Sunday I went down to fill up the claim for the commission hopefully the cheque would be ready yesterday, but it wasn't... Jere assisted me in filling up the claim form... So obvious he is so eager about that $300... Because the part to fill in the commission amount, he told me to fill $1.2k instead of $1.5k... Knn... If he was really helpful.. He would have told me to fill $1.5k... He make it so obvious and made sure that $300 was deducted off for him... Anyway, Ivan say just fill $1.5k and I shall pay him myself once I get the cheque... Well... I can be a lanjiao lang!! I can don't pay him.. But nevermind!! I will pay him!! I steady one lah! Knn... Me a 26yr old lady... Zho swee swee for one fucking 50plus yr old man! Now you see a true face of someone who always try to be helpful to you... But actually when trouble comes, this is the way the react! For you information, he is quite rich... Booooooo!

Now cannot sleep liao.. If not cannot wake up in time.. Later going to Warner... These few days been playing Battle Stations on facebook... Alizee introduced me the game.. So I've been busy sinking ships like him... LOL... Now I'm level 15 already.. Hehehe... Someone just came to sink me... Look at his first attempt to sink me... xD

Stressed....

It's really long before I last updated here... Now I don't know where I stopped... Zzz.. As if I am writing novels or wat...

Without updates here, you probably lost touch of my life... Same for me.. I also lost touch of myself.. Sianz...

All I can remember for the past week were many pissful moments, angriness, frustrations... I'm in distrait now.. Haiz.. By the way this is another week of blue to red... Damn... And Taine introduced me the 13 Card Poker online.. Another damn pile of red figures... Very depressed...

Before that was some unhappiness after a conversation with Steven.. He initiated the chat.. Haiz... Our relationship turning quite sour... Because he thinks that I am hindering Hanzi at work! Seriously, I don't even go to Geo nowadays! It's been many months that I frequent there.. Anyway don't want talk about it.. Just make me upset...

I got a bit sick of playing the Final Fantasy VII... =X I was near the ending already.. Just went around leveling my characters and my materias for the final battle.. The process bored me out.. So I finally decided to complete the game... Now trying on a new game, Thrilleville... Something like Theme Park...

Last Tuesday went to Ah Nee's wedding dinner... Quite boring for me... My close cousin's wedding but I was there like a nobody... Supposed to help out but I don't know what to help anyway... I didn't take any photos myself... The dinner photos not out yet..

Few weeks ago Hanzi told me she wants to go Hong Kong.. Zzz... For the sake of letting Junrong have a chance to take the plane... Wtf! Nowdadays kids so fortunate... Am I jealous? No no no! Not jealous about kids having good life! Just feel uneasy they are going holiday together! =(

He told her he's got no money.. She insist to use her just-enuff-savings to go... And she die die want to go!! She'd been suggesting since the last school holiday.. Went around travel agencies to enquire for last minute booking... They are travelling next week... Haiz... And he can't stop her... I DON'T UNDERSTAND!! He can actually reject the idea!! Not because I am jealous so I am angry over this.. But the fact is - HE REALLY REALLY NO CASH!! How to go holiday without money! 3k over for the travel package and what about spenditure!! And he is worrying over it! He can always postpone the plan!!!

He did nothing but to oblidge her... Even though she would be paying the travel package.. What about spendings over there?! 2 adults and 2 kids at Hong Kong and Disneyland! Zzzz... He said he have to oblidge... Because they hadn't travel for many years... And at least if he oblidge this time... He would have better excuse to go overseas with me next time.. If not she would be complaining that he always travel by himself and never bring them out.. Haiz... This I agree but then it's not the right time to oblidge now... Bcos REALLY NO MONEY!

Moreover they going next Tuesday! Nabeiz! Take away my precious time with him.. Tuesday leh! Kaoz!! Argh! Whatever lah! Fuck it!

Sianz lah!!

Haiz... So lag of details to blog... Partly because I am feeling lazy... Partly because I really don't have anything to blog.. Where got everyday so happening?! And whatever which is happening on me is mostly got to do with him pissing me off!!

Yesterday his offday.. Pissful again!!! Grrrr!!! Why he have to piss me off very very badly until in the end, he still got to admit his fault... Made his own life miserable, as well as mine...

Anyway Raymond is on leave this whole week... Was his birthday few days ago and so I jio him went out yesterday evening before Hanzi was able to come out... Went to Handle Bar along this Alexander Road... The food damn nice!!! The portions were big and the price is reasonably cheap... They don't add Service Charge, GST or CESS... Raymond kept saying the food is damn nice... And he enjoyed eating everything together with his long craved Miller beer.. LOL..

Took a few photos of the food lah.. But some craps lah.. Not meant to post here.. Were meant to show Hanzi and make him drool... We had lamb chops and beer butt chicken... And they have this dish call the Blossom Onion... They have a big onion sliced in machine and opens up like a lotus... Then deep fry and garnish.... U eat the "petals" like eating fries.... Taste nice.. Like onion rings..

After dinner went to Raymond's friend's pub at Duxton Hill for some beer and games of pool and waited for Hanzi to join us... That Hanzi took his own sweet time to come late! Zzz... Later we adjourned to another pub down Neil Road... There were people playing daidee at the bar counter... This idiot went to join them play! I was pissed!!! Knn!! So fucking like to gamble and you can just leave me and Raymond alone to join some strangers play! CCB! I gave him the scowl... He noticed I was angry but trying to act blur not knowing why... I didn't want to create a scene so I sent him SMS... "So fucking like to gamble might as well don't meet me!! Go and see where got funeral and join the strangers there to gamble lah!"

The pub closed shortly after and everybody went home leaving us alone... What's next? Quarrel lah! Details? I too sick of it to narrate! Ending? He apologise of course lah!!

Dentist Trip...

Recently having bad luck!!

Was it totally bad luck or I messed myself up... Haiz... I'm feeling a pretty lost now... =(

Yesterday went to the dentist... My stupid tooth... Think its the 2nd premolar on my right... Had decay and and chipped off with a tiny hole long ago.. I didn't bother about it until the hole wear off and become BIG hole.. Zzzz.. Friday evening it got worse and I needed to see the dentist ASAP... At the same time I need to fill another tooth which began to chhip off also..

At the dentist, I was recommended to do a root canal... This I already expected because that hole was very big and that tooth sometimes will ache badly... But I didn't expect to do it on the spot because I wasn't mentally prepared... I thought I wanted to go for a filling only.. Anyway proceeded with the root canal... Although not very pain but it was a terrible experience... Zzz..

The dentist knn never give signal before he start to inject the anesthesia... Nabeiz! So cruel! Then never bother to check if the anesthesia took effect and he wanted to start with the root canal! CCB! Poked the file right to my nerve and I jumped a bit and siam.. He knn asked me don't move.. I told him IT WAS NATURAL REACTION WAT! So he gave me another few jabs.... The process was painless after that.. But I could felt him digging my root vigourously as my whole head was shaking with him... Which I described to Taine as cleaning a decander or milk bottle with a brush.. Lol.. He was like.. Eeeeww!!

The dentist temporarily filled up the tooth with medicine and I shall go back in few weeks time to check if the root canal was done properly before I can have a proper filling for the tooth.. Haiz.. $260 gone.. SIANZ...

The anesthesia on my facial skin and lips lasted like almost 4 hours.. Knn.. Couldn't even drink water or smoke properly... One side of my upper lip was numb and I couldn't feel and control the muscle well.. LOL... I told Gross I went dentist and he was surprised and thought I so discipline and visit dentist... Of course no lah!! If not for that hole!! Zzzz

I am still on my Final Fantasy VII... Now going around doing optional quests... Went Ancient Forest and doing chocobos breeding!!! Already got my black chocobo and wonderful chocobo.. Waiting for them to mature and mate them for a gold chocobo... Then will go Battle Arena at Gold Saucer to get my Hanzi's final break limit.. So many things to do.. I think I can spend my PSP on Final Fantasy VII forever!! Play over and over again!!

Ok go check on my chocobo now.. Bye~

Updates!!

So lag of posts nowadays.. Been busy with my Final Fantasy VII on PSP... Now got my airship Highwind liao!! Which means Aeris mati liao... Lucky never name her as myself.. The first time I played this game I named Aeris myself.. Knn played halfway the story had to make her die! Zzz... This time I keep her name original (though I ever thought of naming her as his wife.. =X)

Anyway, about my Final Fantasy VII:
The other day was at Gold Saucer then Hanzi had a date with Heidi... (I named Tifa myself...) Sibeh funny.. Lol... Went to the Event Square and someone announced we were the 100th couple and shall join them and act on stage.. The stage act was about an evil dragon kidnapped Princess Heidi and the Hero Hanzi supposed to save her.. The King provided aid to Hero Hanzi which he can choose between a knight or a wizard.. I chose to talk to the wizard.. The wizard asked the Hero Hanzi what he would like to know.. And then two options where given..
1)The Evil Dragon's Weaknesses
2)The Princess Measurements
WAHAHAHAHA!! I chose the 2nd one.. Cannot stop laughing.. And everyone was stunned but the narrator continued the story with the dragon appearing with Princess Heidi as hostage.. And the dragon asked "Who is your enemy?".. Again given some options..
1)Evil Dragon
2)The Knight
3)The King
And I chose the king for fun.. LOL.. At this point, Heidi got angry and went over to give Hanzi a tight slap saying he was not serious about the act.. Then Heidi kicked the dragon and sent him flying away... And the narrator said "Wow! What an unusually strong Princess! And the story end happily ever after!" Wahahahaha!! This is so fucking funny!

Ok... And my real life:
Many frustrating, pissful and hurtful moment the last weekend.. Grrr.. Last week lost money.. Didn't know he actually lost more than me!! I thought he was doing fine... He kept it from me that he lost on horses.. Zzz.. I always told him not to bother too much on horses.. He hate to hear me nag, that's why he didn't tell me.. Until he lost so much that he got cranky with his behaviour and pissed me off!

I am having less and less patience to wait for him everyday... Sometimes it's not literally wait.. but I meant like we get so little opportunity to spend time together.. I have to wait for Mondays he get to come out early before work and we can go for shopping or dinner (but he always late and the shops or my fav food chain close).. I have to wait for Tuesdays when he is off and able to spend more continous hours with me (but he comes out so late we are left with almost no choice of place to go).. I have to wait and hope that he might have time to meet me on Thursday before he go work so that we can have dinner or shopping (but again he always come out the time when everywhere is almost closing and he had to go work soon)... Zzzz..

And I had to wait everyday to get to speak with him only when he leave home for work or going home after work!!! On his way to work sometimes we'll get to chat till he reach work place (but usually he only talk about his own interest like soccer and horse.. Zzz) Other times when Steven fetch him to work then it's inconvenient for him to chat with me... When he reach work place he'll tell me that he call me back later... Sometimes at work he could make time for a stick of ciggy and call me! But he rather spend the time to login GPRS for a bet! And he told me he'll call back!! And I always wait from 11PM until 5AM which I had to call him myself! Sickening! Why can't he just call back and say something knowing that I AM WAITING!!!

And this last weekend same thing happened I was so pissed!! Quarrelled and he hurt me very badly that I had to become a real meanie! He scolded me vulgar and made a statement really got me very mad.. Said something like it's my own will to wait and it's none of his business! WTF?! He calls himself a man?! Say such things to me taking me for granted!! I was so damn hurt and pissed I made him apologised and I said it wasn't enough.. Come on! No "sorry" would compensate for the things that he said to hurt me!

There are words and actions that cannot be said or done no matter what circumstances! How can he say such things to hurt me just because he is in a bad mood! I wasn't very angry about him scolding me KNNBCCB... I can understand when a person is very pissed they just shout vulgarities... But I cannot accept the other things he said that hurt me very badly... I expect some EQ ok! Zzzz

As usual, Monday he will meet me for dinner... He volunteer to bring me shopping.. xD.. Compensation ah? Anyway, week before I told him I needed to get a dress for Ah Nee's wedding dinner.. Knn my father instructed me to wear dress for that day.. Kaoz.. He say go and buy one if I don't have! WTF?! And so we went to Bugis... Shopped around in the 木 boutique. He very well behaved... Showed enthusiasm and seriousness in browsing for a piece of dress for me.. LOL... Actually I didn't want to go shopping knowing that he lost so much... But he offered, so why not? Since I had no better idea of where to go anyway... Spent $200 over there because the salesgirl encouraged him to spend that amount for a membership card... I felt bad for spending that money at such a time.. I don't know why he didn't hesitate at all...

Tuesday I wasn't feeling well and at first I thought I wouldn't be meeting him.. In the end still met him at 4AM... Dispute again! Zzz... I don't know it's because I got impatient or he is really that idiotic... I don't want to describe too much details what happened that night.. Zzz.. So sickening... Anyway was a happy and lovely ending...

Wednesday evening he came out early to meet me!! Of course not purely for me.. He needed to collect money from his kaki.. Went shopping at Orchard.. Hehehe.. Bought me two handbags... Went for foot massage because we were both SOO TIRED!! I didn't sleep the day before.. Been missing a lot of sleep last few days.. Foot massage was shiok.. He signed for a package of 6 sessions... (Don't know why he still spend this money...) So, we shall be going back for more massage again..

Because I missed my sleep.. My body clock has been adjusted a bit.. Last few days been turning in early and waking up at 5AM plus in the morning! Kaoz... And I start to get very sleepy by dinner time... Like now.. Sleepy... But will be meeting him.. He say will come out to meet me today.. These few days I complained cold because it has been raining.. He wanna bring me buy an extra quilt.. Hehehe.. Going Ikea later... Omg.. Meatballs!! I am coming!!

Sian Sian SIANZ!

Dunno wtf is wrong with my browser... That day after Kenn85 came to ask me about why he couldn't view a page with his Firefox.. Then I tried to visit that page with my Firefox.. Installed a XML script from that site and now I cannot view some pages properly.. Zzzz...

Very moody... Sensing a few sway events about to happen to me... One already happened.. Last night I got red numbers... Zzz.. Was jalaning while playing PSP and a few people MSN me at the same time... Xta had some arguement with Tri and they got me in for some sort of "No Prize Questionaire"... Then I was feeling moody because something happened that made me frustrated because I had to chase after someone for money on behalf of another person... It's not about the trouble helping to chase the money.. It's the process of going after people for money especially when you sense that person is not going to pay you but keep delaying you day after day with many craps! Don't fucking take me as an idiot! You want to tell a lie also use your brain!

Anyway I should have felt it, yet I still bet... Bad mood always bring red numbers.. Sianz..

Been playing Final Fantasy VII still at Disc One... Got my buggy from the Gold Saucer liao.. Now just reached Cosmo Canyon...

Nothing to blog about leh.. Expect me to talk about the details of the things I went through in the game meh?!

Yoo Hoo!

Oops... Sibeh long never update my blog!!! Eversince came back from Bangkok.. Damn upset with the custom thing therefore no mood to blog liao.. =( Also spent the weekend trying to recoup the custom fine money... Got back 3 quarter during the weekend... This week doing well can take back ALL liao! =)

The days after I came back from Bangkok.. Probably because of that bloody thing.. I slept everyday.. I mean not 24hours lah.. But I slept very long hours everyday.. Lazing around... Spent a lot of time playing Final Fantasy VII on my PSP (now at Mount Corel).. So happy that PSP can play PSX games.. xD

Xta just came onto MSN and complained that I never update my blog.. I told her no mood and lazy.. And nothing to blog about.. She suggested blog about Tuesday.. Knn!! Tuesday very tulanz day lor!! His offday always give me CRAPS!! Anyway I cannot remember the details of what happened already.. And I'm not interested to try to recall...

I was supposed to blog about my Bangkok trip.. Actually nothing much over there.. It was just shopping, shopping and shopping.. Only took a little pictures...

Ok.. Trying to bore you with some plane view..


Our room in Novotel Bangkok


Wtf! Toilet also take picture?! xD


At Siam Square.. On the way back to hotel...


Probably the ONLY time we REALLY try to take pics


Might as well take one for him also...


If Xta is here.. She sure dine here..


Lunching at a pizza chain...


He say the view look like our Lucky Plaza...


Kaoz.. "She" say go overseas dun wear Rolex.. So Junrong offer his BABY-G


Tom Yam Pizza!!!! Taste quite nice!


Told him to pose a yummy look.. Zzz.. He look sick..


Kaoz! Look at how he sat at the restaurant!


On a tuk tuk ride.. Very windy..


Snapped many attempts.. His eyes always closed.. Zzz


Dance Fever Disco...


Forgot who took this shot for us liao...

That's about all.. Got some other crap pics which I didn't post... Don't worry.. I got nothing to hide.. They are craps really.. LOL.. I go play my Final Fantasy liao... (Going to Gold Saucer now..)

Back From Bangkok.... =(

Why that sad face? Haiz... Just now coming back kena fined for cigarettes at the airport... Tulanz!

I know it's already over and I am back home safe and sound... Fine money already paid by him... But I'm feeling very moody for the things that we been through just now! Dunno why so sway will kena picked and check our luggages... That cb woman asked both of us if got ciggies.. I said yes, he said no.. She told me to put one side open up.. Ok fine! I put one side opening up.. She asked me how many packets.. I seriously couldn't remember how many packets exactly.. I anyhow quoted a number but not very sure because I squeezed all my things inside anyway I was about to open up and show her! I digged out the ciggies I had and showed them, they continue search my luggage digging all the stuffs out and messed up ALL the things.. My belongings, my neatly folded clothes and my bras and panties just throw all out.. Then later ask me to put back... CB ATTITUDE! After opening up they say I under declared and fine me for the packets that I didn't declare!

While checking my luggage, he stood beside waiting.. And they might as well check him also.. Zzz.. Found 4 packets in his luggage.. Too bad.. He cannot run away, bcos he didn't say he have ciggies.. Went to the office.. The officer inside spoke to us a while.. Then say have to fine us.. Told us to sit down while they fill up some forms and refer us to the custom officers next door.. Actually they are not the custom... They are the ICA.. They say any decision belong to the custom and we shall talk to them.. Fine! Went to custom office.. There is NO OPTIONS at all.. Either we pay now or go court... If we don't have money to pay, we can call a friend or whoever to come and pay... All must be done on the spot! Zzz.. If for some reason you don't want to pay or you don't have money to pay and nobody to pay for you, also go to court... Knn!! They just make you pay, you won't have any chance to appeal! Going to court is as good as losing double wat!

I tried to fight for my case.. I said I DID DECLARE I brought ciggies! I am not working in ICA, I am not working in custom! I wouldn't know you people's working procedure! And I wouldn't know that the quantity that I say would affect such results.. BECAUSE for my case, the officer asked me to open my luggage before asking me the quantity!! I never try to take a chance to lie to her because she is going to open it anyway! And I ownself show her the ciggies I have!! I said, "I am now kena charged by you custom, NOT bcos I bring in illegal items, NOT bcos I never declare my things, IT'S BCOS communication misunderstanding and I am charged for my verbal comment! It's UNFAIR! I declared I have ciggies! And I opened up to show you all I have!! You just pick on my verbal comment and charge me!"

The custom officers say they cannot do anything, I should've spoke to the ICA officer just now.. But now the report they already handed up to the custom and they will just proceed accordingly.. Knn!! I never blame the custom officers even if they could have been harsh to me.. I know it's not their fault because they just follow the report handed in by the ICA... BUT WTF?! Just now at ICA, that officer say the final decision is the custom and we shall talk to them... He only told us to sit while the prepare the documents!

So I went back to the ICA officer and spoke to him.. Although he seems very nice.. Because he very softspoken.. But he talk is quite XIA LAN!! He didn't even want to say too much.. He just say that the case is final and IF I think I am not wrong, then tell the custom that I don't want to pay and go to fight in court.. Knn!! He got the authority to revoke that thing lor!! And he made comments saying Hanzi earlier said something like "fine money is small thing".. Probably he misunderstood Hanzi's statement and he have the idea of purposely fining us! He meant like, "since its small money then you go and pay!" CCB!! No point argueing or explaining because they just want to fine us and hit their quota lah! CCB! Whether they are paid commission or not I don't know, but they need our quota badly I supposed.. Zzzz

As for Hanzi's case, he never declare in the beginning... So he can't argue at all! He paid $800 which is for 4 packets.. And later paid for my 4 packets $800.. Total $1.6k.. Sibeh tulanz! Grrr....

As for Bangkok trip.. It was fine lor.. I enjoyed the trip because I was able to go with him alone.. But not all the time alone.. Zzz.. His family kept calling him.. So sianz.. While shopping, his mind always stray... I was pissed a few times... He kept worrying about what to buy for them and what they told him to buy.. Zzz.. Come on lah! I am the one with you in Bangkok now! Do you think you will be able to shop for my things if you go on a trip with them?! And do you think I can interupt your holiday anytime like the way they are interupting me?! Spare a thought for my feelings lah! Now you are with me ok!! We only have chance for these few days and I don't know when will be the next time!!! Don't disappoint me lah!

We didn't get to go around many places... Just visited the shops near our hotel... The shops there are more than enough for you to shop for the whole trip! Taine said my trip so wasted without visiting so many things... Yah but it's ok.. Bangkok is so near and affordable, I can go again anytime.. But I might not get to go again with him.. So it's ok as long as we do what we want there...

I almost never took any pictures... On the street was crowded and didn't get to take pictures.. We never visit any place of interest.. Just shopping.. So, not much things to take.. After shopping, not enuff hands to take pictures also.. At first I thought I fully charged my camera and so I didn't bring my charger there.. Dunno wtf happened when I touch down there I realise my camera battery is almost flat!! Zzz... The first shopping item that day was going to the shops and buy a charger.. Anyway in the end never had chance to take pictures..

Now very moody because of the ciggies fine... Bye...

Bangkok!! I am coming!!!

Just came back from Geo like more than an hour ago... Last night went dinner with him at Chinatown... Had some dumplings and rubbish... The purpose was going to the money changer there...

Didn't intend to go Geo, but somehow or rather I ended up there... Zzz.. And I supposed to come home early.. Somehow or rather I stayed through the whole night.. Lol... Drank alot!! Fucking drunk now!!! I haven't pack my luggage nor prepare my stuffs.... Now rushing up last minute.. Don't think I can get any sleep before my 12PM flight.. Will be meeting him at the airport before 10:45AM... VERY SLEEPY!!!!

Not much things to bring along actually... He's bringing all the toiletries... So I'll just need to bring a few set of clothings, charger for my gadgets and myself! xD

So happened that a friend which I know from chatroom was online yesterday.. He's a Thai... And he said if I ever go Bangkok, contact him.. And so we arranged to meet up.. Most probably he'll be bringing us around later for dinner and drinks.. This trip will be going with Vincent.. But he'll join us tomorrow because he still have business stuffs to settle today..

Bangkok!!! Here I come!!

Don't miss me!!! xD

Here's My PSP

This afternoon went to Queensway to fix my PSP... They didn't change a new set for me.. It's only loading in the firmware.. Here I present to you....

My Felicia Blue PSP Slim!!!!! =D

Also bought a small-medium size luggage... Go Bangkok only wat! Buy luggage for wtf?! Well, I always wanted to get a hard cover luggage for use with short trips.. My last overseas trip (which I cannot remember where and when) I already wanted to buy one, but I didn't.. So this trip give me a reason again to buy it... Hanzi was a bit shocked hearing that I will be bringing a "luggage"... He said some hand carry bag will do.. Zzzz... What if we go there and buy a lot of things? Anyway my luggage is very small one for those short trip use... I think I'm going to throw a hand carry bag inside in case we buy a lot of things back.. xD

After Queensway met up with Taine at Depot Road for a meal of Botak Jones.. Had lamb chops.. Not tasty.. Chit chat a bit and came home..

Was trying to load in the games for my PSP which I downloaded from torrent.. Knn.. Many games cannot play.. Read from some sites they say that some homebrewed games made for the older PSP firmware version, especially the 1.50, might not work on my 3.60 M33... Zzz.. Wtf?! Those torrent files also never state for which versions of firmware.. Must download one by one and try meh?! Torrent download is so fucking slow lor! Zzz

As Tuesday draw nearer, I'm feeling more and more excited about the trip with him.. Looking forward to it very very much.. But for some reasons he seems to neglect me a lot these few days.. I feel very uneasy and pissed... Probably it's just normal because he's usually busy after mid week and weekends.. But I feel like we are drawing away from each other.. I feel like I am easily pissed by him these few days.. Haiz..

Lucky this week is BLUE.. Cover the expense for the trip.. =)

Got New PSP Slim But Sibeh PeK ChEk!!

Firstly... I got my PSP Slim~~~ Yeah!!!!

But many frustrations over it.. Grrr...

I couldn't wait till Christmas lah.. So Jason said he'll buy it for me in advance.. Lol.. Yesterday went Queensway Shopping Centre.. Bought two pieces of shirts... So long never buy clothes.. Hahaha..

I was actually attracted to the PSP because of the design... Especially the ceramic white.. I think it looks damn cool witht he transparent L & R buttons and the silver side panel... But when it comes to buying... I think that white is a very common colour.. In fact the older PSP already have the same colour.. So I settled with a Lavender Purple.. =)

Finally had a chance to visit Haji Lane... Before dinner, Jason drove me there... It's a single lane one-way street... For some reason it looked like a no-entry road for cars... But it's not... Anyway we parked at the next street, which is Arab Street. Probably I went there late, most of the shops were closed... Or maybe most of the shops are vacant.. Not sure lah.. LOL..

Quite an interesting place.. When I was there, it wasn't crowded... First impression was, it looked like the back lane of some shop houses... Not enough lightings... Just lights from the street lamps... People hanging around at the 5 foot way and along the side of the road.. Looks kind of rowdy...

I noticed groups of people, mostly Malays... They sat at the 5 foot way, chatting away.. At first I didn't know what was going on.. I thought just some kind of gathering for them... But the scene was rowdy because they were sitting on the floor and the 5 foot way is dark... Later I realised they were actually smoking Shisha pipes from one of the cafe.. Zzz... What kind of unique seating is this?!

The shops there all have simple and stylish deco... I only walked into one of the shops... The apparels inside are priced at affordable level... This particular shop is on the 2nd storey... They have a unique signboard downstairs... They have a table and two chairs downstairs at the 5 foot way... And this big brown paper bag with the words "SHOP UPSTAIRS" sitting on the table to tell people they are upstairs.. LOL.. Wasn't able to take a picture because some people are sitting on the chairs..

Here's one of the shop on the ground floor...


They have two silly looking pussy cat...


Selling 2nd hand clothings..


A stairway to one of the shops... Interesting drawings...


Look closer.. Can you read? =)


Creative ideas for decorating the shop front... Messy??


This one even messier!!! Look sibeh lok.. LOL..

Had dinner at Stamford House... The outlet selling Japanese curry... Quite nice... Their curry got a bit of indian flavour.. It's the 2nd time I been there.. The 1st time when I was there, I didn't really taste their food properly...

After dinner took a stroll around the area.. Went to the Famous Brands shop selling sports apparels.. Spotted a pair of Diesel shoes... Probably some old design but I like.. It's on sale.. I bought it.. LOL... So much of wardrobe updating for the day..

Reached home happily downloading games for my PSP... Argh.. Unlike the Nintendo DS.. The PSP games are larger in file size.. Cannot be downloaded directly off any website.. Have to go through torrents.. Like snail.. Zzz.. By the time the smaller games finish downloading, I was so sleepy.. Didn't really get to test out the games.. But I noticed a dead pixel on the LCD.. Grrr.. Felt so uneasy.. I consulted MANY people.. All advised me to change a set..

Today woke up and went to change the PSP about 4PM... The have no more stock for the purple!! Told me the new stocks will be in around 6PM... I shopped around Queensway Shopping Centre and crossed over to Ikea... Had meatballs again there... Then went back to the shop again.. Stocks not in yet.. In the end I didn't want to wait anymore... I changed to the Felicia Blue...

Came home just now I try to play the games I downloaded last night.. Funny.. The set couldn't read the games in my memory stick.. Kept saying no games... So I thought I need to format the memory stick with this new set.. Formatted, loaded in the games and try again.. Still can't!! Then I realised this set doesn't have the correct firmware for playing downloaded games.. In another words.. The set is not modified! WTF?! He gave me a wrong set?! Zzzz... Means I have to go down and change again!? WTF?!?! Tomorrow is Sunday.. Not sure if they're open.. If I go down and they're closed.. Then waste my trip!! And I have to wait till Monday! Knn!! Grrrrr!!!

Now I got the PSP beside me.. Can see.. Cannot play.. Zzzz... I haven't try out the games!!! =(

Some consolation for all these frustrations... He is bringing me to Bangkok!!!!! Hmmm... Don't know why I've been looking forward to go on holiday with him for a long time.. But now I don't seems to be as excited as I should be.. Hmm.. I am looking forward to it.. But not the kind of excitement I was expecting.. At least I can spend a few full days with him.. He will never be out of my sight!! And it's confirmed!! We made bookings and paid everything already!! Leaving this coming Tuesday!! xD

So Excited!

Yawnzz... Sleepyy...

Last night we went Newton again... Zzz.. But I wasn't pissed.. For some reason I didn't bother to get angry over it.. Fine! He wanted to go Newton, let's go... But all the food there not really suitable for me at this time because my sore throat is not fully recovered.. I can feel the heat and infection at the bottom of my throat..

We ordered a tiger prawn each.. Mine bbq in garlic and his in cheese.. Also a pomfret steamed in Teochew style...

Before the food was served, I took some time and switch on the lappy to show him my new blogskin!! LOL... Also showed him the Kookie Sac in my wishlist!! I want that beanbag!! He said ok.. He buy for me!! Yeah!! So when he come we can cuddle in it.. =x

Then food came.. A little too late to take photos.. Because he acted too fast..

The fish already half gone!


As usual.. I'm the photographer..


Heeeheeeheee... xD

The prawns were so so lah.. Big prawns the meat is not tender... The fish quite tasty.. I never had a Teochew steam fish for many years already...

After makan went to Mustafa.. I suggested one... Hehe.. He bought me a portable speakers... Then we saw the PSP slim over there.. He almost wanted to buy me!! LOL!! I say even want to buy also not there wat! Kaoz.. The game shops outside are selling in bundles which are more worth it!! LOL... (Anyway I also don't know I need a PSP for wat... =x)

Hmmm... Just chat with Jason on MSN.. Suddenly feel the urge to go Queensway find out the price of PSP and their bundles.. Jason say wait for 2 more months.. I asked why.. He say "X'mas Present"... LOL!! He want to buy for me ah! Hahah...

Now he coming to fetch me!! I go pompom now! Bye~~

Boreeed....

Spent the whole day admiring my new skin.. Resizing the browser.. Big n small n big n small.. LOL... So proud of myself! xD

Just went thru the mess in my room and saw what Hanzi bought for me on Monday... Went dinner with him at TBP Sakae Sushi... Then he insisted going to to the pharmacy.. Went Guardian.. He bought me Redoxon.. I just opened the pack and want to try out.. Hmm.. The bloody thing in capsules format.. And the capsules so damn big and hard.. I almost thought you have to break the capsules and consume the inside.. Zzz.. So misleading because they have this stupid logo on their box showing the broken capsule...

Don't laugh! Anyway I swallowed the whole thing!

I think those chewable tablets would taste better... See that "slow release capsules" printed on the box? I think bullshit!! Once the capsule melts, all the contents will be released one shot wat! Where got slow release?!

For some reason he is not off last night, but tonight instead... Headache again.. Dunno where to go.. Sianz... I hope he don't come up with some nonsense again.. Zzzz...

He's been saying he want to bring me for holiday.. Everytime jus say nia! Zzz... Never really arrange something.. Just say but never plan... He said ideally next week we shall go Bangkok.. But from 2 months ago he already said.. Until now nothing is arranged! Idiot! Then school holidays coming.. Lagi cannot go! And after school holidays will be CNY.. Worse! I don't care! I must make him go Redang with me next April! I DON'T CARE! HE MUST ARRANGE!

Shit.. I sense my throat a bit dry.. Sore throat coming back again.. Zzz...

OMG!! NEW SKIN!!

Muahaha!! Finally my new skin is done!!! =D

Didn't go to work because of sick... Stayed at home and started meddling with new skin.. Spent a lot of time testing out the CSS codings.. Supposed to have a background that stretch 100%... But IE seems to have problem with it and scrolling.. In the end forget about that background.. Zzz..

Changed from the box up display to a full page scrolling layout.. Now the tagboard and links are in the main page... Added a music player as well.. Best of everything is... This new skin fit ALL SCREEN RESOLUTION!!! It can fit my BIG SCREEN as well as other smaller screens!! xD

Though sick, this week doing good.. Blue blue blue~~

Fever again... Zzz... Goodnight!

SICK!!!

Very miserable... =(

Sore throat, stuffy nose, fever, restless, strengthless, bones aching.... Can feel the nerves around my body especially behind the ear keep pulling.. Argh!!

Luckily its a BLUE week... At least some consolation...

Today's Menu: ABC Soup...

Recently a bit lost track of the day... Day as in Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, bla bla... Because I keep skipping sleep.. Then I wake up don't know is which day...

Wednesday I slept from night to morning.... Thursday I missed sleep again because I went to Geo...

Thursday night he came out early.. We planned to go Bugis, it was his suggestion... He left home right after fetching Junrong... In the end he reached my place still around 7:40PM.. Zzz... Not any earlier.. Sianz... I estimated by the time we reach Bugis maybe 8:00PM... Left with a little time... Don't know to shop first or eat first.. =(

Oh.. And on his way to my house.. He reminded me upteen times remember to bring the Nintendo DS.. Zzzz....

I was very disappointed it was so late already, so when he came I gave that sulky face... Then as usual, he don't know how to say consoling stuffs... Zzz.. He thought I didn't want to go Bugis anymore since it's too late and he asked me to name another place.. He suggested if too late to shop, we can eat... Eat the mutton soup there.. Wtf?! Where got mutton soup! He remembered wrongly lor!! And I told him the mutton soup was at Sim Lim.. Not Bugis!! And he keep mentioning he supposed to go workplace early... Trying to hint that he is actually sacrificing his time to company me so stop complaining... Zzz... I started to get a bit pissed...

Then he thought I was complaining it was too late for anything and Bugis is a boring place, he asked the driver to change route and head towards Chinatown.. WTF!? Chinatown for fuck!? I was damn tulanz! Didn't want to scream at him in the cab... I gave him that VERY VERY FIERCE STARE and SCOWL at him... He didn't know why I was angry... He said since it's too late to go Bugis then go Chinatown to eat.. He said he's hungry.. Zzz...

I was damn tulanz because although it was late, but still have time to shop a bit lor! I already planned what to do and what to eat there!! And he just changed to Chinatown without asking me! And I know why he wants to go Chinatown even though he never told me!! Because earlier the mutton soup came to his mind and I know he want to go Chinatown Food Street for the mutton soup.. This make me even more tulanz.. BCOS the fucking mutton soup stall is NO LONGER THERE SINCE MANY FUCKING MONTHS AGO! We've been there many times already without the mutton soup! He never pay attention when he go out with me at all! Fuck!

Fine! I kept quiet and didn't tell him about the mutton soup is not there... Reached there.. Quarrel a little.. I expressed the reasons of my angriness... He say ok we go Bugis... WTF?! Already at Chinatown and it's already 8PM then go Bugis?! With such a mood, go there for fuck!? I just stomped away he tagged behind.... Ok! Since he said he's hungry... I stomped to Food Street and find a place to sit down... He walked a big round, came back and sat beside me... Both quiet... Wasting time... I told him if hungry just go and buy his own food lah... He said nothing he like to eat... Then I said I ALSO DUNNO WHY THE FUCK U WANT TO COME HERE! NOW U SAY NOTHING TO EAT! He replied no more mutton soup.. LOL.. Expected!!... Lalalalala...

Anyway we wasted a bit of time walking around.... Later sat at the coffeeshop selling porridge.. Had a drink and he tried the new games on the Nintendo.. Then we went to Geo... Whole night at Geo I was damn cold and sianz.. Lack of sleep that's why feeling very cold... I stayed through the night... Later Steven fetch me home.. We didn't talk.. I felt that he delibrately show more and more unhappiness towards me.. Hmmm... I can sense it...

I reached home and spoke to Francis about it... We really discussed this issue... He didn't know why Steven behaved like this.. He is not sure if Steven is really unhappy with me.. He thinks that probably Steven is unhappy with him too... He say if I really see the need, I can try find a time and talk to Steven... Hmm.. Where got time talk to him? I mean he won't have time to talk to me lor.. Haiz...

After that I slept the whole day until this morning almost 2AM... I slept VERY LONG... Woke up feeling restless and strengthless because I didn't eat for 2 days.. Zzz... Called him and he complained drunk.. Zzz... Haiz... And so I be nice girl.. I digged some ginger from the fridge and boil them in water.. Added some condiments... Brought down to him....

In the office at Geo... He was chatting with me and drinking my ginger... He sat on my lap facing me.. AND STEVEN CAME!! Sway... Steven was supposed to be at the new outlet, last night was the opening... He came and saw us he walked away.. Haiz.. Dunno is he was unhappy over that.. Anyway he later throw temper over some pricing stuffs with Ken... Later he did wait for Francis to finish work.. But we decided to go Tiong Bahru Market makan.. He didn't want to join.. So he left...

We went market makan with the rest of the staffs... After makan shopped a bit at the market.. I asked him what soup he wants to drink because I wanna cook.. He said ABC soup and we bought the ingredients for it.. And the soup is now boiling in my kitchen... Last week was old cucumber soup.. Today ABC.. Dunno what's next.. =)

This morning he told him he brought home the Nintendo.. They very happy with it.. They liked the new games very much... She ask him to thank the friend who helped... The friend... Zzz.. The friend is me lor...

Argh... Starting work soon!!! So many things not done!! Blogskin.. laundry.. cleaning... Haiz... I think tomorrow then do.. hehe...

Yawnyzz...

Aarrrhhhh!!! Sleepyyyy!!! Lethargic!!!

These few days so lack of sleep... Since Sunday night I didn't sleep and Monday went work whole day.. I slept the whole of Monday night until Tuesday noon... Kaoz... And Tuesday night didn't sleep again then went work for half a day yesterday...

After work went to TBP to get a micro SDCard for loading Hanzi's Nintendo DS games.. So tired!! Reached home didn't sleep still.. Trying to load the games in and realise I need to install some firmware for the card so the modchip can read.. Zzz.. Not that I own a Nintendo DS.. I never knew how to load games for one! I didn't know what I need until I start trying.. I told him to pass me WHATEVER'S in the package! I did that for safety purpose in case I lack of something.. SEE!! And it happened! Zzzz... He only brought me the set and the charger saying that's all in the package.. Knn...

I was so sleepy yet trying to help him load in the games then encountered this.. Didn't know where to get firmware because the modchip he using is not the popular R4 brand.. Called him then he said he just realised there's a box with a CD in the package.. Zzz... He was supposed to go work early.. On the way to work he dropped by to pass me the CD...

Not that I was reluctant to help... I gladly helped and I even surf around to read up the games description and reviews with enthusiasm ok! I trying to find those popular and more interesting game to load in... After loading in I test play a while to see if they work fine... I was soooo tired yet still doing these.. He only tried to rush me to finish everything so that he can bring it back to them.. Because they are complaining and dying without the Nintendo DS... And he said after I finish doing it can go meet him and pass it to him...

WTF?! I haven't slept for a day and still expect me to rush this thing and go down and pass to him!?! I was quite pissed.. And I threw everything aside and SMS him, "Actually I don understand why u so scared? Delay one day she will divorce u is it? Last time they also dun have this nintendo wat! Now only few days cannot play u so gan chiong for wat! Not I unhappy to help u, I very gladly help. I read reviews n search for games n test. Do so much knn not appreciated!" Which he replied, "Nvm. Take ur time. Go n sleep first. Wake up then do."

OF COURSE! KNN! Nobody likes to be taken for granted! I gladly help and I do my best to help! But I don't like to be taken for granted or taken advantage of! Nobody likes either!

So I slept.. Geo celebrated anniversary I didn't go also.. They going to celebrate for two days.. Tonight also.. Later see how lah.. Anyway my presence is not important.. Heard they got the previous bands back to perform.. Together with the current band is 3 bands...

Woke up this morning and meddled with the Nintendo DS... Tried the games that I have loaded in.. Quite interesting.. Hmmm.. But not tempting enough for me... I would prefer a PSP... Was chatting with Jason on MSN just now and we both surfed for PSP stuffs.. Suddenly so tempted to get one!! OMG!! But think about it.. More of my favourite games are on Nintendo DS.. Zzz.. I think I am more attracted to PSP's design... Jason say if I want he'll get me as X'mas present!! Muahahaha!! We'll see how.. LOL xD

I was supposed to upload pictures of my new work place... Didn't really snap the whole office.. Don't want to catch the attention of other people.. They might be wondering if I am crazy... Anyway...

As you walk in on the left...


This is the entrance walkway...


This my desk...

Didn't snap a full view of my desk, as I said I didn't want to catch anyone's attention.. I have a cubicle of my own.. Just beside Jason Chow's.. My PC is in the middle of my L-shape table.. Which is sitting diagonally of the square cubicle.. Unfortunately when I face the PC, behind me is the boss's office.. He can see whatever I do.. Zzzz.. Big cubicle but surrounding me are cabinets with CDs CDs CDs!!!! LOL...

There's a Hi-Fi playing Class 95FM for the whole office... But you can constantly hear different music from every corner.. Zzz.. Sometimes I play my own music also.. LOL... I just grab a CD beside me and select a track which the titles interest me... I play it on a mini compo on my desk... (Yes.. I have a mini compo on my desk.. I didn't take photo of that lah!)

My PC chio or not?! LOL.. So stylish...


Just above my desk.. Madonna & Stephanie Sun...

That's all for today... Running LATE!! He's coming out early... I haven't pom!! Bye!!