SICK SICK SICK!!!

Someone was asking me why no update my blog... I never expect anyone will be reading anyway... Haiz... Last few days sick lah!! SICK!! Last week lost money!! From win become lose!!! Hp no pay bill kenna cut!!! Sore throat!! Fever!! Toothache!! Where got mood to blog!!

Now still sore throat and coughing like mad! =( The phlegm very thick! No matter how hard I cough it just stuck there!

Really nothing interesting for the past few days lah. All the sickening and lousy things.... Sleep and sleep all day... Sweaty and sticky feeling... Cold Sweat!! This is all I remembered! Was looking forward to Tuesday because Hanzi off. But in the end was very unhappy night and we didn't really get to go out!! Don't want talk about it anymore! Zzz...

Lack of appetite and I ate so little the past few days! Last night Hanzi brought me out dinner.. I ordered Hor Fun... But only had a few mouthful... When I checked my last blog just now and saw the picture of the lambchop.... damn... I am HUNGRY! =(

I'll come back when I recover! Bye....

Worse Than Another Boring Day!!!!

This morning came home around 6AM plus... Tired but didn't felt like sleeping yet... Wanted to blog and upload some of the pictures I took... Switch on my pc and WTF!?... I kenna some virus again!! It's that cb worm!! The rund132.exe and logo1_.exe!!! Yesterday dunhill88 was still asking me which antivirus software I am using... And I even told him I don't like antivirus software because they come in useful only once in a blue moon and they get too sensitive over everything with popups and warnings and slow down my pc... Zzz... The cb worms must've infected my old copy of mIRC and I tried to execute last night... Now it has infected more files again!.. Nabeiz!.. Time for reformat again!.. Zzz...

Last night went out with Hanzi. As usual dunno where to go lah... Moody and sianz... I didn't have my dinner so were deciding where to eat... I wanted some western food... I mean not necessary "western" but I am just so sick of hawker and local food... But he knn come out so late everywhere also closed!!! In the end we went Newton... Sianz... Newton again!?.. But I try to cheer myself up and enjoy everything. I was so damn bloody hungry!!! First we ordered a 蚝煎 to share. Then he went to order a chicken chop for me and a lamb chop for himself. And two tiger prawns from Alvin!! Omg! So much food! Alvin said he bought cheese... And he topped our tiger prawns with cheese and garlic! LOL!! What a combination!

This one his lamb chop...

Heineken for him again... Zzz...

My chicken chop was yucky! Chicken not fresh! I didn't finish the plate... Zzz... Should've gone to NYDC at Heeren to have some pasta or pizza... But he reached my place SO LATE!! They closed at 12AM... Haiz...

He complained the fries filled the whole plate, he no place to cut his lamb...

In the end he also never cut!! He used his hands!!

He gobbled everything! So good appetite meh? I wasn't enjoying my food totally. I was just eating for the sake of fulfilling my hunger. Then he brought up a challenge... See who can eat the most... Zzz... Boring...

And he ordered tulang!!! Looks yucky hor?

Look at the mess of finished tulangs! Eeee....

Trying to pose for me! He got a cut in the gum by tulang.

Trying to pose for me again! Act cute!

I was so full!! And he still wanted to order some more! Siao ah!?... Zzz... After eating he lorso a bit with Alvin and then I rushed him off! Wanted to go I-Bar but we reached there and found out they weren't open. Funny leh.... In the end we went.... 甜蜜蜜 lah! Kaypoh!

He had to reached Geo by 5AM to collect the sales for the night because Steven still not back in town yet. Later join Kenny for breakfast but I went home because I tired lor. I having sore throat now... And I just lost $250... Sianz... Nevermind.. Still got winnings! Go teach dunhill88 play Gunbound now... He waiting for me..

Another Boring Day....

The night before yesterday, I went to Geo but came home early... Because I stay there nothing to do just stoned around the place DAMN SIANZ!! My son knock off in the morning and called me while on his way to Henderson Market for breakfast with Kenny. I couldn't wait till then because I dozed off at home. So I didn't join them. Over the phone, I heard him ordered porridge. Then he said Kenny was ordering Heineken. WTF!? Drink whole night not enough?!?! Still want to drink?!!? Somemore porridge with beer?!! Then I grumble a bit and say, "Piggy 来了!!!" And he replied, "Wah!! 不要! 不要! 叫他去睡觉!"

Wahahaha!!... BO LIAO!!... -_-"

Last night I went Geo also... Zzz... I wanted to come home early too.. But Raymond Goh was there so I stayed through. Before I went Geo was on the phone with Hanzi, I feeling bo liao and act cute. I asked if he missing Piggy... LOL!... He say bring him out! OMG!! 26yrs old bring soft toy out!! And I did!! I brought Piggy and 周小猪 along! Wahaha... He saw them and took revenge on Piggy!! He poke his butt!!!

I brought my laptop along wanted to blog. I took some pictures of Geo to upload, but the connection is so damn bloody sucky and so in the end I drop the idea. There's Wireless@SG but the spot is at the building across the river. Anyway here are the pictures.

Here's the signage and the entrance.

A closer view of the entrance. Eerie? Lol! My N95 flash not strong enough lah!

So, it's Geographér Bar. Actually I don't understand why Steven wants to put the "Singapore-Bangkok" on the signage. Many people thought we have a branch in Bangkok! Zzz... Got one customer ever go Bangkok then called Hanzi and ask about the address of the branch there! As usual lah you know Hanzi always talk very cheeky and indirect... He replied, "Haven't open!" LOL! Everytime go outside buy things when the cashier asked, "Member?" He'll reply, "Not yet..." Zzz... Don't have say don't have lah!? Kaoz... Not yet.... Zzz

From the entrance up a flight of stairs then you see this. The Thai people pay respect for the 5th King.

Poster with pictures of the band from Thailand.

And so that's about it lah. My N95 got good pixels but the flash is not strong enough. Next time I will try to take more pictures inside. Hopefully some pictures of the band performing. They sing majority of Thai songs and some mandarin and english songs.

This morning before before I put down the phone with Hanzi, he told me the Gremio looks over and can take a chance to take Gremio. Knn! I told him this kind of matches don't bet lah... Teams from different leagues so hard to guage their standards. One week so many matches why must bet these kind of crazy games!! He say ok! But later he still bet!! I woke up and check the score... HE LOST!! KAOZ!! I SIBEH TULANZ! Tonight he off and just sms me say he preparing to come out... Later I shall torture him!!!

Betting Is Stressful...

Christa was telling me that I always quarrel with Hanzi because of betting... Hmmm... Did we? Actually I didn't think that we quarrel because of betting leh. Usually what started the quarrel is when I get pissed by the way he talk. But of course, we don't really have a lot of things to chat about. Our conversation usually about betting stuffs. But it's his attitude that pissed me because he always do wrong things and argue with many excuses before he finally apologise! Knn!

As a matter of fact, I don't bet for my own sake. Seriously I don't get the money from the winnings!! So why am I betting!?!? I just helping him to win more!! And even I lose, I don't have to pay. But then overall I try not to lose too much. Betting sure got win and lose. My theory is, as long as you win bigger amount and lose smaller amount, overall is win! So far I am doing fine. I win more amount than lose. =) Yesterday I up $400 in the noon! Good start of the week! I told myself close shop for the day but itchy backside login again during evening and lost back become $55 only! Kaoz! You know the thing is, if u made $55 for the whole day, you'll be glad and give thanks that you had profits! But from $400 drop to $55 the feeling sucks!!! Anyway, I was lucky because late at night I win back all and ended with $407 for Monday! Woot!

Anyway yesterday was his birthday. And so we went dinner. I wanted to buy him a nice dinner, so I asked him to choose what he likes. He missed the lamp chops at Grand Corpthorne Hotel. Raymond always bring us those juicy chops after work. So we went there. They were having a Thai festival buffet. In the end Raymond settled us for the buffet. Basically it was sort of like an international buffet but with slightly more of some thai dish. You can still find oyster, sashimi, western delights and chocolate fountain!!! He lao sai, so skipped his favourite oysters! Haha! (Piggy loves me!!!!...) Was eating halfway then saw this auntie... Probably the hotel guest... OMG!! One look at her and her dressing plus hair.. From CHINA!!... CONFIRM PLUS CHOP!!.. (Sorry I don't discriminate PRC people lah! But this one you got to see picture!..) I tried to snap a pic of her. But like very rude.. I panic a bit and the pic come out a bit blur... So Hanzi tried to do a pose for me to act like I am snapping him...

Neh neh!!! The auntie behind!!!

Take a closer look!!!

OMG!!! You see that?! Sorry the picture a bit blur lah... I gan chiong mah... I describe to you ok!!... Gold hairclips each side for the fringe! Red rubber bands for two cutie tail!! Probably the lightings and the camera capture effect, the some sort jacket is actually near orange colour tone but it looks pinkish here. It's actually a short sleeved blouse unbuttoned over a long sleeved purple dress... Wah lau!! Hanzi see already also stunned man!! He "um chio".. (giggles..) This can be proved by his enthusiasm for helping me pose to snap the pic.. LOL!

We only had two servings of food then to a little bit of dessert. Not usual for him because he usually very greedy! But since he lao sai.. you know... standard drop a bit lah...

Finished dessert! Chocolate nice!!

Look at his satisfied face! But a bit 憔悴... I think laosai too much!

Asked for the bill but Raymond already settled already!! Kaoz! Never wait for me! And so I saved my pocket. I didn't buy him any present. Aiyah... Buy already he also cannot bring home! Sickening!

We went straight to Clarke Quay. Still early for his work, so we strolled around. We went opposite to the field beside Riverside Walk where people always fly their remote control thingy there. I've always wanted to know more about it but never made any effort. And so we went and find out it was some remote control kite. It's COOL!! It's invented by Singaporean and made in Singapore by the GoFlyKite team!! Their shop is just at Riverside Walk. They call it GFK RC Kites. I also want!!!!! A bit expensive. About $650 to start off with a whole package plus training. Hanzi also very interested in it! If he were as rich as last time, he definitely will buy it for me ON THE SPOT! Nevermind, I say put aside $100 from my winnings every week then I can buy it in 7weeks' time.. Haha!!... (as if I can win every week!... CHOY!! Of course lah!!

One thing I like about being with Hanzi because no doubt his age, he will actually pay attention and show interest in some toys, games and youngsters activities. And he loves animals. Jason will not bother about all these because he thinks toys are kiddys' stuffs and dogs drool alot and drop alot of fur!! Zzz... Anyway, if you haven't seen the kites, you can go to Clarke Quay or Riverside area in the evening and see people fly them there. They going to perform for this year's NDP too!

After strolling then off to Geo lor... Sianz... As usual not much early crowds. Then I just stoned around the place. Watched him do some work while he complain stomach noisy... Told him to go home and rest but he hesitate and say don't want.

Doing paperwork ok!! Shhh!! Don't disturb!

Smile!!! Handsome or not?! =)

I was pretty tired and very sianz there. Then decided to go home. Reached home and login Maple because Xta and Tri were playing. I wanna join them for the new PQ. I haven't tried it! They purposely missed one PQ just to add me in but then Hanzi sms me and say he can go off from work and go gai gai with me! Kaoz I just reached home nia leh!! He must've feigned sick in front of Steven Goh and say he wanna go home... And so I couldn't the PQ. Tri kpkb ask me ignore him!! LOL! Aiyah how can!? You know I have so little opportunity to go gai gai with him!! Although I was really tired, I had just enough energy to nua on my chair to play games but still I wanna go meet him. Steven Goh is going overseas again and Hanzi won't get an offday until Thursday.

Over MSN just now, Xta was asking me last night 七晚八晚 go where with him?!?! I was err... so occupied with many things in my mind that I just say we went eat.... LIAR!! LOL!!... Had so much at buffet how to eat!?! Haha!! Well, we go have our 二人世界 lah!! Aiyo... 小孩子不要问那么多啦! =Þ

Wah I took very long to complete this post.... So difficult to align everything...

Today Is My Son's Birthday!

I had a terrible weekend... =(

Hanzi really pissed me alot recently! I tried to bear with it since his birthday is coming. But I think he's getting from bad to worse! I hate it when he blabber nonsense. Seriously just nonsense!!! Nothing to say just shut up lah! Try to act funny? But his statement just make no sense and most of the time its damn annoying and sometimes with sarcastic meaning in it. Then I am so lack of patience recently and I'll just get pissed with his sarcasm. He say I over sensitive. Why can't he just talk normally like anyone else?! Why must always make statement with indirect meaning!

Maybe because he's got so many bad points for me to pick on him and lecture about, sometimes he want revenge! I went Jason's house on Friday. And he wants to show me that he is unhappy about it! Kaoz.. Should I be happy that he is actually jealous?! But he seems to pick on it purposely. I only going Jason's house to help him set up his router and laptop leh! Zzz... And I've got so much time and nothing to do at home! Not that he has time for me and wanna jio me go gai gia! Zzz... He busy with horses... And wanna get jealous over what?! Sicko!

Saturday I went out in the noon to collect my cheque. It was raining, Jason offered to fetch me then later we went Sim Lim shopping. Before I left home I was in a rush as usual. Locked my room's door, forgot something and went in again. In and out a few times. Finally out of my house, locked the gate and walk down the stairs. I had this uneasy feeling wondering if I had closed my room's door. Then I assume I probably did but maybe forgot to lock. I was thinking nevermind, nobody will open it so I didn't bother to go back and check.

Evening came home and came into my room. Ok.. door wasn't lock... Step in... OMG!!!!! Things missing!! Someone came in!! Did I close my door?!!? Why would people come in! Who?! Who came in and touch my things? Throw my rubbish!? Throw my cigarette boxes and my ash tray!! OMG! FUCK!! My room was VERY MESSY lor!! I feel so fucked! Later I found out it was my father!! Zzzz... I feel very uneasy by that.. He came in.. dunno what he saw.. and he cleared my rubbish!! And you know got some ladies' stuffs!! Argh!! Probably I embarassed.. But I felt something else worse than embarassment!! Later he came back... And kpkb say my room messy, complained I smoke so much!! Nvm.. then he said he smelled smoke so he got his locksmith friend to open my door and came in to check! And his friend also shocked! Fuck!! Someone else came too?!?! NO! He lied!! He must be lying!! I am sure!! He always do this to me! Always tell some useless lie!! He lied to add on to my embarassment!! Idiot!!!!!

Until today I haven't check if what other things are missing! Zzz... Anyway, that incident left me feeling uneasy for the rest of the night. Was supposed to go down to Geo and I was feeling moody and tired so I stayed home. And then LOSE MONEY! Lost the whole week's winning. Knn... Later part of the night Hanzi called. Ask me don't bet. His tone sucks! His phrasing also SUCKS! "....You don't bet lah! Bad mood bet sure lose one... Bad mood just go and sleep or play games... I got feeling you CONFIRM LOSE one lah.. Don't bet lah... You know how to teach me you don't know how to do yourself! SURE LOSE one lah!..." Zzz... He was supposed to console me... But he called and speak with annoying tone and tell me all these unsoothing words! Fine! I know he is just trying to remind me to avoid betting when bad mood. He can't phrase it nicely, fine! I forgive his tone and just keep quiet and pay attention.

He continued to blabber and then "...Waste so much effort win from Monday to Friday then lose everything on Saturday.... So KUM LAN for what!?..." Knn... This time I damn pissed!! I reply "Do you have to use the word kum lan?" Then he not happy with what I said. He got angry and shout louder! CCB!! He supposed to call and console me but with his fucked attitude and say me kum lan and then still get angry before I do!! And accuse me that I throw my temper at him because I lose money?! What the fuck!? Later which he added that he was only trying to mean it was silly to waste few days' effort in one night, not scolding me kum lan. Kaoz!! Then in the first place when I asked, he should've just correct the word and tell me that he don't mean it!! I would've accept what he say and won't feel so bad about it! Knn he just shouted at me even louder with vulgars and accuse I throw temper because I lost money! Nabeiz!! Anyway I made him say sorry! Fuck up! Spoil my mood! And I woke up next morning having fever! Tulanz!

He just wake up the next day as if nothing happened! Not that I am a petty sort. But I don't like people to act blur this way. I was expecting him to find out how I am feeling and give me a good explanation or some sort of assurance and comfort. He just tell me he is sick. He got lao sai.. body ache.. bla bla.. Zzzz.. I am having fever also leh! Knn... Serve him right for lao sai!! I ever told him that everytime he make me angry by saying hurting words or argueing unreasonably, he'll get punishment. Which really come true everytime! Haha! Everytime knn throw temper this way, he will have lao sai next day and shit until his ass pain! I told him Piggy poke one, because he bully me!!! =Þ He ask me why I don't get it when I scold him... LOL.. I say because he misbehave and deserve my scoldings!!! Lalalalala...

I just came back from TBP... Knn forgot to buy new lock for my room! Anyway, cashed out the cheque but soon it will be gone... 20th pay installments again.. Zzzz... Although lost all my winnings on Saturday, still ended this week with some blue figure.. dunno tonight got money take or not.....

Because of all the recent frustrations, I totally forgot about Ashlie's birthday!!!! OMG!! So sorry my dear!!! I sms him a belated msg the next day.. Sorry...

Anyway this one for both of you lah....

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to darling~
Happy birthday to you~!

So Lazy Me!

Err... I realise that I am getting lazy, lazier, lazierer and laziererer to blog... lol... I find myself blogging too much details of my bo liao life. But then, this is all about blogging right? Where got everyday new and exciting things one? Kaoz! Not to forget my blog is call Sianzations lor! Sometimes I come across many things one lah.. Many things that I want to blog them down.. But then not free to do so mah... When I finally free to blog... Then I lazy to write out all the details liao...

Part of the reason that makes blogging fun is knowing that people might be reading it. This also become part of the reason that make blogging not so fun and less meaningful... Zzz.. Because of this reason, you cannot blog naturally and say whatever you want! I believe the famous Xiaxue too, I don't mean she lied in her blog but then sometimes she'll try to avoid mentioning certain things just in case the unintended people gets to read them. I am not saying that I lie in my blog! But just that sometimes certain things I wanna say but I had to rephrase carefully or avoid saying. It may not be for the sake of personal well-being... Sometimes things that you say do no harm to yourself but may cause inconvenience or conflicts between others who get to read it...

Anyway these few days though not working, I'm busy with some other stuff. I'm making a personal theme for my N95. It's almost completed!! Here's some screen shots...

Erm... I'm not the girly type that like pink colour lah. But then pink just happen to go well with the pictures and the elements that I used for the theme. Now the new Theme Studio software is better. More options to edit with. You can modify more contents and details of the theme... Fun!!

These few days Lim has been chasing me for his S Class... OMG!!! And Ivan never get back to me until today I called him again. Nabeiz!! He tell me the car will only be in around September! KNN!!! So cock up!! I so paiseh have to explain to Lim!! He told me if it was somebody else, he would have call off the deal already!! I so paiseh because of the delay. In fact before the order Ivan had already cock up the price negotiating part.. And now the car will be coming in late! By the time come in is almost near the end of the year.. New car becoming old car soon.. Sianz.. Now really turn me off about the thought of going back there to work.. Always these kind of shit! Ma la eh tahan!!

Last week a big blue from King119! I know shall not get over confident. So I started off slow and steady this week because I don't trust my luck! So far doing pretty good.. 1.7k liao! But sometimes I get very pekchek because I trying to increase the sum here and he down there decreasing the sum! KNN! I keep on remind him he always don't listen! I forsee very soon we will have a big quarrel again over this thing! I really dunno how to help him! I might really blow my top and give him a tight slap!

Oh and people at #Dr3ams are complaining the channel got ghost! Lol... They say post simi pick, lose simi pick!! So I trying to start my own channel call #LeSaint... Application has been sent and waiting for Q to join in... So far I tested that the channel quite lucky!!! Helped me reach 3k target last week!! And this week also going smooth!! LOL!!

My room is getting messy again!!! My dirty laundry piling!!! Haiz... Must do a time table for all these chores again.... Sickening...

After So Looong...

Wah... I sibeh loooong no blog!!!

Just came home from a heavy lunch... Yesterday was Jason's birthday... I bought him a buffet just now... Knn.. I look like 4 months pregnant now!! EAT TOO MUCH!!

So many things happened in the last two weeks. Happy, sad and angry. Quarrelled with Hanzi... As well as some happy incidents like torturing him by taking some pictures... Like this one below...

Zhou Xiao Zhu is sooo cute!!

Well, this one not exactly look like being tortured lah.. I got worse ones.. But I promised him not to show anyone, if not he won't let me take again! Hahaahaha... (Pss.. Pss.. I tied his hair.. Heehee... Ashlie!! U wan to see right? Msn me!!)

I didn't make it to the finals for the Volvo Hunt lah... But Wilson did it!!!! He was so close man!! But no luck for the last question! He actually got the answer in like less than 5 mintues. But he didn't think it was that easy and didn't submit that answer. He so pekchek about it.. Haiz.. Try harder next time!

I stopped working at Onesome, because they are closed!!!! They looking for a new place... So probably be joining them at the new place.. dunno lah.. see how it goes... Meanwhile still wondering if I should go back to Cybercars or not... Lim's S-Class is due to come in soon. He's been chasing me for the past 2 weeks and I never answer his calls... I'm such a irresponsible sales person! OMG!

The week before I had a 4 figure of red!! Zzzz.... Was actually blue one lor!! Bcos that idiot Hanzi misbehave and anyhow press again! And I panic and tried to fight back for him and i lost.. We both lose about the same amount for that week! Shit! Luckily last week was VERY heng week for me.. Mondays to Thursdays i recovered BOTH of our reds for the previous week... Ho Ho Ho!! On top of that I make another 4 figure on the weekends! Yeah!! I love BLUE~~

Steven Goh going overseas again.. So this Tuesday no off for Hanzi. He had his off day last night. But still we went Geo... Zzz... Last night and tonight Clarke Quay having power maintainence so Geo will close at 3AM. Last night we went Dragonfly with Geo staffs.. Omg very crowded.. Sibeh sianz... Tonight he off work early.. dunno where to go leh... Hmmmm....