Grrrrr.....

I'm here because of the damn Facebook. Photos from many of my previous blog post are not showing here because Facebook changed the direct link. I started linking photos from my Facebook instead of uploading to Blogger to save storage on Picasa. Can't trust Facebook.. Zzzz.... Although it's not important but I'm trying to upload all of them one by one.. Sickening... Sometimes I'm a perfectionist... Sometimes only.. Hehe...

Mum is discharged. I kinda hate it. She came back home grumpy.. Started kpkb over all the little things. Fuck up!!! I swear I'm willing to do all the necessary things for her, even clean after her shit or anything. I'll do those kind of things without complain but NOT entertaining her kpkb over the tiny things like washing cups. I mean those clean ones not in used. She has the habit of washing them every morning. Come one!! If you are so bothered about them collecting dust, you should wash them every hour really! Zzz... And she even kpkb over the way I wash them. So wtf?! Then boiling water... Omfg... I drink from the tap without boiling!! Why is she so particular over these little things. I mean... Don't have to kpkb over it!! Oh and also kpkb me for bringing my meal into my room to eat. WTF?! I've been doing it for years!!!

Nagging is irritating, but she is not! She really KPKB and pissed me off!! Even my father is getting pissed. She thinks that we are unwilling to help her and if not for her feeling unwell, she wouldn't have to see our face to ask for help. The problem is - we are not expecting her to beg us!! Can't she just talk properly instead of KPKB?! Kaoz!!!

Gonna go continue to fix the photos.. Sibeh sianz....

Outdates & Updates

Outdated news but I went Hong Kong and watched my super love!!! Photos on my Tumblr but not all up. Still have those in films not yet developed. Argh!! Makes me want to go Hong Kong again. I should start saving to go Hong Kong holiday every year =Þ

But I'm so broke now... When can I ever save?! I'm badly in debt.. Haiz... Trip was paid by Tommy. I think he probably would not ask me back for the money but I would pay him when I have the money. Posted the photos from the trip on Facebook. People probably think we are really close or already together. Of course not!! I wished I went Hong Kong alone.. =X And for some others whom I owe money to, they probably think I had money to go holiday but not return them.... -_-"

Recently boss employed more staffs and so the company's overhead went up. He had to bring in more business and that means I've got more work to do. The problem - more work doesn't mean more money for me! Zzz... In fact, the more I work the less I earn!! I spend more on cashcard, petrol and I had to drive out more with my off peak car. A lot of days I worked late that I had no time to go part-time at the pub!! Other times I'd be too tired to go work at the pub!! Omfg!! Very broke!!! =(

Just few days ago, I spoke to boss. It was a long time since we had a good chat. Before that, he was quite pissed with me over my performance. I was glad we had that chat. He actually had high hopes in me but was disappointed recently. Asked me to keep working hard and he will arrange something for me... Ok.. I better do it!!!

Come to think of it... Actually things seemed to pick up a little bit. Example... Reconciled with my boss and he's liking me again... Getting along very well with MJ (new partner) at work... A punter who owed me money is paying me back! Won my accident claim!!! All these but somehow still not much improvement yet. Still very broke financially and mum just had surgery on Monday. She's recovering well. I hope no complications after that. I hope my luck would pick up!!

A little happy thing to look forward to - I'm actually going to watch my super love again!!! His performance tour will stop by Genting in January and Longhao is paying for me to watch!!! This time I'm going to watch from the 5th row!! Happy!!!!