No Resolutions!!!!

Haiz... Another year past... Last day of 2007 today... I don't look forward to anything next year! Zzz... Oh... Maybe one... I hope my mountain of clothes be cleared and sit nicely in the wardrobe! Muahahaha... I haven't iron and pack them yesterday... xD

Yesterday was supposed to iron the clothes... I ended up in bed.. Supposed to meet Hanzi for dinner at Waraku also!! He came out early and waited downstairs my house for half an hour!! Kept calling me but couldn't wake me up!! Argghh!! I feel so bad and disappointed!! Felt bad because I can't imagine how he waited downstairs... Wasted trip for him.. Disappointed because I wasted a chance to meet him early and eat something.. But I was really damn tired! =(

Just checked back at Cheree's blog... Saw the messages left by her friends at her tagboard.. Many said nice skin!! Of course lah!! Knn I do one leh! One said it's nicer than hers... Omg.. Needless to say lor! All of them just rip off the codes from some sites and there is NO DESIGN at all!! Just the codes for layout.. And they all like the same kind of stupid layout all squeezed to one side of the screen with tiny wordings... And they have NO COLOUR SENSE and NO ARTISTIC SENSE!! Zzzz... I only anyhow do one also better than them lah!! Heeheee... =X

This morning I think I replied Gross a SMS too harsh? I don't know.. Some things no matter how you phrase, it would not sound nice anyway... He asked me to top up some credits in his account... Zzzz... Few days ago he asked me to top up the last $100 credits and told me he wanted to quit betting.. He said if he ever ask me to top up again, I should ignore him.. But this time he say his brother wanna bet.. Well... I replied him I'm not 3 year old and he don't have to use his brother as excuse.... Hmmm... Did I sound harsh?

As a matter of fact, I didn't even bother to analyse if he was telling the truth or not.. LOL... It's his money you see... His choice to risk with his money... He might win, he might lose... I wouldn't know.. But I didn't feel comfortable to top up credits for him because our initial agreement was to place deposit for credits.. This week I already topped up 4 times for him without having him transfer money over.. Zzz... The agent account don't belong to me.. Even though it belong to my bf, but I shouldn't suka suka top up credits I like.... Even my own account if my credits are stucked with outstandings not yet paid out, I also won't go and top up and bet somemore...

Wah I feel very sianz today.. Dunno why I feel especially moody on special days.. Zzzz.. And with one big mountain of clothes I got to settle now.... Tonight I have no plans and no programs again.. Don't think Forkie will surprise me 2nd time.. LOL... Hanzi has to go work very early today.. I wonder if he can come out even earlier to have dinner with me.. Tonight is Geo last day at Clarke Quay and he will finish work late too... Where shall I spend my last day of 2007!!?!? Zzzz....

2nd Round!!

Sianz... 2nd round of spring clean.. Zzz... MANY CLOTHES TO IRON AND PACK!

I've finished the blogskin for Cheree.. Hehe.. This time pretty fast.. Not because I anyhow do because it's not mine lah! But her requirements very low.. She thinks those common layout is very nice.. Zzz.. So I just spent a little more time on the banner picture... Take a look here... =)

I happened to find one of my toddler photo.. OMG.. The one which I like best... But many years ago it was torn.. I used scotch tape to piece it back.. Hanzi was here this morning.. I showed him.. He say I was FAT!? WTF!?

Just woke up!! Cute leh!!!

Don't laugh!! My baby photo first time exposed!! This is call chuuubbbyyy... NOT fat ok! xD

Hanzi say he may come out early tonight... =) Then we go Central eat the Japanese pasta again! Muahaha....

Haiz... Many clothes to iron.. Knn.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

Spring clean done 90%!!!!

Wah kaoz.. Finally pack my room yesterday.. Big project man!! Spent whole day since morning to evening.. Couldn't finish everything!! I've got one BIG MOUNTAIN of clothes on my bed... Still lying there.. Too shag to fold and iron them.. Zzzz...

Heineken is having a promotion. With every purchase you collect the points coupon and redeem for some gifts.. One of the redemption booths happens to be at Clarke Quay. Hanzi got a few thousand points from Geo... Wednesday we went down to Clarke Quay early to redeem the items.. No stock!? Wtf! Have to wait for their stocks to be in the next day.. Zzz...

It was still early before his working hour.. So we hang around the area for dinner.. Went to The Central for food.. First time trying out the pasta at Pasta de Waraku.. He never like pasta and stuffs.. But he commented the pasta there very nice.. Hehehe..

Very mouth-watering deco they have.. LOL..


Forever so serious on the mobile! Zzzz


Pose for pictures also not enthusiastic.. Zzz...


Food is here!! Yummmm....

The food is really not bad!! The waitress who served us also very friendly.. At first she asked him what kind of pasta he would like.. Spaghetti or fettuccine?... Then Hanzi was like.. Huh?!.. LOL.. So she rephrased.. and ask.. Mee kia or mee pok?! LOL... The scallop & prawn pizza we had was very nice... Very thin and crispy.. Must try!!

So shagged from packing my room.. I slept whole of last night! Until morning he came after work.. After he went home I slept again.. And work up jus a while ago! LOL... Now still feeling lazy.. the clothes still occupying half of my bed! Zzz... Cheree asked me to help her with her new blogskin.. Done halfway.. Hungry and lazy now.. Probably going back to sleep.. Zzzz..

Merry Boxing Day!

Like what Yee Kiat said... Hehehe...

Christmas Day was DAMN BORING!!! At first I thought I didn't have any dates!! And then Forkie MSN me!! Omg!! So surprised!! I never expect him to be free on a special day like this... We arranged to meet up.. Called Tri asking where they are... Was buying a DIAMOND RING for Xta.. Muahaha.. She must be damn happy!

At first Tri invited me to join them dinner at M Hotel... He supposed to call me back after checking the reservation he made... And I told them I'm bringing my new boyfriend along... Then they knn never reply!! Then they say want to go romantic alone! Nabeiz!!

Forkie and me went dinner at The Soup Restaurant.. Hehehe... Actually we both prefer some western food, but too late to make any reservation for Christmas Eve... Brought him to eat Samsui Chicken... Nice!!

Finished dinner before 9PM... Kaoz!! Dunno where to go!! And we decided to go stalk Tri and Xta.. Muahaha... Took a ride in his bike... Very windy... Got my hair all tangled.. Zzz

The Scotts junction... Jam!!


Nothing to do in the jam.. Hehehe..

Oh well... Was blogging halfway, a phonecall came in... Omg!! Another surprise!! The GM from Cybercars called!! They employed someone to take a post of the GM to manage the staffings.. He asked me if I'm interested to go back work... I didn't know I was so popular?! Lol.. Wah he got very strong ang moh accent.. His england I almost couldn't catch! I bluffed him that I have a contract with Warner and will consider about it.. LOL..

Immediately after, I called Wilson and asked about the situation there... He said they advertised for quite long couldn't get lady sales.. lol.. Actually I don't mind going back to work there.. In fact, I ever considered even before the GM ask.. Now they even have a scheme with basic salary... The only thing I hesitate about is hitting sales target.. Zzz.. Collecting their salary and not selling a single car is very bad!! If I choose the old scheme without the basic salary is worse!! No sell car means no money!! Haiz.. See how lah...

And back to Christmas Eve... Went to stalk Tri and Xta... Supposed to be very cheeky and surprising.. In the end it was sort of cold... Dunno why.. They wanted to go movie after dinner.. Wah sianz.. Me and Forkie not interested... So we head for Clarke Quay..

They forgot to bring camera on such a day!! Used mine! Haha!

Clarke Quay was not as crowded as last year.. Went to watch people fly the remote kite.. Watch until we both neck tired!! Before countdown I brought him up to take a look at Geo.. No atmosphere there.. Almost wanted to head back to the bridge for countdown but Forkie say maybe too late already.. Before we reach there probably kena spray liao! LOL... So we went smoking area and past the countdown there, looking down from the windows, watch the spraying crowd downstairs...

We were damn sianz...

We been thinking very hard where to go... Finally decided to go Partyworld sing song.. Zzz... Went to the Shenton Way branch.. Since Geographer 2 is there.. So I went in wanted to greet Kenny and Steven.. Very packed there.. Ended up squeezing all the way in and couldn't find them.. But saw Vincent, the boss of Partyworld... Complained to him couldn't get a room at Partyworld... He say why never call him earlier.. Kaoz?! How would I dare to call the boss for a small room.. Zzzz... Then he ask me join him drinking after ktv... Aiyo.. And he kept SMSing me... I felt so paiseh have to oblidge.. Forkie and my ktv session ended early.. Anyway I think Forkie was tired liao and he had to ride bike home... True enough.. He blur until miss the highway exit... He knn went airport see planes alone.. No bring me!! xD

Kaoz! Supposed to snap his 神情默默 expression while singing...

Actually we did have a little fun at Partyworld.. Catching up old memories.. Seriously old.. Knn.. LOL.. Too lost touch with new songs.. We started to sing songs.. getting older and olderer.. Hahaha... Actually I enjoyed his company for I didn't see him so long... Didn't expect to see him on a special day... I hope he wasn't feeling bored..

After a short drink with Vincent at Geo 2.. He drove me down to Clarke Quay... The conversation with him at Geo 2 and the journey in his car to Clarke Quay was a little awkward.. Haiz.. But I think he was drunk lah...

Later things was very pissful.. Zzz.. Waited for Hanzi to off work.. Supposed to spend some time together.. In the end waited for nothing but just to take a free ride home in Steven's car... And I was very tired because I didn't sleep the whole day, out the whole night and still waited for him to off work at 7AM plus... Got fly aeroplane!! Disappointed! Anyway went home slept the whole Christmas noon... At night got pissed again because waited for him to meet me! Wait again!! Forever waiting!! Somemore never give me a time, and accuse me of unreasonable when I got pissed! Knn!! Ask me wait also must tell me how long wat! CB!

Finally managed to meet him 2AM plus.. Zzzz.. Went Swensen's to eat.. I ordered many things.. Fish & chips, omelette, chicken wings and ice cream... So boring and moody night.. Sianz... Hopefully tonight he can make up for it...

And err... I haven't pack my room still... Muahaha... I wanted to pack today.. But dilly dally... Then I realised I won't be able to finish in time before my father come home... So I decided tooooooooo.... Do it tomorrow.. Hehe... Really will do tomorrow.. LOL... Just now I already cleared some rubbish.. 10% done liao.. xD

It's Christmas Eve.. Zzz...

Ahem... I supposed to pack my room yesterday.. Oh... "Supposed" hor... Means I didn't do lah!! Muahaha.. =X

Wanted to do it just now but delayed until I think I won't be able to finish all in one shot.. In the end only did another round of laundry.. Hehehe.. Ok.. I "think" I will do tomorrow ok.. xD

Guess what I'm doing now?!?! Relaxing in front of my computer.. And.... Sipping red wine with foie gras!!! Song boh!!! xD Not very used to consuming alcohol in bright daylight.. I finishing the bottle sooon.... A little bit tipsy now.. Hehehe... The foie gras damn fucking nice!!

Haiz.. I no date tonight.. Sianz... Don't know what to do... What a boring Christmas.. Hopefully got some programs later..

Merry Christmas everyone! =) I wish for better days ahead!

It's Spring Clean!!!!

Aiyo!! Finally with some motivation from Gross, I decided to start packing my room.. =X

BUT.... Haven start.. Update here a bit before I start getting busy...

Friday so guai and nice of him to come out early. Went chinese soup restaurant for dinner. One of the 三盅两件 branch restaurant at Holiday Inn.. Had quite a sumptuous meal.. 3 dishes 1 soup... xD

Wah this one my favourite!!!

This Samsui Ginger Chicken damn nice!! It's just the normal Hainanese style chicken... Goes damn nice with the ginger paste.. Then wrap it in lettuce!! Yummy!! I told Alizee it's very nice, if he ever come Singapore I shall bring him there.. xD

After dinner went opposite window shopping at Far East Plaza.. Then walk down Marriot and Lucky Plaza and to Taka.... Very crowded.. He asked me what I want for Christmas.. I didn't see anything I like... Went Tiffany, he almost bought me a pair of earrings there.. LOL.. Mai siao lah.. So expensive...

Later followed him to Geo.. Omg!! Finally saw their decorations.. Christmas decorations... I remembered he told me the day after they stayed back at work to do up the decorations... He said was like vandalism... Till I see it with my own eyes.. KNN!! Really like vandalism!! Not much decorations.. Just some star lightings on the ceiling inside.. Then snow spray everywhere!! The spraying.. OMG! Zzzz..

Zzzz... Look at the entrance stairway..


Chinese!! Sibeh lok!!! LOL

Then you have Hanzi spraying a lot of "1212" inside... Zzzz... But most of them Steven already instructed the staffs to clean away liao.. LOL!!

Back in the dressing room... I saw one of the singer trying to snap a picture of himself with his handphone at the mirror... The one whom's photo look like Zhu Xiaotian from F4... (The one Shujuan drooling about..) So I helped him take a picture with my camera.. xD

Actually he look like Yan Chengxun in person..

So much of updates... Should be off to packing my room now.. Haiz.. Hopefully can finish by today.. And hopefully can maintain everything.. LOL.. I don't want to do another spring clean before CNY... =X

Another thing not to forget is dig out Ashlie's black tube and return her.. She need for dinner... LOL... Knn.. We damn miserable.. No clothes for dinner.. Always sharing around.... Ashlie.. Why don't you take my dress? Don't always wear that black tube.. My dress new one.. That day Ah Nee's wedding just bought one.. xD

As Usual Lah...

Raining again.. I hate rain.. Spoil my mood...

Today is public holiday... Don't mean a thing to me... Omg!! Christmas is just few days away!! 2007 is ending soon... What have I done this year? Nothing... =(

Slept since yesterday late noon until this morning 3AM... He finished work late today because of the Christmas decorations at Geo... Kaoz.. So late then put up decorations... Geo will be closing end of this month.. Moving to Chimes... I thought we would have a chance to go Keong Saik Street for breakfast today... I miss the bread, eggs and laksa there... He ended up at Mcdonald's with the staffs then went back with Steven.. Haiz...

Tuesday met up with Ashlie at TBP, I went to replace the battery for one of my Swatch watches... Knn!! Left too long with an empty battery.. I think the watch spoilt.. My favourite piece... Must get it repaired... Grrr...

I planned to pack my room today.. But the rain spoilt my mood for everything... So probably do it tomorrow lor.. It's not excuse ok!! xD

Been exploring and sinking ships at Battle Station on Facebook... Finished my APs in all my accounts... Sibeh sianz now!!

Another Moody Day....

Supposed to name this post "The Adventurous Little Rat"... Decided to change the content.. Had trouble uploading those pictures... And also because I suddenly got moody because the Jason Chow's MSN nick... I feel that he always leave messages on his MSN nick for me to read... Zzz...

Actually nothing much about the rat thing... There was this daring little rat exploring around with many cats eyeing at him.. The silly rat just wonder past them.. and the cats didn't even dare to touch him because I was looking at them.. Damn bo liao pictures lah...

Sunday evening he came out early and we met up for dinner... Hmm... Did we have dinner? I cannot remember now... Anyway we went TBP shop a bit.. And he made me this piece of key...

Front

Back

One piece.. Cute.. I made it for my room's key, which I just changed recently.. I mean I changed the room's lock recently.. BECAUSE I realised my father got my room's key!! Wtf?! Dunno how he got it!! I must have accidentally left the spare key in the kitchen long ago and he kept it! No wonder he had access to my room some time ago! Knn! And I only realised he got the key on Ah Nee's wedding day!!

That day.. While preparing to attend the wedding.. For some reason, I felt it wasn't safe to leave my room unlock while I go shower.. So I took out my room's key from my bunch of keys... Lock my room and brought it with me to shower.. Later forgot to put it back to the bunch and went for dinner.. After dinner came home and I was locked out of my room.. Zzzz... I panicked... It was late.. And I can't hammer the knob, my father sure kpkb because he don't like the idea of me locking my room... To my surprise... He kindly offer me his bunch of keys.. And he said, "Try this one see can or not... This one can open all the rooms' doors.." WTF?! What a lousy lie!! My room's lock was not the original one that came with the door!! I changed it long ago! As a matter of fact, I changed twice before!!! How could he be holding the key!! And where got such thing as universal key!!! I mean, not possible to have a universal key in our house!!! But then, that key he passed me, I recognised it as my room's key!! True enough, that key opened my door.. Zzzz.. CCB... Dunno since when he had been holding that bloody key.. Knn...

The next few days.. I went TBP bought a new lock again.. =Þ

So long never see Ashlie... Last night I met up with her... Went TBP for dinner.. (OMG!! My life revolve around Geo, TBP and Hanzi.. Zzzz..) Finally able to pass her the watch I bought from Bangkok.. (Btw, yet to pass Tri and Xta their t-shirts also.. =X..) Knn she say I got DOUBLE (not eyelids) BLACK EYE RINGS... Zzz.. Haiz.. I know my eyes getting worse... Dinner and chit chat at coffeeshop while waiting for Hanzi to come.. His offday...

Very nice of him to come out early... 10PM plus... Compared to many previous Tuesday, considered as early liao... Somehow or rather I was moody... As usual.. No place to go.. Zzz... Companied him to NaNa.. The new Thai disco occupying the previous MoMo... Sianz.. I very sick of the idea but I oblidged because I know he want to meet a friend there to discuss some things... He promised me it would take a while.. We spent 2 hours there and he volunteer to leave and ask me where I wanted to go... I appreciated his initiative but I was feeling damn moody and frustrated because of so many unhappy things that happened recently.. And also because.. I dunno where to go.. Zzz..

Dunno why and how we started a small arguement... I have nothing to complain.. But just that his attitude pissed me.. I was really bad mood enough and he was so insensitive and talk very xia lan... As usual he said the same thing like giving in to me and letting me have all the choices, I could've name whatever I want.. Then I rebuke with that ENG CHAI metaphor again!! OH!! This time I used GIAM CHAI!! xD (Ashlie stop laughing! Knn!)

Anyway was only a small arguement.. I was damn moody enough.. No mood even to quarrel... I only wish for some peaceful and loving time... Later at 7-11 I made him hold a card and pose a picture for me to cheer me up!! =D

Look alike or not??

Nothing To Update

Lack of updates again... Probably nobody read here anymore... Only Christa.. But it's ok.. I don't need any publicity...

I've lost track of my own life... Ever since I came back from Bangkok, things have not been very smooth... What did I do wrong over there?! But I don't believe in bomoh leh..

Very very moody days I've spent the past month... Too moody to blog down anything... I can't remember the details... Probably is my subconscious mind setting barrier by making me forget the unhappy things.. The events had been forgetten but the moody feeling stay.. Zzz... Chim or not?? I also don't know what I am talking.. Haiz...

I really don't have anything to update.. Except for him pissed me off yesterday again... Don't want to describe the details.. Just some same old shit!

Been so moody that I started to look for some old drama to catch... Just finished watching Fate Of Clairvoyant last night... Old Hongkong drama lah... Just to kill time and forget about some unhappy things a while.

I need some happy stuffs to spice up my mood... Christmas is coming... But the thought of it seems to stress me more... Christmas means new year coming... and new year means Chinese New Year coming.. Zzzz... Not that I am married and need to worry for giving out money... But don't you people realise, the older you grow, the more you hate such festivals?

I am so damn stressed now... I hope better days are soon ahead...

=(

Sianz sianz sianz!!!!!!!!!

Feeling very moody now... Supposed to be sleeping but have to fight on now...

Looking forward to Friday when he comes back... Just now he sent me an SMS before going to bed.. Was around 11PM plus... And he said everyone already turning in and the lights off liao... Have to wake up 6:15AM tomorrow.. He said WORSE THAN ARMY... LOL!!! I think he find it very miserable going tour with them... He's got so much to worry about back here.. No mood to enjoy there.. And they have to follow a tight schedule, probably not enjoyable at all..

Was raining heavily... But still I made a trip to Cyber and collected my cheque... Brought cash with me and passed Julie $300 for Jere.. Didn't even want to pass him personally.. Received an SMS from him later saying "So sweet.. Thanks.. bla bla"... I didn't even bother to reply! Hypocrite!!

I supposed to be missing Hanzi a lot... I mean... I do miss him a lot.. But now I am soooooo moody and upset until I can't think of anything now.. =(

Friday please come faster... And I want to see BLUE!!!

Moooooody....

When did I left off again? =x

So lazy to post nowadays.. As usual damn sianz.. Bad mood.. many frustrations.. Haiz... Last Saturday Xta ask me to help her take care of XB I didn't go also... Sick and moody...

Today he's flying for Hong Kong.. I want to go also!!! =(

I've been sleeping quite early these days and I wake at about morning 5AM... Yesterday was the same.. Woke up 4AM plus and then met him for breakfast and later went straight to Warner for the whole day.. After work met him for dinner and bought a pair of leggings... I always thought I never look good in them because of my plump thighs... I think I lost a lot of weight recently, I don't look so bad in leggings now.. Seriously, everybody I meet now keep telling me I lost a lot of weight... But I don't really feel so... They said I look very fragile now.. Zzz...

Just now he found excuse to leave work early, since he's flying off later... He wanted to company me... I was very tired but still I wanted to spend the time with him.. After dinner with him I went home and slept a while and woke up 4AM to meet him...

Lim's car already arrived! In fact already delivered! Fuck! And nobody tell me that the car was delivered! I wanted to do it myself... At least show that I do some work... Felt so bad that the car delayed for months... I didn't even know that the car was delivered until I called Jere...

Actually called Jere because I needed some cash badly and wanted to borrow from him... Since I have commission for this car sales at Cybercars and I can return him once the commission is ready... Then he told me I don't have to borrow from him because the car's been delivered! And he was the one who delivered the car... At first I was wondering when the cheque will be ready because I needed the cash... And he offered to help me with the cash if my cheque will come in few days late... I was feeling so grateful BUT later.....

Called up boss Ivan and asked him how much my commission.. Then he said I have to share $300 with Jere because he helped me to deliver the car.... I am not stingy about this thing... I was feeling a bit upset because I need the cash myself... And IN THE FIRST PLACE, I wanted to do everything myself but nobody inform me about anything... For nothing I have to share my commission... Not that I don't want to do my job!! I wasn't given a chance!! Nabeiz!! But FINE! Since he already did the job.. I don't mind giving him a share... But then I need the cash for now.. So I spoke to Jere and asked if I could have all the commission first... Take it as I owe him or I buy him drinks next time... And you know what?! He said NO.... WTF?! He said it's fair for boss decision to share my commission with him.. KNN!! I know! But now I am asking you to take it as a loan to me first... Anyway the money didn't come from your pocket!!! It was MY commission and I have to LOAN MY COMMISSION FROM YOU!!

Sunday I went down to fill up the claim for the commission hopefully the cheque would be ready yesterday, but it wasn't... Jere assisted me in filling up the claim form... So obvious he is so eager about that $300... Because the part to fill in the commission amount, he told me to fill $1.2k instead of $1.5k... Knn... If he was really helpful.. He would have told me to fill $1.5k... He make it so obvious and made sure that $300 was deducted off for him... Anyway, Ivan say just fill $1.5k and I shall pay him myself once I get the cheque... Well... I can be a lanjiao lang!! I can don't pay him.. But nevermind!! I will pay him!! I steady one lah! Knn... Me a 26yr old lady... Zho swee swee for one fucking 50plus yr old man! Now you see a true face of someone who always try to be helpful to you... But actually when trouble comes, this is the way the react! For you information, he is quite rich... Booooooo!

Now cannot sleep liao.. If not cannot wake up in time.. Later going to Warner... These few days been playing Battle Stations on facebook... Alizee introduced me the game.. So I've been busy sinking ships like him... LOL... Now I'm level 15 already.. Hehehe... Someone just came to sink me... Look at his first attempt to sink me... xD