Moooooody....

When did I left off again? =x

So lazy to post nowadays.. As usual damn sianz.. Bad mood.. many frustrations.. Haiz... Last Saturday Xta ask me to help her take care of XB I didn't go also... Sick and moody...

Today he's flying for Hong Kong.. I want to go also!!! =(

I've been sleeping quite early these days and I wake at about morning 5AM... Yesterday was the same.. Woke up 4AM plus and then met him for breakfast and later went straight to Warner for the whole day.. After work met him for dinner and bought a pair of leggings... I always thought I never look good in them because of my plump thighs... I think I lost a lot of weight recently, I don't look so bad in leggings now.. Seriously, everybody I meet now keep telling me I lost a lot of weight... But I don't really feel so... They said I look very fragile now.. Zzz...

Just now he found excuse to leave work early, since he's flying off later... He wanted to company me... I was very tired but still I wanted to spend the time with him.. After dinner with him I went home and slept a while and woke up 4AM to meet him...

Lim's car already arrived! In fact already delivered! Fuck! And nobody tell me that the car was delivered! I wanted to do it myself... At least show that I do some work... Felt so bad that the car delayed for months... I didn't even know that the car was delivered until I called Jere...

Actually called Jere because I needed some cash badly and wanted to borrow from him... Since I have commission for this car sales at Cybercars and I can return him once the commission is ready... Then he told me I don't have to borrow from him because the car's been delivered! And he was the one who delivered the car... At first I was wondering when the cheque will be ready because I needed the cash... And he offered to help me with the cash if my cheque will come in few days late... I was feeling so grateful BUT later.....

Called up boss Ivan and asked him how much my commission.. Then he said I have to share $300 with Jere because he helped me to deliver the car.... I am not stingy about this thing... I was feeling a bit upset because I need the cash myself... And IN THE FIRST PLACE, I wanted to do everything myself but nobody inform me about anything... For nothing I have to share my commission... Not that I don't want to do my job!! I wasn't given a chance!! Nabeiz!! But FINE! Since he already did the job.. I don't mind giving him a share... But then I need the cash for now.. So I spoke to Jere and asked if I could have all the commission first... Take it as I owe him or I buy him drinks next time... And you know what?! He said NO.... WTF?! He said it's fair for boss decision to share my commission with him.. KNN!! I know! But now I am asking you to take it as a loan to me first... Anyway the money didn't come from your pocket!!! It was MY commission and I have to LOAN MY COMMISSION FROM YOU!!

Sunday I went down to fill up the claim for the commission hopefully the cheque would be ready yesterday, but it wasn't... Jere assisted me in filling up the claim form... So obvious he is so eager about that $300... Because the part to fill in the commission amount, he told me to fill $1.2k instead of $1.5k... Knn... If he was really helpful.. He would have told me to fill $1.5k... He make it so obvious and made sure that $300 was deducted off for him... Anyway, Ivan say just fill $1.5k and I shall pay him myself once I get the cheque... Well... I can be a lanjiao lang!! I can don't pay him.. But nevermind!! I will pay him!! I steady one lah! Knn... Me a 26yr old lady... Zho swee swee for one fucking 50plus yr old man! Now you see a true face of someone who always try to be helpful to you... But actually when trouble comes, this is the way the react! For you information, he is quite rich... Booooooo!

Now cannot sleep liao.. If not cannot wake up in time.. Later going to Warner... These few days been playing Battle Stations on facebook... Alizee introduced me the game.. So I've been busy sinking ships like him... LOL... Now I'm level 15 already.. Hehehe... Someone just came to sink me... Look at his first attempt to sink me... xD