First disappointment this year...

The job training was boring as expected. I stood almost 2 hours since 2PM at the roadside until I found another spot where I sat until 9PM!!! 7 hours of patient waiting under the Singapore weather but fruitless. OMFG!!!

The next day, which was yesterday, boss called to tell me that I missed the target. I was disappointed. I feel like I've left a bad impression for not doing my job well. He might thought I was skiving!!! Haiz... Nevertheless, he offered me to tag along with them for an overseas assignment to learn!! OMG what an opportunity!! I was excited but I should be flying to Hongkong today?! WTF?! I've got to turn down this last minute thing. I gave excuse saying that I don't have enough time to prepare because I can't find anyone to take care of Mimi. He was ok with it because he understands that this is really very last minute. I am disappointed again because I missed this chance, he assured me there's always overseas assignment to learn from. Actually the main reason for me not going because I don't have money!!! Even though everything is going to be paid for, but how can I go overseas with less than $100?! Sad... =(

I was looking at some photos from Facebook just now - a compilation of all the beautiful scenary around the world. I suddenly wish to go travelling around different countries with my camera. I hope this job goes well and I can earn back my camera again!!

Please let me dio Toto tonight!!!