Two Impulses This Week

I try not to tell lies, but I don't know why I keep lying about blogging. No no!! I'm not saying I lied in my blog. Everytime when I came back from a hiatus, I really did tell myself to blog more consistently... But somehow it never happened... =Þ

Despite the proven fact that I'm just not a devoted user whether on social networking or blogging, I actually have accounts everywhere!! Blogger, Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr... So many to name and few days ago I started an account on Weibo!! I'll talk about Weibo later. I want to say... A while ago, I ridiculously bought the theme that I liked very much on Tumblr!! I know I'm hopeless!!! It's still empty there because I deleted all the post that I previously submitted. I want to start afresh, just like my life. Still not decided what I'm going to post over there. Seems redundant to have Tumblr and Blogger together at the same time, but Tumblr is just too cool that longwinded and boring posts like this one is not fit to be there... Let there remain cool... And here for all my long updates...

So anyway that's one impulse. Next... I don't know since when that I started to like Dayo Wong and his standup comedy. So much that I wish to go watch him live one day! I joined a fan group of him on Facebook to watch out for news of his shows. Good news came that his new show is coming this October. Bad news - only in Hong Kong else futher in US. He used to perform in KL... Zzz... At the Facebook group, someone shared a post from Weibo. This Weibo user is offering advance booking of the show tickets. And so... I... registered a Weibo account... to... contact that user for pre-booking!!!

On top of the monthly bills and expenses, road tax and motor insurance are coming up soon which I've been trying to save and barely enough!! I've now booked a show in Hong Kong which I don't even know I would have enough to pay for the flight and hotel!!! Incorrigible me!!!

In fantasy, I'm actually very looking forward to it!! Should I go alone or not? This comes back to reality!! Go alone means pay myself!! Go with someone then I may get subsidised or even sponsored! In short, either go myself or go with a Robert. =X

In fact, all these started the other day when I told my boss about my favourite Dayo's upcoming show. I expressed disappointment because going to Hong Kong for the sake of watching a show is a dream too far, given my current financial situation. To my surprise, he readily offered to pay for everything and to accompany me to go!!! This got me very excited - of course the fact that he is paying!! LOL!! So hopeful that I actually booked the tickets!! But... The part that he is going to accompany me is holding me back a bit... I know he's interested in me. He's not a tee kor so I'm not afraid of that. The thing is... I'm not at all interested in him!! I most probably not going with him. I rather go with the idiot. Not because I still miss the idiot, but because I'd rather go with somebody I'm much familiar with.

Talking about the idiot. We are sort of through already, yet somehow not. I don't miss him now. I don't expect anything from him now. He don't call me at all. We did go for dinner a couple of times. We get to meet on his off day - Tuesday. That's because he visits the pub that I part-time at. We don't hold hands or kiss. We are more than friends but not a couple. I don't know how to describe us. Anyway I asked him about the Hong Kong trip and he is also interested to go. Honestly, I asked because I'm looking for someone to share the hotel. Seems like he's prepared to pay for everything!! Maybe I'll convince him to pay for me to go only... LOL!! OMG!! Why am I so evil now... =Þ