Now I Know What Cat Lice Look Like...

Machiam dandruff and its all over Mimi! Zzz... Was running my fingers through his coat and noticed all the white dots. Real tiny ones. For one moment I thought they were split ends. But its impossible to have so much split ends!! Then I thought its just dust or dandruff. Till I stare at them closely, you can actually spot them moving. Its so tiny you can't even tell how they look like, but definitely not fleas or ticks. Google says its cat lice. The good news, cat lice are not communicable to human.

Bathed him and rushed down to the pet shop and bought Frontline for him. Burnt some $70. Complained to the idiot and the reply I got from him was "any lucky number for the lice incident?" Knn! Ok fine.. Receipt number was 0416. First prize opened 2416. WTF?!

Been stucked with playing Bejeweled Blitz at Facebook. I don't understand why I am playing that game since it always give me frustrations but somehow I just throw all my chores aside and waste my time away on it.

It's going to be another boring Christmas even though Xta invited me over to her new place for party. I really don't have the mood for any celebration. I haven't buy present for the party yet. =X

This year he gave me a Canon speedlite as present. Not sweet at all. Because I bought it myself at first then he paid me the money next day to consider it as a present from him. WTF?!

Anyway, Merry Christmas!

Post No.234

I am sitting here drafting this post and trying to recall how I actually spent my time for this past two months which I haven't blogged about. I can't specifically recall anything.

I haven't been following the daily routines that I used to. I stopped playing games. I stopped surfing the Youtube. I stopped taking photos. I stopped reading blogs. I think I totally suit this blog - Sianzations. The only relief at least I have Yahoo as my homepage that keeps me updated.

Just yesterday, the side column at Yahoo caught my eye. Xiaxue topped the "Popular Searches" and so reminded me to go take a look. She's getting married. Nice for her, bad for me. =X I have nothing against her. It's just that I've recently logged in Facebook and saw updates of friends. Who and who is getting married. Dawn is pregnant. Huimin is pregnant again. Xta just got married. Met Forkie at Xta's wedding, his daughter's grown so much and his wife expecting another. Facing all these, makes me depressed.

It's totally not about being jealous or envious. I don't want to purposely lead the life which everyone assumes a girl should - find a husband and have kids and settle down. I am NOT trying to be different or unique, but I feel that this kind of things should happen naturally. From the kind of life I'm going through now, this "natural occurrence" is not likely going to happen to me. Not having a lifetime partner or children doesn't make me depressed. I'm depressed because I can't project my life in years to come. Though I'm unhappy about this, I not yet have intentions of correcting what I am doing now. Sianz....

Last week was a messy week. Messy room and fucked computer. The long awaited freedom for him came. He was free for the whole week because his family went holiday without him. We went for a swim at Wild Wild Wet. It was nice to have him around without time restriction, but not as sweet as how I always looked forward to. Years of waiting had my anticipation murdered.

Supposed to have some photos from my zoo trip with him. Not from last week but few months back. Was selling my 450D away so hastily transferred the photos to the fucked computer without checking. Stupid HDD with bad sectors screwed up a lot of the photos. Zzzz... Anyway now the computer been fixed. Till I get all my software installed back before I can do the editing. OMFG! And there's Xta's wedding video not yet edited. Haiz...

You Have Not Missed A Thing.

Once again... Another missing chapter in my blog. Rest assure you missed nothing of my life because it had been all the same - pissful rants, miserable and boring times.

My PC is dying on me. The HDD is about to crash anytime. It must have been Mimi who leaps on top of it every now and then. Just a few weeks ago, I was eyeing at the new IMAC. Everything inside the slim monitor with only one power cord. No messy wires or a chasis for Mimi to leap onto. Just as I was considering whether to switch from Windows to Mac, I made another sudden decision. Sold my beloved Leica and EOS 450D to buy the new EOS 7D. =X There goes the budget for IMAC. Instead, bought a new HDD and chasis to keep the current PC working.

Shall update when I settle down. Many things to do but my tomorrow never ends. It's so sianz....