Misery Can Be Cured By Therapy...

And this is the cure... Hehehe...

Finally refreshed myself by going out. Went Orchard. Took a peek at Ion. Kaoz... Not all the shops are done and all designer boutiques. At least I know where to drag him to when he win money. *Grins*

Brought along Missy EOS but no opportunity to put in good use. I want to finish the roll of film in my Fisheye. Hmm....

Been sleeping a lot these days. I hate the feeling of waking up after a long sleep. Restless and lethargic. I need some spice in my life!!!

Keep Going!

It was a miserable week. That's why I didn't blog. I didn't tweet. I didn't snap. All I did was watching TV, playing PS3 and waste the rest of the time sleeping and on my computer.

I agreed to attend Humphrey's dinner with Jason on Tuesday. Couldn't find an excuse to say I didn't want to go. Eventually I slept and ignore all calls. Didn't even meet the idiot on his off day. Totally slept through restlessly. Made me feel even more miserable for screwing up things this way. Jason must be mad at me but I am just too restless to care at all. Hopeless me...

Things seems to get better today. I hope I can get back on track very soon. I am constantly consoling myself. I should do even more to get myself motivated again.

Missy EOS had been sitting in the dry cabinet for a long time. I should really bring her out with me more often. But the problem is... I never go out!! Shit... LOL! Tonight hopefully and probably I'll be going out for the first time in the past week. I must bring her along.

Distress....

To Yeekiat:
When I say lose. I mean real money. Not PS3.

And I am still losing... One of those disasterous days. Many weeks of effort down the drain within a few hours or days... Haiz...

I should be feeling like the happiest girl in the world living in a big room with aircon, big TV, game consoles, computer and all of my favourite things. Bad things just struck me and I have totally no mood to enjoy anything now.

I need a miracle...

Probably the WORST Tuesday/Wednesday of this year...

At least for now, it IS the worst one... Losses, quarrels, pissfulness and swayness... Just very fuck up.

First thing yesterday was losses. Follow by idiot pissing me off again!! Losses again!! Idiot pissing me through the early morning today. Sibeh fucking pissed with the same old nonsense again!! Things ended the same way as usual - he's very sorry. CCB! Pissful ended blissful but losses ended with more losses!!

I didn't go out with him last night because I was tired and moody. Expected him not having any idea of where to go on his off day again. The thought just turn me off. I was really tired, planned an early night's sleep because the aircon would be installed today. I ended up watching TV, PS3 and engaged myself in losing. Later quarrels again, over the phone. Pissed me really badly I didn't want to let the matter rest easily. CCB just want to make my life miserable. Got him to come over my downstairs and really screw him! Things turn out well later and went for breakfast. Thunderstorm in the morning. Slowly eating away and chatted a bit. Only when leaving I realised I hadn't shut the windows in my room! OMFG!!

Rushed home. Floor was wet, window grilles wet, one side of the table wet, router wet, table lamp wet, cordless phone flooded and half of the keyboard wet. All were left switched on and running. Fortunately, nothing's been faulty (maybe for now)...

While waiting for the contractors to come, engaged myself in losing again. ASS LUCK! They came a while past 10AM... Was carrying Mimi to go open the gates. He saw strangers and started struggling! Scratching all over me, jumped off and ran back hiding inside. Left me many couples of swollen scratches on my arm and neck. THREE holes in my blouse. It's a new one!! Looks like the holes gonna expand during washing!! GRRRRR!!!

I hope everything gets better as the week ends. Back to monitoring the contractors at work. Haiz...

Boring Updates...

Juicy sirloin steak!

And that was last Monday's dinner. =X It's not totally (but mostly) because of laziness that I didn't blog. Another reason was my computer died on me.

Last Tuesday night I was at home. I was waiting to watch Michael Jackson's Memorial Live. Instead of meeting him on his off day, I suggested he smuggle himself into my house. Which he did. It was successful!! LOL!! Tiptoed past my father who was sleeping in the hall.

I thought I was only able to watch a live streaming of it on the computer. Later realised it was live on Starworld. Zzz.. Initially I got so pissed with my computer because the sound card suddenly not working again!! Later the whole computer hanged and couldn't boot up. Procastinated on formatting the computer and was forced to do it immediately that night. After format the sound card still didn't work. Tried another driver and the whole thing hanged and couldn't boot again!! Not very sure what went wrong, sound card or motherboard fault? Suddenly the router didn't work also!! Very pissed and disheartened thinking I would need to spend on a new computer. Next day bought a cheap 2nd hand sound card to test. Alright, it was the sound card and the router suddenly worked again. At least save some money from a new computer for the time being. But wtf?! The fucking sound card cost me like $300 and died so soon!! Sibeh sway!

I did try to blog a few days ago. Realised I hadn't install Photoshop to edit my photos. Since I formatted the computer, might as well install the latest version of Photoshop. So I was getting it from torrent the past few days. Don't sue me!

No happenings the past week. Bought a couple of new games for PS3. Had been in bed watching TV and playing games. Need to get out of this Bed Potato syndrome! Shit! Tomorrow the aircon would be installed but recently the weather isn't that warm. Kaoz!

By the way, that steak on top is really nice. I always recommend people to eat there. It's along Tanjong Pagar Road shophouses beside a bus stop.

Pleasant Surprise!!

Sadly not by him.... Hmm.. Yes and no? I'm trying to say... Much earlier than expected - the Plohs are here!!! Thanks to the neighbour who came to do electricals also fixed a new doorbell for us, if not I would have missed the delivery.

Nicely packed. Feel so blessed!!


Telling me they need a hug!!


So happy!!!

I should be fitting them in right now but can't help to post this up immediately!! What a wonderful Monday! =)

Oh and look at the little row at the end of the every posts. That's something which I just added for fun.. Hehe...

Lazy Girl With A Lazy Cat...

My couch-potato-syndrome is getting more and more serious!! To be more exact, it's BED potato!! Haha!! Now I know why I never seemed to watch much TV even though I used to have one in my bedroom. It's not because of the Hubstation, not the new LCD TV, not exactly the new bed. It's actually the new layout that makes watching TV more relaxing and comfortable. xD

Tried sleeping with the sofa bed stretched out. Seems to work better for my back but I think Mimi is enjoying it more than me. Weather was good today with some rain. Mimi was rolling in and out of my blanket, in fact rolling on the WHOLE bed! Now I love the way he lay beside me on the bed and concentrate on the TV while I play PS3. He seemed really paying attention! Haha!!

I'm beginning to like the game Vegas 2. After getting familiarized with the controls, not getting so much of the simulation sickness anymore. Now looking forward to Nicholas joining me in the game.

Speaking of Nicholas reminds me of wanting to go Las Vegas watch Terry Fator. Some time ago I was trying to search for some old friends on Facebook. Found a friend, Cissy, whom I got to know from Neopets many years ago. Facebook is so amazing. I was thinking if I ever go to Las Vegas, I can visit Cissy as well. She used to live in New York but now in North Carolina. I'm not familiar with geographical location of the different states in US. So I did a search to find out how possible I could visit her, Nicholas and Las Vegas altogether. OMFG! It's like Changi to CBD then to Jurong, but a few hundred times further!! Kaoz!! She's in the far east, Nicholas is about south west of her in Louisiana and Las Vegas in the far west!!! I can save forever for this trip. =X

Before that, I make sure I'll have a Sakura or Europe tour first! Must bug him to arrange for one of these next year!!! =D

I Need Massage!!

It's been 7 consecutive days that I woke up tired, restless and feeling uncomfortable for my lower back and downwards. Really very bad!! Must be the damn new sofa bed!! I complimented a good sleep on it for the first night only. Is the mattress too hard or maybe I had been lazy just sleeping on it without stretching it open. Past few nights confined to a sleeping space of a 2 seater sofa with Mimi wanting a share as well. Tonight I shall stretch it out and try again.

Placed orders for the Ploh pillows. Should be here in 2 weeks time together with the new aircon. Woohoo!!

I've been rather lazy recently. I'm under utilizing my cameras! They are all sitting nicely in the dry cabinet. Time to get into action and inject some colours to my blog posts.

Will be back soon...

Giddy... Giddy...

How the hell to prevent motion sickness?! Or simulation sickness, which is more appropriate for my case here. Just as I expected, I have problems playing the Vegas 2 which Tri recommended. I start getting sweat, feeling to puke and yawning a lot while navigating my character around in those 3D shooting games!! I had this with GTA on PS2 long ago which I abandoned that game.

I did a search on the internet and realise there are many people having this problem when playing 3D shooting games. In a forum, one suggested to cover a blanket around the TV and also his head to make the view like inside of a tent. Another one said he took pills meant for car sickness. LOL!

The cause of simulation sickness is that the illusion of motion created by the virtual world, combined with the absence of motion detected by the inner ear, causes the area postrema in the brain to infer that one is hallucinating and further conclude that the hallucination is due to poison ingestion. The brain responds by inducing nausea and mass vomiting, to clear the supposed toxin.
- Wikipedia

In other words, my eyes were staring at the TV showing the view of my character in the game, telling my brain that I'm moving and turning around while my inner ear says I'm actually sitting still in my couch. I think I probably stared too deep into the screen and got too immersed in the game. At the same time not yet familiar with the controls - I can't navigate smoothly. I bought GTA for PS3 also, I supposed it's going to be like this. Then I have Resident Evil 5 which Nicholas told me it's like this too!! Have to cope with this problem. I don't want to waste and abandon the games... Zzz...