Post No.138

I'm not really in the mood to blog now. Anxiety attacks again! But here I am because I'm so awake now and nothing to do.

Supposed to fetch my dad from the airport last night... But err... I didn't go.. =X Because of that I'm feeling sucky now... Haiz... It's no big deal really.. But I'm just feeling uneasy over something that I didn't do... How do I describe that feeling? He didn't blame me anyway.. Or maybe haven't get the chance to blame me! Because he came home and went to sleep, woke up early this morning for work. We haven't met.

Argh! Whatever lah!

It was an interesting Saturday evening. Met up with `Numb and Gross at Handlebar.. Finally.. Been wanting to meet up with them.. Gross a quiet guy.. Didn't chat a lot.. He was like a little uneasy.. Very eager to leave the place to meet his girl.. Knn chee hong!! LOL... Had a nice chat with `Numb.. Quite interesting person.. Hehe.. After drinks was about 1AM maybe? Couldn't remember!! So tired!! Drove to CHIJMES to visit Mimi.. But I actually drove there, parked the car and doze inside!! LOL... Really tired lah! Woke up very early that day and didn't sleep for the whole day. Slept with the windows down, mossie came in stung me all over until Lucy knock off... Anyway brought Mimi home again. We hugged and slept the whole day. We really hugged and slept ok! She's so sweet! But I realise she got fleas! Fuck! Anyway fleas prefer to stay on cat than human. Helped her killed a few, must go buy some treatment for her!

Returned her this morning... Now back at home thinking what to do.. Haiz... Running out of tasks for my daily dose! No source of interesting Youtube videos, new episode of drama not available yet, blogs that I frequent not yet updated... Sibeh sianz! Somemore having some anxiety attacks feeling quite lost now! Argh!! Life is miserable!!! =(