Back From Bangkok.... =(

Why that sad face? Haiz... Just now coming back kena fined for cigarettes at the airport... Tulanz!

I know it's already over and I am back home safe and sound... Fine money already paid by him... But I'm feeling very moody for the things that we been through just now! Dunno why so sway will kena picked and check our luggages... That cb woman asked both of us if got ciggies.. I said yes, he said no.. She told me to put one side open up.. Ok fine! I put one side opening up.. She asked me how many packets.. I seriously couldn't remember how many packets exactly.. I anyhow quoted a number but not very sure because I squeezed all my things inside anyway I was about to open up and show her! I digged out the ciggies I had and showed them, they continue search my luggage digging all the stuffs out and messed up ALL the things.. My belongings, my neatly folded clothes and my bras and panties just throw all out.. Then later ask me to put back... CB ATTITUDE! After opening up they say I under declared and fine me for the packets that I didn't declare!

While checking my luggage, he stood beside waiting.. And they might as well check him also.. Zzz.. Found 4 packets in his luggage.. Too bad.. He cannot run away, bcos he didn't say he have ciggies.. Went to the office.. The officer inside spoke to us a while.. Then say have to fine us.. Told us to sit down while they fill up some forms and refer us to the custom officers next door.. Actually they are not the custom... They are the ICA.. They say any decision belong to the custom and we shall talk to them.. Fine! Went to custom office.. There is NO OPTIONS at all.. Either we pay now or go court... If we don't have money to pay, we can call a friend or whoever to come and pay... All must be done on the spot! Zzz.. If for some reason you don't want to pay or you don't have money to pay and nobody to pay for you, also go to court... Knn!! They just make you pay, you won't have any chance to appeal! Going to court is as good as losing double wat!

I tried to fight for my case.. I said I DID DECLARE I brought ciggies! I am not working in ICA, I am not working in custom! I wouldn't know you people's working procedure! And I wouldn't know that the quantity that I say would affect such results.. BECAUSE for my case, the officer asked me to open my luggage before asking me the quantity!! I never try to take a chance to lie to her because she is going to open it anyway! And I ownself show her the ciggies I have!! I said, "I am now kena charged by you custom, NOT bcos I bring in illegal items, NOT bcos I never declare my things, IT'S BCOS communication misunderstanding and I am charged for my verbal comment! It's UNFAIR! I declared I have ciggies! And I opened up to show you all I have!! You just pick on my verbal comment and charge me!"

The custom officers say they cannot do anything, I should've spoke to the ICA officer just now.. But now the report they already handed up to the custom and they will just proceed accordingly.. Knn!! I never blame the custom officers even if they could have been harsh to me.. I know it's not their fault because they just follow the report handed in by the ICA... BUT WTF?! Just now at ICA, that officer say the final decision is the custom and we shall talk to them... He only told us to sit while the prepare the documents!

So I went back to the ICA officer and spoke to him.. Although he seems very nice.. Because he very softspoken.. But he talk is quite XIA LAN!! He didn't even want to say too much.. He just say that the case is final and IF I think I am not wrong, then tell the custom that I don't want to pay and go to fight in court.. Knn!! He got the authority to revoke that thing lor!! And he made comments saying Hanzi earlier said something like "fine money is small thing".. Probably he misunderstood Hanzi's statement and he have the idea of purposely fining us! He meant like, "since its small money then you go and pay!" CCB!! No point argueing or explaining because they just want to fine us and hit their quota lah! CCB! Whether they are paid commission or not I don't know, but they need our quota badly I supposed.. Zzzz

As for Hanzi's case, he never declare in the beginning... So he can't argue at all! He paid $800 which is for 4 packets.. And later paid for my 4 packets $800.. Total $1.6k.. Sibeh tulanz! Grrr....

As for Bangkok trip.. It was fine lor.. I enjoyed the trip because I was able to go with him alone.. But not all the time alone.. Zzz.. His family kept calling him.. So sianz.. While shopping, his mind always stray... I was pissed a few times... He kept worrying about what to buy for them and what they told him to buy.. Zzz.. Come on lah! I am the one with you in Bangkok now! Do you think you will be able to shop for my things if you go on a trip with them?! And do you think I can interupt your holiday anytime like the way they are interupting me?! Spare a thought for my feelings lah! Now you are with me ok!! We only have chance for these few days and I don't know when will be the next time!!! Don't disappoint me lah!

We didn't get to go around many places... Just visited the shops near our hotel... The shops there are more than enough for you to shop for the whole trip! Taine said my trip so wasted without visiting so many things... Yah but it's ok.. Bangkok is so near and affordable, I can go again anytime.. But I might not get to go again with him.. So it's ok as long as we do what we want there...

I almost never took any pictures... On the street was crowded and didn't get to take pictures.. We never visit any place of interest.. Just shopping.. So, not much things to take.. After shopping, not enuff hands to take pictures also.. At first I thought I fully charged my camera and so I didn't bring my charger there.. Dunno wtf happened when I touch down there I realise my camera battery is almost flat!! Zzz... The first shopping item that day was going to the shops and buy a charger.. Anyway in the end never had chance to take pictures..

Now very moody because of the ciggies fine... Bye...

Bangkok!! I am coming!!!

Just came back from Geo like more than an hour ago... Last night went dinner with him at Chinatown... Had some dumplings and rubbish... The purpose was going to the money changer there...

Didn't intend to go Geo, but somehow or rather I ended up there... Zzz.. And I supposed to come home early.. Somehow or rather I stayed through the whole night.. Lol... Drank alot!! Fucking drunk now!!! I haven't pack my luggage nor prepare my stuffs.... Now rushing up last minute.. Don't think I can get any sleep before my 12PM flight.. Will be meeting him at the airport before 10:45AM... VERY SLEEPY!!!!

Not much things to bring along actually... He's bringing all the toiletries... So I'll just need to bring a few set of clothings, charger for my gadgets and myself! xD

So happened that a friend which I know from chatroom was online yesterday.. He's a Thai... And he said if I ever go Bangkok, contact him.. And so we arranged to meet up.. Most probably he'll be bringing us around later for dinner and drinks.. This trip will be going with Vincent.. But he'll join us tomorrow because he still have business stuffs to settle today..

Bangkok!!! Here I come!!

Don't miss me!!! xD

Here's My PSP

This afternoon went to Queensway to fix my PSP... They didn't change a new set for me.. It's only loading in the firmware.. Here I present to you....

My Felicia Blue PSP Slim!!!!! =D

Also bought a small-medium size luggage... Go Bangkok only wat! Buy luggage for wtf?! Well, I always wanted to get a hard cover luggage for use with short trips.. My last overseas trip (which I cannot remember where and when) I already wanted to buy one, but I didn't.. So this trip give me a reason again to buy it... Hanzi was a bit shocked hearing that I will be bringing a "luggage"... He said some hand carry bag will do.. Zzzz... What if we go there and buy a lot of things? Anyway my luggage is very small one for those short trip use... I think I'm going to throw a hand carry bag inside in case we buy a lot of things back.. xD

After Queensway met up with Taine at Depot Road for a meal of Botak Jones.. Had lamb chops.. Not tasty.. Chit chat a bit and came home..

Was trying to load in the games for my PSP which I downloaded from torrent.. Knn.. Many games cannot play.. Read from some sites they say that some homebrewed games made for the older PSP firmware version, especially the 1.50, might not work on my 3.60 M33... Zzz.. Wtf?! Those torrent files also never state for which versions of firmware.. Must download one by one and try meh?! Torrent download is so fucking slow lor! Zzz

As Tuesday draw nearer, I'm feeling more and more excited about the trip with him.. Looking forward to it very very much.. But for some reasons he seems to neglect me a lot these few days.. I feel very uneasy and pissed... Probably it's just normal because he's usually busy after mid week and weekends.. But I feel like we are drawing away from each other.. I feel like I am easily pissed by him these few days.. Haiz..

Lucky this week is BLUE.. Cover the expense for the trip.. =)

Got New PSP Slim But Sibeh PeK ChEk!!

Firstly... I got my PSP Slim~~~ Yeah!!!!

But many frustrations over it.. Grrr...

I couldn't wait till Christmas lah.. So Jason said he'll buy it for me in advance.. Lol.. Yesterday went Queensway Shopping Centre.. Bought two pieces of shirts... So long never buy clothes.. Hahaha..

I was actually attracted to the PSP because of the design... Especially the ceramic white.. I think it looks damn cool witht he transparent L & R buttons and the silver side panel... But when it comes to buying... I think that white is a very common colour.. In fact the older PSP already have the same colour.. So I settled with a Lavender Purple.. =)

Finally had a chance to visit Haji Lane... Before dinner, Jason drove me there... It's a single lane one-way street... For some reason it looked like a no-entry road for cars... But it's not... Anyway we parked at the next street, which is Arab Street. Probably I went there late, most of the shops were closed... Or maybe most of the shops are vacant.. Not sure lah.. LOL..

Quite an interesting place.. When I was there, it wasn't crowded... First impression was, it looked like the back lane of some shop houses... Not enough lightings... Just lights from the street lamps... People hanging around at the 5 foot way and along the side of the road.. Looks kind of rowdy...

I noticed groups of people, mostly Malays... They sat at the 5 foot way, chatting away.. At first I didn't know what was going on.. I thought just some kind of gathering for them... But the scene was rowdy because they were sitting on the floor and the 5 foot way is dark... Later I realised they were actually smoking Shisha pipes from one of the cafe.. Zzz... What kind of unique seating is this?!

The shops there all have simple and stylish deco... I only walked into one of the shops... The apparels inside are priced at affordable level... This particular shop is on the 2nd storey... They have a unique signboard downstairs... They have a table and two chairs downstairs at the 5 foot way... And this big brown paper bag with the words "SHOP UPSTAIRS" sitting on the table to tell people they are upstairs.. LOL.. Wasn't able to take a picture because some people are sitting on the chairs..

Here's one of the shop on the ground floor...


They have two silly looking pussy cat...


Selling 2nd hand clothings..


A stairway to one of the shops... Interesting drawings...


Look closer.. Can you read? =)


Creative ideas for decorating the shop front... Messy??


This one even messier!!! Look sibeh lok.. LOL..

Had dinner at Stamford House... The outlet selling Japanese curry... Quite nice... Their curry got a bit of indian flavour.. It's the 2nd time I been there.. The 1st time when I was there, I didn't really taste their food properly...

After dinner took a stroll around the area.. Went to the Famous Brands shop selling sports apparels.. Spotted a pair of Diesel shoes... Probably some old design but I like.. It's on sale.. I bought it.. LOL... So much of wardrobe updating for the day..

Reached home happily downloading games for my PSP... Argh.. Unlike the Nintendo DS.. The PSP games are larger in file size.. Cannot be downloaded directly off any website.. Have to go through torrents.. Like snail.. Zzz.. By the time the smaller games finish downloading, I was so sleepy.. Didn't really get to test out the games.. But I noticed a dead pixel on the LCD.. Grrr.. Felt so uneasy.. I consulted MANY people.. All advised me to change a set..

Today woke up and went to change the PSP about 4PM... The have no more stock for the purple!! Told me the new stocks will be in around 6PM... I shopped around Queensway Shopping Centre and crossed over to Ikea... Had meatballs again there... Then went back to the shop again.. Stocks not in yet.. In the end I didn't want to wait anymore... I changed to the Felicia Blue...

Came home just now I try to play the games I downloaded last night.. Funny.. The set couldn't read the games in my memory stick.. Kept saying no games... So I thought I need to format the memory stick with this new set.. Formatted, loaded in the games and try again.. Still can't!! Then I realised this set doesn't have the correct firmware for playing downloaded games.. In another words.. The set is not modified! WTF?! He gave me a wrong set?! Zzzz... Means I have to go down and change again!? WTF?!?! Tomorrow is Sunday.. Not sure if they're open.. If I go down and they're closed.. Then waste my trip!! And I have to wait till Monday! Knn!! Grrrrr!!!

Now I got the PSP beside me.. Can see.. Cannot play.. Zzzz... I haven't try out the games!!! =(

Some consolation for all these frustrations... He is bringing me to Bangkok!!!!! Hmmm... Don't know why I've been looking forward to go on holiday with him for a long time.. But now I don't seems to be as excited as I should be.. Hmm.. I am looking forward to it.. But not the kind of excitement I was expecting.. At least I can spend a few full days with him.. He will never be out of my sight!! And it's confirmed!! We made bookings and paid everything already!! Leaving this coming Tuesday!! xD

So Excited!

Yawnzz... Sleepyy...

Last night we went Newton again... Zzz.. But I wasn't pissed.. For some reason I didn't bother to get angry over it.. Fine! He wanted to go Newton, let's go... But all the food there not really suitable for me at this time because my sore throat is not fully recovered.. I can feel the heat and infection at the bottom of my throat..

We ordered a tiger prawn each.. Mine bbq in garlic and his in cheese.. Also a pomfret steamed in Teochew style...

Before the food was served, I took some time and switch on the lappy to show him my new blogskin!! LOL... Also showed him the Kookie Sac in my wishlist!! I want that beanbag!! He said ok.. He buy for me!! Yeah!! So when he come we can cuddle in it.. =x

Then food came.. A little too late to take photos.. Because he acted too fast..

The fish already half gone!


As usual.. I'm the photographer..


Heeeheeeheee... xD

The prawns were so so lah.. Big prawns the meat is not tender... The fish quite tasty.. I never had a Teochew steam fish for many years already...

After makan went to Mustafa.. I suggested one... Hehe.. He bought me a portable speakers... Then we saw the PSP slim over there.. He almost wanted to buy me!! LOL!! I say even want to buy also not there wat! Kaoz.. The game shops outside are selling in bundles which are more worth it!! LOL... (Anyway I also don't know I need a PSP for wat... =x)

Hmmm... Just chat with Jason on MSN.. Suddenly feel the urge to go Queensway find out the price of PSP and their bundles.. Jason say wait for 2 more months.. I asked why.. He say "X'mas Present"... LOL!! He want to buy for me ah! Hahah...

Now he coming to fetch me!! I go pompom now! Bye~~

Boreeed....

Spent the whole day admiring my new skin.. Resizing the browser.. Big n small n big n small.. LOL... So proud of myself! xD

Just went thru the mess in my room and saw what Hanzi bought for me on Monday... Went dinner with him at TBP Sakae Sushi... Then he insisted going to to the pharmacy.. Went Guardian.. He bought me Redoxon.. I just opened the pack and want to try out.. Hmm.. The bloody thing in capsules format.. And the capsules so damn big and hard.. I almost thought you have to break the capsules and consume the inside.. Zzz.. So misleading because they have this stupid logo on their box showing the broken capsule...

Don't laugh! Anyway I swallowed the whole thing!

I think those chewable tablets would taste better... See that "slow release capsules" printed on the box? I think bullshit!! Once the capsule melts, all the contents will be released one shot wat! Where got slow release?!

For some reason he is not off last night, but tonight instead... Headache again.. Dunno where to go.. Sianz... I hope he don't come up with some nonsense again.. Zzzz...

He's been saying he want to bring me for holiday.. Everytime jus say nia! Zzz... Never really arrange something.. Just say but never plan... He said ideally next week we shall go Bangkok.. But from 2 months ago he already said.. Until now nothing is arranged! Idiot! Then school holidays coming.. Lagi cannot go! And after school holidays will be CNY.. Worse! I don't care! I must make him go Redang with me next April! I DON'T CARE! HE MUST ARRANGE!

Shit.. I sense my throat a bit dry.. Sore throat coming back again.. Zzz...

OMG!! NEW SKIN!!

Muahaha!! Finally my new skin is done!!! =D

Didn't go to work because of sick... Stayed at home and started meddling with new skin.. Spent a lot of time testing out the CSS codings.. Supposed to have a background that stretch 100%... But IE seems to have problem with it and scrolling.. In the end forget about that background.. Zzz..

Changed from the box up display to a full page scrolling layout.. Now the tagboard and links are in the main page... Added a music player as well.. Best of everything is... This new skin fit ALL SCREEN RESOLUTION!!! It can fit my BIG SCREEN as well as other smaller screens!! xD

Though sick, this week doing good.. Blue blue blue~~

Fever again... Zzz... Goodnight!

SICK!!!

Very miserable... =(

Sore throat, stuffy nose, fever, restless, strengthless, bones aching.... Can feel the nerves around my body especially behind the ear keep pulling.. Argh!!

Luckily its a BLUE week... At least some consolation...

Today's Menu: ABC Soup...

Recently a bit lost track of the day... Day as in Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, bla bla... Because I keep skipping sleep.. Then I wake up don't know is which day...

Wednesday I slept from night to morning.... Thursday I missed sleep again because I went to Geo...

Thursday night he came out early.. We planned to go Bugis, it was his suggestion... He left home right after fetching Junrong... In the end he reached my place still around 7:40PM.. Zzz... Not any earlier.. Sianz... I estimated by the time we reach Bugis maybe 8:00PM... Left with a little time... Don't know to shop first or eat first.. =(

Oh.. And on his way to my house.. He reminded me upteen times remember to bring the Nintendo DS.. Zzzz....

I was very disappointed it was so late already, so when he came I gave that sulky face... Then as usual, he don't know how to say consoling stuffs... Zzz.. He thought I didn't want to go Bugis anymore since it's too late and he asked me to name another place.. He suggested if too late to shop, we can eat... Eat the mutton soup there.. Wtf?! Where got mutton soup! He remembered wrongly lor!! And I told him the mutton soup was at Sim Lim.. Not Bugis!! And he keep mentioning he supposed to go workplace early... Trying to hint that he is actually sacrificing his time to company me so stop complaining... Zzz... I started to get a bit pissed...

Then he thought I was complaining it was too late for anything and Bugis is a boring place, he asked the driver to change route and head towards Chinatown.. WTF!? Chinatown for fuck!? I was damn tulanz! Didn't want to scream at him in the cab... I gave him that VERY VERY FIERCE STARE and SCOWL at him... He didn't know why I was angry... He said since it's too late to go Bugis then go Chinatown to eat.. He said he's hungry.. Zzz...

I was damn tulanz because although it was late, but still have time to shop a bit lor! I already planned what to do and what to eat there!! And he just changed to Chinatown without asking me! And I know why he wants to go Chinatown even though he never told me!! Because earlier the mutton soup came to his mind and I know he want to go Chinatown Food Street for the mutton soup.. This make me even more tulanz.. BCOS the fucking mutton soup stall is NO LONGER THERE SINCE MANY FUCKING MONTHS AGO! We've been there many times already without the mutton soup! He never pay attention when he go out with me at all! Fuck!

Fine! I kept quiet and didn't tell him about the mutton soup is not there... Reached there.. Quarrel a little.. I expressed the reasons of my angriness... He say ok we go Bugis... WTF?! Already at Chinatown and it's already 8PM then go Bugis?! With such a mood, go there for fuck!? I just stomped away he tagged behind.... Ok! Since he said he's hungry... I stomped to Food Street and find a place to sit down... He walked a big round, came back and sat beside me... Both quiet... Wasting time... I told him if hungry just go and buy his own food lah... He said nothing he like to eat... Then I said I ALSO DUNNO WHY THE FUCK U WANT TO COME HERE! NOW U SAY NOTHING TO EAT! He replied no more mutton soup.. LOL.. Expected!!... Lalalalala...

Anyway we wasted a bit of time walking around.... Later sat at the coffeeshop selling porridge.. Had a drink and he tried the new games on the Nintendo.. Then we went to Geo... Whole night at Geo I was damn cold and sianz.. Lack of sleep that's why feeling very cold... I stayed through the night... Later Steven fetch me home.. We didn't talk.. I felt that he delibrately show more and more unhappiness towards me.. Hmmm... I can sense it...

I reached home and spoke to Francis about it... We really discussed this issue... He didn't know why Steven behaved like this.. He is not sure if Steven is really unhappy with me.. He thinks that probably Steven is unhappy with him too... He say if I really see the need, I can try find a time and talk to Steven... Hmm.. Where got time talk to him? I mean he won't have time to talk to me lor.. Haiz...

After that I slept the whole day until this morning almost 2AM... I slept VERY LONG... Woke up feeling restless and strengthless because I didn't eat for 2 days.. Zzz... Called him and he complained drunk.. Zzz... Haiz... And so I be nice girl.. I digged some ginger from the fridge and boil them in water.. Added some condiments... Brought down to him....

In the office at Geo... He was chatting with me and drinking my ginger... He sat on my lap facing me.. AND STEVEN CAME!! Sway... Steven was supposed to be at the new outlet, last night was the opening... He came and saw us he walked away.. Haiz.. Dunno is he was unhappy over that.. Anyway he later throw temper over some pricing stuffs with Ken... Later he did wait for Francis to finish work.. But we decided to go Tiong Bahru Market makan.. He didn't want to join.. So he left...

We went market makan with the rest of the staffs... After makan shopped a bit at the market.. I asked him what soup he wants to drink because I wanna cook.. He said ABC soup and we bought the ingredients for it.. And the soup is now boiling in my kitchen... Last week was old cucumber soup.. Today ABC.. Dunno what's next.. =)

This morning he told him he brought home the Nintendo.. They very happy with it.. They liked the new games very much... She ask him to thank the friend who helped... The friend... Zzz.. The friend is me lor...

Argh... Starting work soon!!! So many things not done!! Blogskin.. laundry.. cleaning... Haiz... I think tomorrow then do.. hehe...

Yawnyzz...

Aarrrhhhh!!! Sleepyyyy!!! Lethargic!!!

These few days so lack of sleep... Since Sunday night I didn't sleep and Monday went work whole day.. I slept the whole of Monday night until Tuesday noon... Kaoz... And Tuesday night didn't sleep again then went work for half a day yesterday...

After work went to TBP to get a micro SDCard for loading Hanzi's Nintendo DS games.. So tired!! Reached home didn't sleep still.. Trying to load the games in and realise I need to install some firmware for the card so the modchip can read.. Zzz.. Not that I own a Nintendo DS.. I never knew how to load games for one! I didn't know what I need until I start trying.. I told him to pass me WHATEVER'S in the package! I did that for safety purpose in case I lack of something.. SEE!! And it happened! Zzzz... He only brought me the set and the charger saying that's all in the package.. Knn...

I was so sleepy yet trying to help him load in the games then encountered this.. Didn't know where to get firmware because the modchip he using is not the popular R4 brand.. Called him then he said he just realised there's a box with a CD in the package.. Zzz... He was supposed to go work early.. On the way to work he dropped by to pass me the CD...

Not that I was reluctant to help... I gladly helped and I even surf around to read up the games description and reviews with enthusiasm ok! I trying to find those popular and more interesting game to load in... After loading in I test play a while to see if they work fine... I was soooo tired yet still doing these.. He only tried to rush me to finish everything so that he can bring it back to them.. Because they are complaining and dying without the Nintendo DS... And he said after I finish doing it can go meet him and pass it to him...

WTF?! I haven't slept for a day and still expect me to rush this thing and go down and pass to him!?! I was quite pissed.. And I threw everything aside and SMS him, "Actually I don understand why u so scared? Delay one day she will divorce u is it? Last time they also dun have this nintendo wat! Now only few days cannot play u so gan chiong for wat! Not I unhappy to help u, I very gladly help. I read reviews n search for games n test. Do so much knn not appreciated!" Which he replied, "Nvm. Take ur time. Go n sleep first. Wake up then do."

OF COURSE! KNN! Nobody likes to be taken for granted! I gladly help and I do my best to help! But I don't like to be taken for granted or taken advantage of! Nobody likes either!

So I slept.. Geo celebrated anniversary I didn't go also.. They going to celebrate for two days.. Tonight also.. Later see how lah.. Anyway my presence is not important.. Heard they got the previous bands back to perform.. Together with the current band is 3 bands...

Woke up this morning and meddled with the Nintendo DS... Tried the games that I have loaded in.. Quite interesting.. Hmmm.. But not tempting enough for me... I would prefer a PSP... Was chatting with Jason on MSN just now and we both surfed for PSP stuffs.. Suddenly so tempted to get one!! OMG!! But think about it.. More of my favourite games are on Nintendo DS.. Zzz.. I think I am more attracted to PSP's design... Jason say if I want he'll get me as X'mas present!! Muahahaha!! We'll see how.. LOL xD

I was supposed to upload pictures of my new work place... Didn't really snap the whole office.. Don't want to catch the attention of other people.. They might be wondering if I am crazy... Anyway...

As you walk in on the left...


This is the entrance walkway...


This my desk...

Didn't snap a full view of my desk, as I said I didn't want to catch anyone's attention.. I have a cubicle of my own.. Just beside Jason Chow's.. My PC is in the middle of my L-shape table.. Which is sitting diagonally of the square cubicle.. Unfortunately when I face the PC, behind me is the boss's office.. He can see whatever I do.. Zzzz.. Big cubicle but surrounding me are cabinets with CDs CDs CDs!!!! LOL...

There's a Hi-Fi playing Class 95FM for the whole office... But you can constantly hear different music from every corner.. Zzz.. Sometimes I play my own music also.. LOL... I just grab a CD beside me and select a track which the titles interest me... I play it on a mini compo on my desk... (Yes.. I have a mini compo on my desk.. I didn't take photo of that lah!)

My PC chio or not?! LOL.. So stylish...


Just above my desk.. Madonna & Stephanie Sun...

That's all for today... Running LATE!! He's coming out early... I haven't pom!! Bye!!

Sibeh Bo Liao...

Just came home like an hour ago... He wasn't supposed to have an offday... He came out early and we went shopping at Suntec.. Didn't buy anything.. Just window shop... Then join him at Geo and I went home early... Later he left work early so I went out again to meet him.. Ate at 新海山... Ordered ALOT of things!! Yum yum...

Sunday morning after I had breakfast with him, went market and bought some stuffs home to cook.. Made a pot of soup and later at night brought some to him..

Sibeh bo liao...


Aiyo.. Double chin!!


This is what you can do with a Sony T200.. Hehehe...


And this too!! Muahaha...

Sunday night didn't sleep but still went for work at Warner on Monday morning as promised.. They moved to new office few months ago.. It's the first time I am there.. The deco is more or less like the old office.. New office is also near my home.. In fact it's nearer than th eold one.. Somewhere near Ashlie's place.. Opposite the CPIB.. I very guai... I took bus there instead of cab.. Hahaha...

Sibeh bo liao in the bus...

I also took some pictures of my desk... Wanted to take some pictures of the rest of the office but didn't have a chance.. Maybe when I had the chance to take then upload altogether..

Didn't sleep the whole night and worked the whole day.. After work met up with Hanzi for dinner... He passed me a Nintendo DS Lite which he bought for Junrong... Asked me to help him download some games in... Sooo tired!! Reached home coma! Didn't even bother to login and see what's for jalan! Just now bet a bit and lost... =(

Couldn't finish the work in one day... Jason Chow keep on beg me to go back and help him to finish the stuffs which is already over the deadline.. Zzz... I told him I will go today.. Actually told him I'll go like in the noon.. But last night I didn't sleep.. I wonder if I can tahan until noon.. Zzz.. Probably go now, finish early and come home.. Hmmm.. Dunno how.. Haiz..

Hope the week will end BLUE! =)

Sway Is The Word..

Something quite disturbing happened yesterday...

Apparently, I might have sent a SMS to Steven Goh by mistake... Probably at 4plus AM yesterday.. Which I didn't realise and he didn't reply anyway... Later in the noon I got a SMS from his mobile "You nuts don send me nonsense"... And so I forward back the message to him and added "You sent wrong person?".. Then I got another respond "If you are not nuts then must be bitch"... -_-"

I was quite upset to see the SMS... I didn't know if it was a joke or he was angry with me.. Bcos we ALMOST NEVER contact through phone and why out of a sudden such a "joke"? I was suspecting he was angry with me because for the past few months we didn't really talk... I mean.. Not as if we are very close friends... I mean.. He's just an old friend of Francis.. And I am Francis' girlfriend.. It's this kind of relationship that's it.. There's really nothing for me to chat with him about anyway... Nowadays I don't go to Geo so often.. Even when I saw him there, we only smile to each other as a gesture to say hello... Other than that we didn't talk.. And it's been very long before that we ever had breakfast together because most of the time he needed to rush home...

A few incidents I went to look for Francis when he was about to knock off so we can have breakfast together.. But Steven would say he's got some things to attend and he left by himself.. He normally would join us for breakfast together!! Because its like the standard routine that we'll eat somewhere near my home.. After that he'll send me home follow by Francis.. I don't know if it's because of me that he try to excuse himself nowadays? But from my understanding he shouldn't be such a person.. Am I over sensitive? Is he sick of sending me home? Not that I want to trouble and not that I took for granted that he should send me.. But it's like a routine and if I were to volunteer to take a cab myself, I thought I might be offending or rude in that way... Or is he just trying to excuse himself so to let me have private time with Francis?! I don't know really.. But because we didn't communicate so long.. I felt the distance between us and gave me the feeling that he is unhappy with me...

Anyway, back to the SMS thing... When I received the "bitch" SMS.. I replied "Steven, is there anything wrong? Why you suddenly SMS these?"... I never get a reply... Then I told Francis... I find it disturbing... I'm not angry with the bitch thing.. I just felt uneasy why would Steven SMS me such things!? I don't want any misunderstanding...

Later Francis got back to me and say BIG SHIT! He say it was the wife who peeped at his phone and then replied me those messages... WTF?! He said I probably sent a message to him by mistake and the wife saw while he was sleeping... And he woke up, they quarrelled over it.. The wife complained that she saw my number on his phone a couple of times... Zzz... At first I thought Steven sent me those messages as little bit of joke and a little bit of real scolding... As I said I felt he was unhappy with me.. Then when Francis told me what Steven told him.. I thought Steven cook up the story to lie to Francis as a joke to make him panic...

Why I have this idea? Because I always thought Steven is capable of playing intriguing mind games... Evil but harmless... Ok.. So actually I sent him a message by mistake? And the wife peeped his phone and saw my message? Got jealous and suspicious? If the wife saw it, how could she guessed the message was by mistake? She can even reply me "You nuts don send me nonsense"... If she knew the message from me was sent by mistake, why would she get jealous and suspicious and scold me a bitch?? I don't understand!!! But then again, I sent the message so early in the morning when Steven was still at Geo working... Steven could have replied me immediately but I got those replies in the noon at 2plus PM... So could it be real that the wife sent me those shits?

Ok, I'll take it as Steven is not joking.. I checked my phone's sent message log... This was the SMS I sent wrongly "U leave it alone, I'm programming a new one to patch in on Sunday. Don't screw up again!"... My message don't mean anything to them at all right?! WTF she get jealous with!? If the wife really sent me those messages.. I think she is very terrible.. Zzz... LOW EQ!! Peeping at the husband's phone is quite a provoking thing to do... The worst part is sending replies to me!! She's embarrassing herself and Steven... They've been married so many years and their kids are teenagers already...

After the incident I wanted to sort of explain and apologise to Steven, but I didn't want to call him or SMS him at the wrong time... This morning I went to Geo when Francis knock off.. Supposed to join him breakfast... When I reached there, they were discussing work issues... I didn't go near so as not to disturb them.. After that I didn't seems to have a chance to speak to Steven... With all the staffs around I didn't want to bring up the thing also.. A while later Steven disappeared.. When we were leaving the place then I realised that he had left... He told Francis he's got something on and he left first... Again!? He would normally join everyone for breakfast.. Francis say he behaved and talk funny and secretive, maybe go meet girlfriend.. Huh?! We never know he had one... Ashlie you know what I mean? And you know we cannot trust Francis' intuition.. What made him left? What kind of thing to attend almost 6:00AM in the morning after a night's work? He doesn't want to see me because I am detestful? He felt awkward to see me? He was simply tired and want to get home fast? Because of the quarrel he wanted to get home early if not the wife would make noise again?

Am I over sensitive? I just felt a little uneasy.. I don't want to spoil a relationship.. Not that I want to be very close to him.. But we would meet each other often and I don't want to feel awkward facing each other.. Probably he never meant anything at all? He just take everything as normal... So normal that we just speak when there's needed, nothing to chat about, just smile to say hello and nothing else... And this SMS issue to him is only a small incident, no need to talk about it further, no need explanations or apology.. Is it just so plain and simple in his mind? I hope so...

Haiz so sianz... Sunday come so fast.. Tomorrow is Monday.. And I promised Jason Chow I'll help him for one day tomorrow... Zzz... I'm not prepared for it.. I scared I can't wake up! Hahaha...

Geo's new branch outlet will be opening this weekend.. And Geo would be celebrating anniversary this week too.. So many work to do, so this coming Tuesday probably no offday for Francis.. =(

I just finished watching the drama Drive Of Life... Don't know why I started to do some search on Youtube just now on this drama... I found a video this person playing the theme song on piano... He listened to the original song and played by ear on his piano.. He is VERY GOOD!!! Hope you enjoy!

H a i z . . . .

Reading the title... It's sianzations again..

Very unhappy these few days.. I don't know why... Err.. I mean I know why.. Nothing else and nobody else could really pissed me or upset me other than that idiot! I'm having less and less patience for everything! Is he really giving me more and more nonsense? Or am I expecting more and more things from him that he had never been able to give? Probably both ways...

I'm not someone who keeps anger for very long... Especially in a relationship.. I want to make peace fast and solve dispute ASAP... I don't like giving cold shoulders... And I don't like to act blur or avoid talking about any problems... I don't like to keep quiet and let matters rest by themselves and take it as nothing has happened.. I prefer to talk over the matter and solve it..

That's why I will always make the approach... Even if he pissed me badly, I'll call him and give him a chance to talk! It's my way of doing things... Probably many girls will think that making the approach first is like giving in, admitting lost and surrendering.. To me, I feel that I'd be happier sorting out the things and get over all the unhappiness... I always call him first, expecting some sort of explanation or apology from him... Or at least he say something to cool me or to make the situation better... But he will never be able to say the right things! He'll just talk some nonsense and pissed me further!

Am I too obstinate!? Maybe I am... Why I call him to piss myself more!? Zzz... But I know for sure if I don't talk about it, the thing will happen again next time and piss me off again! He always like to act blur and drop the subject or change topic and let matters past.. I don't mind! Not that I like to dig things out to quarrel.. I don't mind as long as the same things don't happen again.. Or at least don't ALWAYS happen! But because the same thing keeps happening and keep pissing me off, I really want to talk over it and solve it!

I don't like to play guessing games because I see couples always quarrel because they don't say out their thoughts directly and expect the other party to guess what they want. When the other party fail to get it right then quarrels start. For my case, I simply just don't need him to guess! I tell him directly! I love him, miss him, like something that he did, dislike something that he did... I told him directly! Most men are very bad at guessing girls' thoughts... The thing that really pissed me most of the time is that he ask me what I like and I tell him what I like as well as what I don't like.. Yet he purposely give me those that I don't like! He never fail to piss me off! CCB!

OK! Enough of all these shits.. The more I write about these thoughts... The anger will build up again.. I really hope to see daylight!

This week is a blue week.. I should be happy.. But I am so moody now! =(

Monday went Joo Chiat with him but didn't get to eat at the restaurant that I want.. Went back again on Thursday... After dinner was around 9:10PM... Went to Parkway Parade to see people pull shutters.. Zzz... It's ok! Lucky it's not like I planned to go there to shop, if not I would be damn pissed again! It's a last minute decision to go there since there's still time before he go work. Managed to shop a little bit.. Bought a pair of pants from ebase...

Sort of agreed to help Jason Chow at Warner Music.. Told him would start on the 15th this month but he begged for help urgently... So maybe help him for a day this coming Monday.. So long never do those stuffs.. I wonder just Monday alone would be enough or not.. Since I am so free, I could have start anytime... But dunno why I got this uneasy feeling.. I feel stressful and pressured to work.. Not because the job is tough.. It's just that I got the feeling I am not so prepared to take up the job and probaby also because recently I'm so unhappy.. So I wanted some time to prepare myself to get ready for the job.. Haiz..

I've got two extra rooms at home.. One which is totally empty that comes attached with a bathroom.. Another filled with some stuffs like a store room.. Just now my mum asked me to move my things from the store to the other empty room... Someone's coming to view the store.. My dad wants to rent it out.. Wtf?! Although I am still not decided to get a dog.. But looks like my "cage" is gone.. Zzz.. At first I thought the one with bathroom is good for confining the dog... Easy to clean and nothing for the dog to damage.. Now.. Haizzz...

I'm still thinking of making a new skin for this blog.. I don't know why because I accepted a new job.. I've got the feeling that after I started work, I won't be able to do many things I want.. But wtf?! The job has alot of time flexibility! Office is closed on weekends! And I opt to work only 4 days!! And the working hours not going to clash with my normal activities!! Even not working, I only spend the time sleeping and doing some nonsense in the day?! Anyway, I hope I can finish up my personal things before I start the job... So, hopefully I can come up with a new skin by weekend.. And also some other stuffs.. Like major laundry, major spring clean... bla bla bla..

Teh M.I.A. is back!

Sorry for the lag of post... It's been more than a week.. =X

Not much have happened the past week.. It's the same old stuffs lah.. Just quarrels.. And pissed... And quarrels.. And pissed.. Sianz..

Last Tuesday was the Mooncake Festival.. Met up with Xta and Tri because I need to collect the M1 Broadband from her.. (haven't pass it back since then =X) Had dinner together at Taka while waiting for Hanzi to come.. LOL.. Bought sushi and sashimi from Cold Storage and found a spot outside LV boutique.. Picnic time!!

Our dining area have nice view hor? lol..


Woot!!


Nowadays sushi come with lots of patterns!


Hello Kitty! (Actually I'm not a fan! Duh!)

Total cost about $50... That's included with drinks and also the salmon belly sashimi!! Everything courtesy of Tri's Taka vouchers! Thank you!

It's quite fun to dine this way... Catching a lot eyes as people walk pass drooling... LOL.. I started with this idea many years back with Ashlie.. We used to do it at Bugis.. It's cheaper than going to Sakae Sushi.. We couldn't finish everything.. Tri ta pao a pack back home.

Kaoz! Look at his 吃像!


Quite cooperative for this pose!


Gone.....

Hanzi came.. Went Cineleisure to check out what's on screen.. Nothing interesting again.. Later I suggested go Mustafa shopping... I wanted to buy a portable speaker..

Having fun at Mustafa!!


Tehhhhhhh!!!! -_-"

But later not very fun... Zzz.. He was like tagging beside me and always got lost... I had to turn back and look for him.. Knn! He was on his mobile again... Sickening!! Yesterday complained to Tri.. He asked me if I need a leash.. Argh! Don't want talk about it.. Everytime quarrel about the same stupid stuffs!

Last week spent a lot of unnecessary money... =(

At first was a new monitor.. So happy with it.. Later I realised my GFX card and CPU were getting really hot! Dunno what's wrong and I worry everything gets burnt and I need to spend more on a new computer... So I decided to get a CPU fan.. a good one with better cooling system.. Went Sim Lim and found out that those CPU fans couldn't fit into my casing.. Because mine was the slim type which was also part of the reason why the ventilation was poor.. In the end I bought a Zalman CPU fan and a new casing.. Zzzz... Now I got an extra casing dunno what to do with it..

Few days after that I experienced blackout from my monitor for split seconds.. then next day GONE! Knn!! New monitor leh!! Couldn't be my monitor faulty.. And I think it was a Sunday I couldn't call the service centre.. Did some testing and confirmed not the monitor.. High chance was my GFX card burnt.. Zzz.. Bo bian.. Rushed down to Sim Lim again before the shops close... Bought a new GFX card.. Haiz... At the same time got a DVD writer also.. Nowadays many softwares and games, even pirated ones also come in DVD and I don't have a DVD drive... Pocket burnt.. =(

Last week at punting was very stressful.. Beginning of the week was blue.. Somehow or rather become red and very the red at weekend!! OMG!! -$1.8k!! Nabeiz.. Full concentration on Sunday and recouped everything! Ended blue~~! Muahaha... Like `Numb said.. Happy like spider!! This week also doing well for now! =)

Past few days played a bit of Maplestory.. Finally my mage went 3rd job!! Bugged Hanzi to buy me some prepaid cards for the game.. LOL.. I'm getting him to buy me more! Muahaha...

Monday evening went Joo Chiat for dinner.. Wanted to go to that stall which sells the delicious Soon Hock... Knn! Reached there and realised they closed on Monday.. Zzz.. Ended up in one chicken rice restaurant.. They serve a variety of food.. There's some Chef's Reccommendations on list.. Hanzi ordered all.. The shark's fin and abalone and fish head.. Kaoz..

Yesterday afternoon Jason Chow MSN me.. Asked me if I like to go back Warner Music to help him again.. That Ah Qua Sissy Jack quit and he's loaded with tons of work! Hmmm... I said will give him an answer by today.. Not bad a job.. Flexible hours, simple tasks and the office is near my home... Can consider working 4 days a week.. Wednesday off! So I can go out on Tuesday night with Hanzi.. xD