Updates!!

So lag of posts nowadays.. Been busy with my Final Fantasy VII on PSP... Now got my airship Highwind liao!! Which means Aeris mati liao... Lucky never name her as myself.. The first time I played this game I named Aeris myself.. Knn played halfway the story had to make her die! Zzz... This time I keep her name original (though I ever thought of naming her as his wife.. =X)

Anyway, about my Final Fantasy VII:
The other day was at Gold Saucer then Hanzi had a date with Heidi... (I named Tifa myself...) Sibeh funny.. Lol... Went to the Event Square and someone announced we were the 100th couple and shall join them and act on stage.. The stage act was about an evil dragon kidnapped Princess Heidi and the Hero Hanzi supposed to save her.. The King provided aid to Hero Hanzi which he can choose between a knight or a wizard.. I chose to talk to the wizard.. The wizard asked the Hero Hanzi what he would like to know.. And then two options where given..
1)The Evil Dragon's Weaknesses
2)The Princess Measurements
WAHAHAHAHA!! I chose the 2nd one.. Cannot stop laughing.. And everyone was stunned but the narrator continued the story with the dragon appearing with Princess Heidi as hostage.. And the dragon asked "Who is your enemy?".. Again given some options..
1)Evil Dragon
2)The Knight
3)The King
And I chose the king for fun.. LOL.. At this point, Heidi got angry and went over to give Hanzi a tight slap saying he was not serious about the act.. Then Heidi kicked the dragon and sent him flying away... And the narrator said "Wow! What an unusually strong Princess! And the story end happily ever after!" Wahahahaha!! This is so fucking funny!

Ok... And my real life:
Many frustrating, pissful and hurtful moment the last weekend.. Grrr.. Last week lost money.. Didn't know he actually lost more than me!! I thought he was doing fine... He kept it from me that he lost on horses.. Zzz.. I always told him not to bother too much on horses.. He hate to hear me nag, that's why he didn't tell me.. Until he lost so much that he got cranky with his behaviour and pissed me off!

I am having less and less patience to wait for him everyday... Sometimes it's not literally wait.. but I meant like we get so little opportunity to spend time together.. I have to wait for Mondays he get to come out early before work and we can go for shopping or dinner (but he always late and the shops or my fav food chain close).. I have to wait for Tuesdays when he is off and able to spend more continous hours with me (but he comes out so late we are left with almost no choice of place to go).. I have to wait and hope that he might have time to meet me on Thursday before he go work so that we can have dinner or shopping (but again he always come out the time when everywhere is almost closing and he had to go work soon)... Zzzz..

And I had to wait everyday to get to speak with him only when he leave home for work or going home after work!!! On his way to work sometimes we'll get to chat till he reach work place (but usually he only talk about his own interest like soccer and horse.. Zzz) Other times when Steven fetch him to work then it's inconvenient for him to chat with me... When he reach work place he'll tell me that he call me back later... Sometimes at work he could make time for a stick of ciggy and call me! But he rather spend the time to login GPRS for a bet! And he told me he'll call back!! And I always wait from 11PM until 5AM which I had to call him myself! Sickening! Why can't he just call back and say something knowing that I AM WAITING!!!

And this last weekend same thing happened I was so pissed!! Quarrelled and he hurt me very badly that I had to become a real meanie! He scolded me vulgar and made a statement really got me very mad.. Said something like it's my own will to wait and it's none of his business! WTF?! He calls himself a man?! Say such things to me taking me for granted!! I was so damn hurt and pissed I made him apologised and I said it wasn't enough.. Come on! No "sorry" would compensate for the things that he said to hurt me!

There are words and actions that cannot be said or done no matter what circumstances! How can he say such things to hurt me just because he is in a bad mood! I wasn't very angry about him scolding me KNNBCCB... I can understand when a person is very pissed they just shout vulgarities... But I cannot accept the other things he said that hurt me very badly... I expect some EQ ok! Zzzz

As usual, Monday he will meet me for dinner... He volunteer to bring me shopping.. xD.. Compensation ah? Anyway, week before I told him I needed to get a dress for Ah Nee's wedding dinner.. Knn my father instructed me to wear dress for that day.. Kaoz.. He say go and buy one if I don't have! WTF?! And so we went to Bugis... Shopped around in the 木 boutique. He very well behaved... Showed enthusiasm and seriousness in browsing for a piece of dress for me.. LOL... Actually I didn't want to go shopping knowing that he lost so much... But he offered, so why not? Since I had no better idea of where to go anyway... Spent $200 over there because the salesgirl encouraged him to spend that amount for a membership card... I felt bad for spending that money at such a time.. I don't know why he didn't hesitate at all...

Tuesday I wasn't feeling well and at first I thought I wouldn't be meeting him.. In the end still met him at 4AM... Dispute again! Zzz... I don't know it's because I got impatient or he is really that idiotic... I don't want to describe too much details what happened that night.. Zzz.. So sickening... Anyway was a happy and lovely ending...

Wednesday evening he came out early to meet me!! Of course not purely for me.. He needed to collect money from his kaki.. Went shopping at Orchard.. Hehehe.. Bought me two handbags... Went for foot massage because we were both SOO TIRED!! I didn't sleep the day before.. Been missing a lot of sleep last few days.. Foot massage was shiok.. He signed for a package of 6 sessions... (Don't know why he still spend this money...) So, we shall be going back for more massage again..

Because I missed my sleep.. My body clock has been adjusted a bit.. Last few days been turning in early and waking up at 5AM plus in the morning! Kaoz... And I start to get very sleepy by dinner time... Like now.. Sleepy... But will be meeting him.. He say will come out to meet me today.. These few days I complained cold because it has been raining.. He wanna bring me buy an extra quilt.. Hehehe.. Going Ikea later... Omg.. Meatballs!! I am coming!!