Sway Is The Word..

Something quite disturbing happened yesterday...

Apparently, I might have sent a SMS to Steven Goh by mistake... Probably at 4plus AM yesterday.. Which I didn't realise and he didn't reply anyway... Later in the noon I got a SMS from his mobile "You nuts don send me nonsense"... And so I forward back the message to him and added "You sent wrong person?".. Then I got another respond "If you are not nuts then must be bitch"... -_-"

I was quite upset to see the SMS... I didn't know if it was a joke or he was angry with me.. Bcos we ALMOST NEVER contact through phone and why out of a sudden such a "joke"? I was suspecting he was angry with me because for the past few months we didn't really talk... I mean.. Not as if we are very close friends... I mean.. He's just an old friend of Francis.. And I am Francis' girlfriend.. It's this kind of relationship that's it.. There's really nothing for me to chat with him about anyway... Nowadays I don't go to Geo so often.. Even when I saw him there, we only smile to each other as a gesture to say hello... Other than that we didn't talk.. And it's been very long before that we ever had breakfast together because most of the time he needed to rush home...

A few incidents I went to look for Francis when he was about to knock off so we can have breakfast together.. But Steven would say he's got some things to attend and he left by himself.. He normally would join us for breakfast together!! Because its like the standard routine that we'll eat somewhere near my home.. After that he'll send me home follow by Francis.. I don't know if it's because of me that he try to excuse himself nowadays? But from my understanding he shouldn't be such a person.. Am I over sensitive? Is he sick of sending me home? Not that I want to trouble and not that I took for granted that he should send me.. But it's like a routine and if I were to volunteer to take a cab myself, I thought I might be offending or rude in that way... Or is he just trying to excuse himself so to let me have private time with Francis?! I don't know really.. But because we didn't communicate so long.. I felt the distance between us and gave me the feeling that he is unhappy with me...

Anyway, back to the SMS thing... When I received the "bitch" SMS.. I replied "Steven, is there anything wrong? Why you suddenly SMS these?"... I never get a reply... Then I told Francis... I find it disturbing... I'm not angry with the bitch thing.. I just felt uneasy why would Steven SMS me such things!? I don't want any misunderstanding...

Later Francis got back to me and say BIG SHIT! He say it was the wife who peeped at his phone and then replied me those messages... WTF?! He said I probably sent a message to him by mistake and the wife saw while he was sleeping... And he woke up, they quarrelled over it.. The wife complained that she saw my number on his phone a couple of times... Zzz... At first I thought Steven sent me those messages as little bit of joke and a little bit of real scolding... As I said I felt he was unhappy with me.. Then when Francis told me what Steven told him.. I thought Steven cook up the story to lie to Francis as a joke to make him panic...

Why I have this idea? Because I always thought Steven is capable of playing intriguing mind games... Evil but harmless... Ok.. So actually I sent him a message by mistake? And the wife peeped his phone and saw my message? Got jealous and suspicious? If the wife saw it, how could she guessed the message was by mistake? She can even reply me "You nuts don send me nonsense"... If she knew the message from me was sent by mistake, why would she get jealous and suspicious and scold me a bitch?? I don't understand!!! But then again, I sent the message so early in the morning when Steven was still at Geo working... Steven could have replied me immediately but I got those replies in the noon at 2plus PM... So could it be real that the wife sent me those shits?

Ok, I'll take it as Steven is not joking.. I checked my phone's sent message log... This was the SMS I sent wrongly "U leave it alone, I'm programming a new one to patch in on Sunday. Don't screw up again!"... My message don't mean anything to them at all right?! WTF she get jealous with!? If the wife really sent me those messages.. I think she is very terrible.. Zzz... LOW EQ!! Peeping at the husband's phone is quite a provoking thing to do... The worst part is sending replies to me!! She's embarrassing herself and Steven... They've been married so many years and their kids are teenagers already...

After the incident I wanted to sort of explain and apologise to Steven, but I didn't want to call him or SMS him at the wrong time... This morning I went to Geo when Francis knock off.. Supposed to join him breakfast... When I reached there, they were discussing work issues... I didn't go near so as not to disturb them.. After that I didn't seems to have a chance to speak to Steven... With all the staffs around I didn't want to bring up the thing also.. A while later Steven disappeared.. When we were leaving the place then I realised that he had left... He told Francis he's got something on and he left first... Again!? He would normally join everyone for breakfast.. Francis say he behaved and talk funny and secretive, maybe go meet girlfriend.. Huh?! We never know he had one... Ashlie you know what I mean? And you know we cannot trust Francis' intuition.. What made him left? What kind of thing to attend almost 6:00AM in the morning after a night's work? He doesn't want to see me because I am detestful? He felt awkward to see me? He was simply tired and want to get home fast? Because of the quarrel he wanted to get home early if not the wife would make noise again?

Am I over sensitive? I just felt a little uneasy.. I don't want to spoil a relationship.. Not that I want to be very close to him.. But we would meet each other often and I don't want to feel awkward facing each other.. Probably he never meant anything at all? He just take everything as normal... So normal that we just speak when there's needed, nothing to chat about, just smile to say hello and nothing else... And this SMS issue to him is only a small incident, no need to talk about it further, no need explanations or apology.. Is it just so plain and simple in his mind? I hope so...

Haiz so sianz... Sunday come so fast.. Tomorrow is Monday.. And I promised Jason Chow I'll help him for one day tomorrow... Zzz... I'm not prepared for it.. I scared I can't wake up! Hahaha...

Geo's new branch outlet will be opening this weekend.. And Geo would be celebrating anniversary this week too.. So many work to do, so this coming Tuesday probably no offday for Francis.. =(

I just finished watching the drama Drive Of Life... Don't know why I started to do some search on Youtube just now on this drama... I found a video this person playing the theme song on piano... He listened to the original song and played by ear on his piano.. He is VERY GOOD!!! Hope you enjoy!