Argh!

I just puked... =(
I feel so sick... And tired... Why do I always have nausea whether empty stomach or full? It waste all the delicious food I had to find them in the toilet bowl before they can settle down in my stomach! Zzz...

So very very very sleepy... Ended my recovery mission with red numbers! Fuck! Went to bed and woke up by the delivery man. Finally a new TV for the hall!

Probably lack of sleep. I feel SO DAMN MOODY and RESTLESS now. Want to sleep but then the timing is like 不三不四... I don't want to miss work again.

Was on the phone with my son for a while just now when he went out to buy toto. The phonecall was a disappointing one. I did the talking while his mind is drifting to dunno where. I can understand today is Monday and he's got lots of shit in his mind... but doesn't mean I understand then I have to oblidge!! What about me?! Who can understand how I feel!? Fuck! I always have to practice self-consoling.. Very sad and tiring... Ashlie always remind me to 忍... because we are 不是普通的女人... But actually... I am only a 普通的女人!! =(

Time for pom then off to work... I think I'm late again... Sianz... Looking forward to tomorrow because it's TUESDAY!!!